#unsupportive dad

[nicowantdeath]

Sometimes my dad jokes that if he ever got into politics he gonna to mention he nonbinary daughter to gain votes from the left. His nonbinary daughter. I love my life.

[ifyouseekay468]

Any queer male icon in fine arts: *is a decent human being and expresses emotions*

Me: *adds him to my Surrogate Fathers List*

[kelsonius]

Hazbin Hotel | 1x5 - “Dad Beat Dad”

(Bonus below)

[frenchiecrohnie]

I’m done... I tried to be nice today saying welcome when he come back from work and trying to forget our fight and I saw he was always avoiding looking at me but he answered so I thought it was good and then I ask him to answer the phone next time because some jerks don’t stop to call about saving energy or something like that, and all he can do is yell at me because he misunderstood and thought that I was blaming him to not answering his personal phone... And when someone yells at me, it makes me cry okay...  God I’m so tired to try to be in good terms with him. I know it’s my Dad but it’s really tough... He don’t support me, I do always something wrongn he yells at me, he ignores me... I’m so tired of this situation... 

What I have done to derserve this... I need a hug...

[frenchiecrohnie]

Bonsoir mes beautés (Good evening beauties*)

Doctors don’t seem really optimistic about my Grandpa’s cancer is spreading in all his head. Since they can’t stop it in his lungs, it’s almost impossible to treat. I feel so bad to not be able to do anything. He don’t want to see anyone so yeah...

Anyway, my Dad, the adult who he is have decided to not talk to me today. Great, thanks Dad you’re really the best support in the world! I need to move on *sigh* I just don’t want to leave my Mom and little sis, but I guess I have no choice if I don’t want to be angry/sad/stressed because of him...

I’m going to ask Him if we can meet again to see something else and I’m going to have to look seriously for a new place to live.

I hope everyone had a good day and that tomorrow brings you someting great!

Lots of love and spoons ♡

[frenchiecrohnie]

Hi beautiful people!;

Today was a tough day, I was not feeling good and my Dad thought it was funny to eat something I told him to NOT eat. He even put it in the fridge again with a paper in it with a smile saying “ahah”... Who is the kid here? And when I told him it was not funny, he was pouting during all dinner time and go back in his room when done... like really someone could tell me how I have to deal with a child like this? I was thinking that I was mastering to live with him but I was fooling myself like always! Since I don’t want anything from him since a while now, I don’t feel to fight with him like before but today was just too much. Yesterday, I asked him to go to the pharmacy and this morning he forgot papers so he couldn’t take my painkillers... I had to ask my mother who was already at home. If only I could make him understand that it’s not because he’s the man of the house or my dad that we have to believe that he is our god and we have to serve him! I’m so angry right now, I should sleep but I really can’t... 

Some news about my Grandpa’s health, it’s not great at all... He have his cancer in his head right now and doctors don’t seems to be very optimistic at this moment, we need to wait until the week end to know more. He don’t want to be seen weak so I can’t go visit him in hospital and it’s so frustrating to not be able to do anything! Life is really unfair sometimes, but I’m sure you already knew that... If you can send him some prayers or good vibes in his way, It would be great.

I think, it’s a good time for doing the 3 things I’m grateful for, don’t you think?

for Epys, always asking for hugs and to be near me

for my sister because even if we argue a lot, we love each other a lot too

for my computer, because yeah I couldn’t be here with you guys without it

So tell me, how are you today? Are you grateful for something?

Lots of love and spoons for ya ♡

[frenchiecrohnie]

I'm really pissed right now... I called the social worked to help me to know what I have to do to move out and all she said that I had to do it by myself and if I have a specific problem, then I can have an appointment... The lady I had on the phone was really not friendly at all, well I can do it alone in this case!

My Dad told my mother than he didn't understand why I wanted to leave, like really? I told him why and here he is wondering why? It's pretty hard right now for me to keep calm...

[frenchiecrohnie]

I'm sorry for this but right now, I'm so angry, I need to get this off my chest...

My dad is a real jerk sometimes, well most of the time! He think he is the head of this family but no and he doesn't bear that I challenge him or that I contradict him, are you 5 or what?! I'm 23, man, you need to understand that I have my own thoughts now and that I don't follow what you say or want me to do like a good little soldier anymore. You're not the center of the world. He makes me so angry and THIS this is why I want to leave! If I could I would go now because I can't stand it anymore... I thought that after he knew that I wanted to leave (I explained it why to him) he would change and understand that I'm an adult but no, he don't have the idea to question himself, so you now what, bye dad and if you think I'm going to see you when you make puppy eyes, don't dream about it (and I say that to be nice, I think of worse!)