I guess I wanna change?
I like who I am. To a certain degree anyway. I don’t hate myself anyway. Not anymore. And I have spent literal years getting to this point. But I’m still not where exactly I want to be. But there is so much work ye to be done and I am so frustrated, especially with everything that is happening right now that is getting in the way. Quarantining is so much fun, woop woop. But yeah, I mean I’m still gonna try my best because I can’t really do much else, but sometimes that isn’t enough. So instead I just switch on Disney plus and watch marvel movies to feel better. I don’t know what the point of this post is, I guess I just wanted to write something and this is one of the things that has been running through my mind non-stop now that I have all the time in the world to overthink my existence.