Randomly had this jockemo idea
Ivan and Till used to be friends as kids but then ivan got jealous over Till talking to other people so they had a really bad argument and Ivan was too proud to admit he qas wrong so they stopped being friends. As time went by Ivan became a jock and a fuckass bully towards Till and Till is rightfully pissed because "goddamit we used to be friends then you became an asshole out of nowhere!" Of course he can't easily forgive Ivan.
Ivan's feelings for Till never went away even though he tried. He thought that if he got away from Till and treated him like shit his deviant feelings would eventually stop (because he's a dumbass). They obvious didn't because that's not how homosexuality works, and Ivan came, somewhat, to terms with it by trying to excuse it with "Till is somewhat feminine so it's not that bad" so he tries to rebuild a relationship with Till in secret (because he knows it'd be social suicide to publicly become friends with the emo fag). Till obviously hates that idea because he doesn't want to be someone's dirty little secret but he also misses ivan so he kinda accepts it, but he often turns Ivan away with "Its almost time for practice, no? You wouldn't wanna be seen with the emo fag, would you?" And just kinda hurtful shit in general
Tl;dr
Till and ivan are two little bitches that can't deal with their feelings in a healthy manner what else is new?
