#relapse mention

[stanningsky]

thinking about how eddie went to bobby and talked to him and that was what kept bobby away from relapsing and how eddie talked with buck in the ambulance long enough that the alarm went off

[cofe-doodles]

Filipino!sides au where Roman 'relapses' to an old crush of his and vents it out to Virgil who doesn't fully understands what he is saying but he feels jealous of whoever Roman is dedicating the love songs to. send tweet.

[poppyseedxoxo]

Addiction's getting bad again when you can't go a few hours without some form of sh.

[krispmoon]

Watching House do stupid shit and yelling at him like he’s a dog that just stole someone’s food

“GET THAT [vicodin] OUT OF YOUR MOUTH!!! DROP IT!!! DROP IIIIIT-”

[ratinaverysillyhat]

@strangerconnection “Sometimes, it’s better to not feel anything at all.”

Forgive me for the one million notifications,,, When I read your responses and ideas for how they would interact, I just haaad to doodle my Simi getting bullied on Montoli island again <3

Ouhh… Simona would definitely be rattled by how long Montoli island has been implied to operate. But I think talking to Charles would finally mark the turning point for his mindset. How he’s already tried stopping them from hurting Puppet, but they both just became one more project, one more factor. And now, so will Simona.

Then… maybe if it stops fighting back, it can convince itself that it’s still helping people in the middle of all this. Helping Puppet. And Simona will try so hard to get away with “soothing” her patients as she cuts them open… hum lullabies to drown out their screams… He’ll definitely be getting attached to them either way.

[borderline-culture-is]

BPD culture is - sorry about that 'not so little breakdown' earlier I swear I'm a different person now. in fact I don't even remember what set me off to cry that much and relapse in the first place

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[luvstruckmutt]

RANT ABOUT PEOPLES WEIRD ATTITUDE ABOUT SHANE STARDEW VALLEY INCOMING!!!

saw people complaining about shane today and saying he is a bad and awful husband and they divorced him after seeing his room and that he becomes boring after he starts getting therapy because the interesting thing about him is his struggle with addiction and after you "fix him" what's the point of being with him And just?? Why?? Did you even marry him?? Like?? I dunno, people are allowed to have opinions on characters but so many peoples' opinions are just?? Really bad and rooted deeply in ableism and misconceptions about mental health/addiction and are super saviory??

I have said this a thousand times but you can't fix people. That's literally not how people work. You can, however, be there for people and try and create a safe environment for them to be able to help themselves!! AND THATS EXACTLY EHAT FUCKING HAPPEMS IN STARDEW!! Shane gets help ON HIS OWN because he is being supported by both his family and the farmer. And to see that just fucking fly over peoples heads makes me so mad because DID WE PLAY THE SAME FUCLING GAME?? YOU DONT FIX SHIT!! YOU ACT AS PART OF A SUPPORT SYSTEM!! (Which is very important but like) YOU AS A SINGULAR PERSON CANT FIX PEOPLE!!

I also just hate the "I can fix them" attitude because, at least in this specific situation, the people saying this are the same people who divorce him because his room is ugly or because he is implied to relapse and still is depressed??? It feels like the same thing as when someone has "spread kindness!" or "love each other!" in their bio and then is the most rancid hateful person ever? The room thing in particular makes me mad because LIKE WHAT DID YUOU THINK IT WAS GOING TO LOOK LIKE?? YOU SAW HIS ROOM AT MARNIE'S, WHAT MADE YOU THINK HIS ROOM IN YOUR HOUSE WAS GOING TO BE ORGANIZED AND SPOTLESS???

Idk like, again, you can dislike Shane and even regret marrying him. He's not very nice to you until you really get his hearts up there so he comes off as rude and abrasive. You don't HAVE TO LIKE HIM!! But so many people just spout hateful shit and it's like god, I hope you never have anyone in your life who suffers from mental illness because even though Shane is a video game character, the stuff you're saying and the ideas you have surrounding addiction and mental health are super toxic and weird and I hope no real person ever has to be subjected to them.

edit (put this in the tags but then wanted to add it to the main post):

[badthoughtskeptinajar]

dont know how long i can keep pushing the thoughts aside and distracting myself until i snap !!! <3

''haha (name) ur so fun to be around, you laugh so much!" i am this close to relapsing.