Jan 13, 2018
Updated my character Prince Duston Star! He is an unlawful ruler of a planet, he will literally have someone killed for having a lack of fashion taste, or for wearing the same thing twice! Also some of his original designs
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Updated my character Prince Duston Star! He is an unlawful ruler of a planet, he will literally have someone killed for having a lack of fashion taste, or for wearing the same thing twice! Also some of his original designs
🌴 #palmtreehair #why #ughwhy #beforeicrackedmyphone (at Honolulu, Hawaii)
WHO DO I HAVE TO TALK TO TO GET THE SKY PIRATES DEN PUT BACK IN FFXII!!! AGHR THEY BETTER MAKE A PATCH AND PUT IT BACK!
I guess I wanna change?
I like who I am. To a certain degree anyway. I don’t hate myself anyway. Not anymore. And I have spent literal years getting to this point. But I’m still not where exactly I want to be. But there is so much work ye to be done and I am so frustrated, especially with everything that is happening right now that is getting in the way. Quarantining is so much fun, woop woop. But yeah, I mean I’m still gonna try my best because I can’t really do much else, but sometimes that isn’t enough. So instead I just switch on Disney plus and watch marvel movies to feel better. I don’t know what the point of this post is, I guess I just wanted to write something and this is one of the things that has been running through my mind non-stop now that I have all the time in the world to overthink my existence.
November 19, 2019
What is the point of family? I have friends that are much better and reliable than my family. If my family members were my friends I would sever those ties because these relationships seem toxic. It’s not that I expect anything out of a relationship, I don’t want something from the other person. But this is like I provide support and am here for them and they suck the life and joy out of me and give me buckets and buckets of problems and stress. And what’s the point? I don’t want to be a part of this anymore. My brother isn’t going home for Thanksgiving. I don’t know why I expected him too, I know every choice he makes, he make selfishly. He doesn’t consider anyone else. Why is it that these relationships fade away? I thought we used to be close, now we haven’t talked since the beginning of summer. And who cares. He makes choices I don’t agree with, he isn’t there for me when I need him, I mean he isn’t there at all ever. I want a new family. I want a family that does what a family is supposed to do, one that actually cares about eachother. I would happily trade away the good times we had back then to not be suffering through the bad times now. I hate that other people choices impact me so much, I hate that I care about this at all. Everything should be fine. College is going fine, I’m doing well in my classes, I’m making new friends, everything is cool. But then my family troubles have to come and put a shadow over all this. Frankly I don’t need this. I hate what this family has come to, but I’m willing to descend to their level of abandonment just so I don’t have to feel this pain either.
Things that happen to me in everyday life #1
Person : Hey there!
Me :hey! What did you do over the weekend?
Person :Nothing much! Just baked some cupcakes.
Me : *feeling a bit proud* that's all??? Oh well, I-
Person : and then sent them to some needy kids and did some life altering work that will probably help with my future and had a nice happy time with my family, and also managed to finish all of my work. Oh, and now I have a nicer future to look forward to. Like I said, nothing much.
Me : *sweating nervously*
Person : What did you do? Over the weekend?
Me : I Um.... Read fanfiction smut.
I just spent the longest time on an edit and it’s proper trash! -Ember
“keep on walking..”
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The rain finally stoped pouring and the clouds cleared today, with that i dashed out tack up Anahita for a peaceful trail ride around Jarhime area and some schooling. mostly working on her over reacting to being requested todo something. mainly with moveing their neak and back legs.
besides that working on backing up smoothly and straight, she triped a few times but stayed sturdy and calmly did as asked. rest if the day was spent enjoying the sceanery of the island and running into people we knew and nothings better then stoping in at a bakery for a delicious fresh made snack!♥︎