UPDATE 2022-2023-24
Hey y'all, I thought I'd log back on here and update y'all.
I did indeed disappear completely. First i wanted to say sorry to anyone who was worrying this whole time.
It all was some quite serious life circumstances. And I'd like to share what it was.
In the summer of 2022, I started to go through some mental health struggles. There was a cause for that, and the cause of started to get a lot worse. I had been living and experiencing for the larger part of life (the time that not was maybe some periods as a very young child), physical, psychological and emotional abuse from my "parents". I don't call those people that anymore.
In January of 2023, amid various threats directed at me in the months leading up to this particular, I was assa*lted by one of those people, and then by the other person, in another way. Other people were involved too. I called the police the following day and things changed drastically.
But I had forewent a month or two of physical recovery and the mental part of it, I'm still surviving from it, still trying to find the peace (and the self love and caring for myself) along the way.
This was the last time, but it wasnt the first. Previously in my blog I mentioned an injury, and that was actually this. (the ab*se)
Like when I've usually had a hard time, I didn't talk about it, and I cut myself off. All of 2023, I just like... felt I didn't have anything, I lost my will to live. I had someone who helped me through it, and a place to be, but it was still a nightmare.
So yeah, this blog always meant a lot to me, and I know a lot of the people here would have probably supported me, but my heart was broken. Anyways I'm back now.
Idk if I'll continue to post on this blog, like restart or make another one (or a couple who knows) but I'll let y'all know. And if any of you liked my content, I'm so happy you did! I'd love to hear from you, and interact.
Much love,
B
