Because I'm human - and I need it.
My house was quiet this morning as I pulled the window open in my room at 7:15. Birds softly chirped from the trees close by, and I sunk back deep down into my feather comforter, remembering yesterday when I had all four wisdom teeth pulled.
I haven't been home for two weeks because I've been house sitting; sleeping in my own bed last night, though a bit uncomfortable because on my mouth, was so lovely. My mom took such great care of me too. She took me to my appointment, waited 2.5 hours for the procedure to be done with, and drove me home afterwards. The procedure took so long because they had to cut clear down to the bone on three of my teeth, and then, crack away at it piece by piece and remove it. I have 3 sutures in my mouth, causing a bit more pain than I'd like them to, however, vicodin has been amazing, and helpful.
Mama and I watched close to 6 episodes of Parenthood last night, curled and cuddled up in bed with her pups Ruby. She snapped some pictures of me while I was dead asleep, and then bought me ice cream. I haven't had dairy or sugar, mind you, in 20 days - so what a treat it was indeed! I was awake until about 1am. No more ice cream for me for 11 more days! Green and Fruit Smoothies all the way baby!
Hopefully, my optimism about this entire situation will help make for a speedy recovery. I'm on a liquid diet, per dentist's orders, for the rest of the week. It'll be fine. I'll be fine :)
While I sip my smoothie, and cozy myself back into my soft bed, I'm reminded that even in the weirdest moments of my life, I am tied to Christ, and my even with my Mama here to help me, I am still in ever need of His comfort, support, and sustenance.
Here's some hope I'm gleaning from. Something I'll be thinking on for the weekend - declaring, and asking for help. Because I'm human - and I need it.
"The Lord is good, and does only good. Teach me your ways oh Lord".
Psalm 119:68
xoxo Samantha








