in-depth storytime about my first shift to my txt dr
authors note: this success story does mention tarot and no you do not need tarot to shift but they did help me a lot when it came to my shifting journey. And I’m probably talking about this a lot but it’s giving me a chance to celebrate my success rather than obsessing or getting mad at myself because of the fact that I haven’t had a conscious shift since.
ib: @suckerpuuunch
okay so I had remembered feeling so left out and frustrated before it because I had seen many people’s success stories and wanted it to be me not only that I just wanted to experience my dr from my own experience instead of living vicariously through others. I had picked my tarot cards up and had asked “if I were to shift during the day how should I go about it?” because i usually shift at night and wanted some advice and it was just themes of keeping my shift simple and focused, leaning into happiness and play into the emotional factor rather then stress, surrender instead of force, stop “checking” to see that I’ve shifted and that the shift will come quickly if I let it instead of trying to drag it.
A couple minutes later I had a conversation with one of my good friends @shiftergrl and she had gave me advice on drifting off already being in my dr instead of forcing myself to GET there.
So finally I had laid down in a comfortable position that I knew I wouldn’t doze off in and listen to “Sieanna” by The Marias and picked my txt dr to shift to because I had just recently made a script for it and I wasn’t overly stressing myself to shift to this dr.
I focused on my breathing first calming myself down as I focused on the music then letting myself drift and thinking about my friends and my dr and slowly my body felt prickly…signaling to me that my body was falling asleep I set the intention to shift by saying “I’ll be in my txt dr within 20 minutes” and then some doubts started to rise but instead of trying to suppress those doubts i gently reminded myself that “I was already there” and i believe i fell asleep and woke up about twice in this reality still reminding myself that “I was already there” until i fell asleep for a third time on my side.
Then when I woke up i remember being on my back staring at the black of my eyelids not really feeling a difference of me being anywhere different and then I felt two hands each upper arm shaking me violently (not hard to hurt me but just to wake me) and yeonjun screaming “WAKE UPPPPP GET UPPPP” in Korean before shifting back here.