#unrequiter affection

[hyouka-m]

And tell me when I die,

Will you come by my grave and cry?

Will you look up at the sky

And question the universe - we never came together why?

Will the universe then be kind?

And tell you about all the feelings I’ve left behind

All my tender emotions that I’ve hidden for you to one day find

Will you then pray to fate to, in the next world, let us bind?

And tell me when I die,

To reach me will you try?

To catch me and utter your reply

To hold me tight and never again let me fly?

Even when you stand by my grave, don’t be taken aback

if In this world we couldn’t unite,

promise to love me back

In the next world, when we shine under the moonlight.

-𝕧𝕚𝕒 𝕙𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕜𝕒-𝕞 𝕠𝕟 𝕥𝕦𝕞𝕓𝕝𝕣//

[hyouka-m]

Love is nothing but an illusion,

With painful problems that have no solution.

Once you love, there’s no way out of this delusion

A tiring journey with only sad conclusion.

-𝕧𝕚𝕒 𝕙𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕜𝕒-𝕞 𝕠𝕟 𝕥𝕦𝕞𝕓𝕝𝕣//

[hyouka-m]

When it comes to helping others,

My voice that echoes for them is so loud

My eyes filled with compassion.

When it comes to helping myself,

Nothing would come out as if help isn’t allowed

My senses growing numb, like it never knew interaction.

I see myself drown,

With no desire to be found

I let my heart sink,

With nothing else I have to think.

Lonelier than I’ve ever been,

But it’s ok because being loved feels like a sin.

-𝕧𝕚𝕒 𝕙𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕜𝕒-𝕞 𝕠𝕟 𝕥𝕦𝕞𝕓𝕝𝕣//

[hyouka-m]

For I only know a love like this that never dies,

That defies logic and all common sense it denies.

I’ve seen it all in the universe of your eyes,

That has brought colour to all my darkness skies.

Yes, it all started with your smile,

That saved my heart and didn’t even take a while.

All my tragedies were made to cease,

So my mind could finally be filled with peace.

It was mostly the warmth of your soul,

That drove my emptiness and for the first time made me feel so whole.

-𝕧𝕚𝕒 𝕙𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕜𝕒-𝕞 𝕠𝕟 𝕥𝕦𝕞𝕓𝕝𝕣//

[hyouka-m]

To You ☾ ♡︎

It was the day you dragged me out of the dark,

You captured my heart and numbed my senses with your spark

The day I found a reason, the day my heart was painted with your mark

What is this kind of love called I don’t know,

That allows you to heal, helps you to grow

You try to express, but fail when you try to show

It was the way you held my heart, your touch so mild

My eyes at the brink of tears when you smiled,

The smile that set out my fire and tamed my wild

It was the feeling of being loved when you softly patted my head,

You could touch my hand, but you touched my heart instead

As if you saw right through and saved me from the dead

When I was lost and couldn’t even look ahead

This feeling and this love, there’s nothing else as such

I love and love you, still it doesn’t feel much

You came into my world, as if I had never known love, I was left untouched.

So what do I call this love that fills the soul?

A love that never dies, continues till you’re old

Where being loved and loving you seems like my only goal

How can you? how can you make me feel so damn whole?

-𝕧𝕚𝕒 𝕙𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕜𝕒-𝕞 𝕠𝕟 𝕥𝕦𝕞𝕓𝕝𝕣// 𝟛 𝕒.𝕞 𝕔𝕠𝕟𝕗𝕖𝕤𝕤𝕚𝕠𝕟𝕤