Oct 5, 2025
Waking up to throw up at 4 am because the dinner you ate before falling asleep decided it wouldn't stay down, but it's been an hour, and you can't fall back asleep </3
#messily posting my problems on tumblr#this is so relatable right!?#sigh whatever#first time i ate in two days btw#technically three cause it was in the am#and it betrayed me and came back up#which is totally awesome and not solidifying my anxiety around eating at all!!!!#its okay guys#i can survive off rice cakes#i did it once#i can do it again#and this is definitely not triggering the ana im supposed to be in recovery for#ugh kms
