you guys are so sweet :,)
yeah... .y brain sorta functions like a train... when it's working it's burning through coal constantly coming up with ideas, draw, write idea write!
then I run out of coal... and derail...
takes about a whole month for me to get my brain properly into that "rail" again.
this also goes for studying and everything else I do... I just always come to a place where I just... run out of steam...
not sure if it's depression, I hate calling it depression. but every year this cycle repeats...
it's okay I'm used to it. I'm just at the declining mental health part of the year where all the soreness catches up to me...
why don't I conserve coal? brain ain't built that way lol. believe me I've TRIED. I've tried not over thinking.
I've tried not thinking.
it's harder than it looks.
my train has no breaks. it's either full speed ahead or completely still.
right now I'm recharging...
and these comments really make me feel better. thank you:)
