I'm genuinely concerned about a specific amount of people that some how have managed to even cross into my life but have the tiniest amount of motivation to live on, I don't understand it at all it is as if i attract those people. I am well aware that things I are close to that statement but I don't seem to understand it on others, of those people specifically. I want to live yes, life is awful and filled with people that make me have negative thoughts, yes. But claiming that "There is no hope for me" is extremely disturbing to me in a sense that no, you are alive to do something. I don't want to bullshit the discussion to "omg no bby ily and you're hella pls be alive" because damn straight that helps nothing at all. The phrase of no motivation or no hope depresses me being in recovery from that moment in my life. I have possibly no point in what i am saying i just wonder if anyone has the same thought, Humans are complex and sounds that come out of their mouths to form words to form sentences is really fascinating to me. The mind in negativity or depression, if you may, is the most complex idea I could ever experience since, since, finding out about mortality. Human brains are difficult.