#ughh whatever

[the-hms-autistic]

im thinking. about soul{?} laying with heart(?)☹️☹️☹️starts crying super sadly and very loudly

damn❗️❗️❗️my white ass got broken up with so im just stress drawing rn

[cringelordofchaos]

I do think lightbulb has Issues related to being blue now but not in the sense "blue is a boy's color and she's a trans girl so she must be dysphoric about it !" (when I don't really see her as caring about such arbitrary conventional societal norms like that) But moreso "oh she's genuinely high risk in a permadeath society ,and she dislikes having people constantly worry about her ,and her prioritizing her own well being and safety and needs makes her feel Uncomfortable, and she might miss being yellow not because of the color itself but because she might miss the simpler times when things were more carefree and easier to deal with , and she might weirdly miss when people weren't worried for her as much because it's something she's used to". She clearly looked distressed when it was said some people guessed her as the color yellow, and she also let the blue ray wear off likely without realizing (but that's also probably because she was more worried about fan than herself), so there's definitely gonna be Something about the blue ray that will tie into lightbulb's story, and something about it that affects her negatively. but I don't even know if I'm explaining myself correctly

[dollnightfall]

Modern au but I added more

[forest-wolfie]

I do still kinda wish my blog got more engagement I'm ngl, kinda going off what I said last night

I'm not gonna stop posting or anything, but I do wish I'd just get some more than just a few likes and empty reblogs

My ask box is dry as fuck, no one talks to me here besides friends, and I barely even breach 10 notes on average on my art posts unless it's like some random chance one in a million it's really frustrating

It makes me feel very discouraged in being on this platform but I'm not going to stop because I want to be here

Maybe it's just because I don't interact with other blogs? But at the same time I really thought other blogs who found me would interact with me as well :( I don't always want to be the one to reach out and then look like I'm desperate for attention but shit I may just have to be if I want anything going on

There's just a lot of questions in my mind as to why no one ever does anything on my blog besides like and leave, like is it because I'm not reaching out? Is it because I'm not one fandom? Is it because I reblog too much? Is it because I don't post often enough? I don't know and it's just really upsetting sometimes as much as I try to ignore it

I don't know, maybe I'm overthinking it, but at the same time I just wish I had people show that they actually want to engage with myself instead of just looking at it and scrolling past :( man

[jovialjolive]

i am so tired of pretending to be antiship online help bcus i can’t stand how bad these takes r. here is my post saying: I AM PROFICTION DO WHATEVER YOU WANT IT IS NOT REAL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok done

[mercuryinjune]

sleepy morning + pink boxers and big sweater :3 wish i had a butch in bed with me :-(

[davidpastrsnack]

you know when you know you probably shouldn’t take something personally but you still can’t help it ahahahahahahahah

[tysonjost]

I couldn’t find a stream anywhere for the Avs game tonight. I’m guessing they’re not broadcasting it tonight?