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Studying at 1am sucks. 1 out of 5 stars, not recommending.
PLEASE check out my rp blog.
TL/DR: help im unmotivated because nobody likes my other content
@starstruck-and-starfallen
seriously.
i spent so much time making my oc’s bios, but i get no followers.
no reblogs.
no asks.
no interaction.
and remember when i made that post that was like “reblog if you’d read something i wrote”? i bet you don’t.
because it only got one. freaking. note.
and it was a like.
so please, PLEASE, check out my other content.
if one half, or even one fourth of the followers of this blog followed my rp blog, i would be tremendously happy.
but i’m not.
im just unmotivated.
this might be a shot in the dark, but like if you’ve read this post until the end. reblog if you have followed my rp blog/plan to follow it.
once again, the blog is @starstruck-and-starfallen.
TL/DR: help im unmotivated because nobody likes my other content
Why is it so difficult to do, like, stuff? I just want to have a shower, do the dishes or study a bit, it's not as if I wanted to build a fucking building with my bare hands ffs
me: i'm going to do something
me: it's going to be really great
me: like world-changing
me: a really big project that will take me years
me: *turns on Netflix* nvm
I need. To Ressurect. This... Blog.....
Look hard enough
And you'll see the devil in my eyes. With a wide mouth gasping for breath, reality isn't about seizing the day but struggling to find light to get to tomorrow. And the real conflict within isn't about being the best you can be; it's about giving up everything for that one thing. This is the part that most people fuck up, mistaking that "one" thing with their one desire: lust.
But I'm not hear to preach what to do. Rather, this is a warning. All of you with the sad "heart felt" stories, shove it up your ass. For everyone with a "motivational" lifestyle and promoting goodness, go fuck yourself. It's no longer about what people can do for each other and it's now about what you can do for yourself. So look hard and find the devil inside cause his mentality is the only saving grace you have from yourself. Darwinism is real and the weak will die. Just look hard enough before it's too late.
Wednesday 14th Jan
Sorry! Have been away from internet for a few days. Back to uni and real life today. So not ready for that. Have not been exercising at all lately and have been feeling shit. It's just toooo hot. I don't know how anyone does it. It's even hot in the evenings. Hate it. Come back winter when I can run whenever I please thank you very much. Anyway, my period should be basically over tomorrow and I can get back on the band wagon. Sigh.
“When you feel perpetually unmotivated, you start questioning your existence in an unhealthy way; everything becomes a pseudo intellectual question you have no interest in responding whatsoever. This whole process becomes your very skin and it does not merely affect you; it actually defines you. So, you see yourself as a shadowy figure unworthy of developing interest, unworthy of wondering about the world - profoundly unworthy in every sense and deeply absent in your very presence.”
Ingmar Bergman