corpse

vent account, block for ur own well-being if ur easily triggered /srs /pos :3 he/him

[dontwakethecorpse]

hi, call me corpse

main blog isn’t hidden but i probably won’t mention it here

he/him pronouns, im a minor.

this is a vent blog, so it’ll be kinda sloppy but i’ll do my best to organise

tags:

corpses food (ed struggle vents, tw for ana and binging)

corpses family (family arguments and struggle vents, tw for anxiety and stuff, maybe alcoholism)

corpses anxiety (tw for anxiety, disassociation, derealisation, politics)

DNI AND NOTE: dni terfs, radfems, anti queer, racists, ableists, etc.

ALSO! this blog may talk about triggering or unhealthy stuff but that doesn’t mean i am pro ed or pro sh. PLEASE talk to someone or find a better coping mechanism. i’m just venting about my struggles, do not take anything i say as if i’m encouraging being unhealthy please. and if i seem to be aligned with pro sh or pro ed shit or accidentally slip please fucking tell me <3

also, i don’t censor my tags because that makes it hard for people with triggers to censor them so yeah.

pls be nice, this is mostly for me to vent and not rlly looking for advice but thanks for being here <3

[nonbinary-wrath-month]

Non-binary people get louder NOW. Non-binary people get angrier NOW. Be a killjoy. Get obnoxious about your pronouns. Put gendered words together in ways that people don't like and spit on the ones they think are mandatory. Refuse to laugh at their stupid exorsexist "jokes". Dress in ways they don't understand. Refuse to answer their prying questions. Tell exorsexists to kiss your ass. Keep your chin up. Raise your voice. Get loud and a little cocky. I want to see your nonbinarity from outer space. Don't get it twisted; do it TODAY. Do you understand me?

[sapphireh3arts]

did you know literally *everyone* is raised racist. like by society at minumum, if not specifically by their parents. if you aren't constantly questioning the prejucides around and inside of YOU, yes even you, then you aren't taking enough action in your daily life to be a traitor to the state of white supremacy.

[deathtokillian]

Hot take: I don't care if someone "contributes to society" or not. They are a person and still deserve human rights, food, and shelter.

[dontwakethecorpse]

don’t you love it when everyone finds ur vent relatble and funny but no one actually gives enough of a shit to check on you

[dontwakethecorpse]

i feel like i did something wrong but i don’t know what. everyone’s acting super dry and weird around me i don’t get it. i thought i was finally happy and doing well because i’ve had energy for the first time in ages, i’m being kind i think. i’m not perfect but i’m trying and it just seems to make it worse. i don’t know why i fucking bother sometimes everyone still treats me like a fucking idiot waste of time and maybe theyre right

[dontwakethecorpse]

i ate ice cream and donuts today i feel fat i’m not skinny why can’t i be thin what is the point of starving if i can’t control myself for two hours alone to not make myself feel sick and i don’t want to eat anymore but i need to have dinner later i don’t know what to do anymore i’m going to work out i hate binging i tried to stop myself but i can’t and i hit the note game on my main and i don’t want to think about food anymore

[dontwakethecorpse]

i’m really struggling and i don’t know what to do or how to cope anymore

[dontwakethecorpse]

i’m so sick of pretending i’m fine and everyone says i’m so non chalant and silly when inside it feels like i’m killing myself and my brain won’t let me eat properly every day even if i want to