I wish I could take out my brain. I wish I could lay it out on the table. I wish you would study it like a map, pointing out all the minor details. I wish you could take a scan of my mind, and study it and understand how it functioned. I wish it were like an x-ray, you could look at it and be able to tell instantly what was going on. I wish I could show you how I felt, I wish you could hear my thoughts. I wish I could explain it to you, and I wish I knew where to start. I wish I could understand why I do the things I do. I wish you could tell me. I wish you could see things from my point of view. I wish I could see things from yours. I wish I knew the intricacies of my own mind. I wish I could see other people's minds. I wish I knew if they were like mine. I wish I could try being normal. I wish I knew what "normal" meant. I wish I knew what was wrong with me. I wish you could look at me and tell me the things I've always wondered about myself. I wish I had the answers. I wish I could open myself up to you. I wish I could take out my brain.