Releasing this song on May 2, 2026 🙂↕️
Also, I’ve started working on the Tennis AU fic.
My love for Lizzie lives on.
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Releasing this song on May 2, 2026 🙂↕️
Also, I’ve started working on the Tennis AU fic.
My love for Lizzie lives on.
Hello. I went to Peddler’s Village and was very delulu about Joel Miller today. Also very sad @forspringcleaning couldn’t be with me irl and be delulu together. I also found @valevntine and @schnarfer. But no @mothandpidgeon because I don’t want to look for moths… but I did see a Bug-like guy.
Anyways, now I’m in the car singing along to Benjamin Booker with my husband.
okay well I was going to write, but my mom ended up having to go to the hospital last night so all writing is on pause for now. appreciate the people who love and read my stuff <3
I actually binged watch that netflix docu of formula 1 with my sister anddddddd guess what?
F1 AU of JJK that no one asked :)))))
Gojo Satoru and Getou Suguru used to be known as the fastests duo.
Their friendship ended cause of their contracts and stuff which also caused a great rift between them.
Though they do still see each other as friends but their rivalry is more prominent when they are seen together. Playfully making mean banthers infront of interviews and talking shit face to face but secretly they laugh it off and apologizes through texts.
Satoru's actually retired but comes back time and time again just to fuck with people. (like Miyazaki and his films) Also maybe prove a point that he's still the best which he always does.
When he do comes out from his so called "retirement", you bet everyone's shaking because: One, they have a chance to beat his ass. Two, he's always the world champion every time he does which is annoying. Three, he's a great racer that everyone looks up to and idolizes. Four, who doesn't want the bragging rights to beat his ass?
Why did he retire anyway? Cause he deemed himself too good that no one can beat him. Toji and Suguru were close but it wasnt enough. He also thought that he and Suguru being no longer a team wasn't fun. Their rivalry and friendship means the world to him and the fact that their management's contracts were disregarding his friend as second best hurt him. (He won't admit it though)
Also he wants to give others a chance cause he keeps being the world champion consecutively.
Suguru didn't like it one bit and even protested about his retirement but in the end he just accepted it.
Yaga is actually the principal of the team Satoru's under and Shoko's their leading engineer.
Shoko's a genuis that some teams even makes a deal with theirs just to get their hands on faster equipments.
Gakukanji and Yaga has this rivalry going on cause of their ideals on what it means to be a top team etc.
Toji is actually a legendary underdog racer who was disowned by the Zenin's (who are a family of racers, engineers and mechanics) and won 3 world champions in a row just to show their faces.
After a serious injury he had to stop though cause he didnt want his wife and kids to worry. Truly a family man. (Tsumiki is his adoptive kid who's mother became MIA and Megumi seemed to be attached to her growing up so Mamagumi begged him to take her in)
Megumi and Yuji are the new duo of the sister team Satoru's under in.
Yuji is a very aggressive driver that he keeps breaking his car during tests and qualifyings much to his team's dismay. Although he makes it up by listening to their instructions and trying to reach the P10 mark just so they could get points.
He also apologizes a lot and the team can't help but forgive him because of how genuine and adorable he is.
Megumi on the other hand is a calm driver with fast reflexes thanks to his dad's genes. Always the lucky kid that never got hit when a car crashes or debris flying in the course.
He makes sure to make it to the needed quota of being a part of the P10 even if there's a problem with his car's engine. Points matter so he does his best to be a team player. (Plus Yuji is already causing so much trouble)
Although sometimes he even suprises himself that he wins first places and doesn't realize that he actually has potential to be a world champion. (Until Satoru had to give him the idea and the possibility)
Always seen with his two dogs on the course that all the inteviewers and photographers would always ask for them when they dont see them beside the boy. Also probably has a fan account for his dogs alone.
The interviewers would even forget about asking Megumi stuff cause they got too distracted by his adorable pupps. Works every time.
Maki is the new underdog that also got disowned by the Zenins cause of their misogny. Saying that girl's can't race and other stupid shit.
She's very calculative and rivals Toji's fast reflexes. So whenever unexpected crashes happen, you'll see her avoiding it quickly and manouver her way back. Her favorite course by the way would be in Monaco.
The area there is small and has a lot of curves that's leaves no room for error and its very thrilling for her. Its her turf and she always win first place in that track.
Her partner is Nobora who makes a very dangerous combi once they sync up. You'll see them pressuring racers to the corner as their car pass by them. Its very scary and exhausting to their competitors.
Yuji actually got bullied by them once and Nobora was relentless not letting him reach their quota points while letting Maki pass easily.
Though Nobora would always give a higher spot to Maki whenever their place are close cause she thinks she deserves all the recognition with how the Zenin's treated her and Mai.
Mai on the other hand is one of the pit crews that makes the fastests pit stops. Even though she didnt want to be a part of the racing shennanigans, she'll do it for Maki. (She'll say bitterly that she hates Maki but she actually loves her and would do anything for her dreams.)
Mimiko and Nanako is a part of Suguru's new team. They had always looked up to him since they were kids and now they are a part of his team which is dream come true for them.
Suguru also thinks of them as his kids cause of how adorably enthusiastic they are with racing. You'll probably see them curled up to him sleeping after a long winding race cause of how tired everyone are. (Even though they should be partying and drinking.)
Sukuna (lets go with him and Yuji being twins) is actually a part of a different team and is always at the top cause of how good he is which causes comparison between him and Yuji.
He's the type of dude who gets bored at after parties and would rather be racing just for that sweet adrenaline rush.
Sometimes you'll see him hovering at the mechanics and engineers menacingly, demanding his car to be appropriate to his standards and taste or else.
Talks shit a lot on interviews but is actually quiet if you see him around the course. (Probably judging everyone)
Mahito isn't a racer but the mechanic of Sukuna's team. He has a beef with another mechanic, Nanami Kento, who is on Yuji's team.
He would always rub it in their face with a shit eating grin whenever Sukuna wins.
Kento? Doesnt care. He's too immune from Satoru. He's more concerned for the safety of the two kids his handling than to fight stupid battles.
So instead he makes it up by doing his best to support his team and when it pays off he'll return the insults back to Mahito. "So what did you say about me again?"
Though there is this one time that Nanami and Mahito got so drunk that they ended up fist fighting in the middle of the after party. It was so unexpected that everyone was so stunned.
Megumi was shocked that he just pulled his phone out and recorded everything. Nobora uploaded it online, Maki was cheering, Sukuna was enjoying every second of it while Yuji was trying to stop it.
In the end, Mahito lost cause he didn't expect the nerdy straight laced looking mechanic was actually jacked.
Anyway Choso is Sukuna's partner (in this AU he's also his brother being Yuji's twin and all) he's mostly temperamental and calm but once something happens to his siblings, shit's about to go down. The aggression of this guy is unparalleled.
When Yuji and Sukuna's car crashed. A switch flipped in his head and just went over drive in the course. You'll hear him curse a lot to his team and as well as Yuji's, demanding what the happpened to his brothers car and asking if they were okay.
He'll do his best to quickly finish the laps just to see if his brothers were okay. Even though Yuji and Sukuna had already communicated that they were alright and doing fine, that stuff like that happens.
My dude wouldn't even realize he won the race. He'll be too busy doting on his brothers asking if they're alright and if there were any serious injuries.
He's the type of person who's more happy if the race was fair with no crashes or bullshit happening cause everyone deserves the chance at the podium. Especially how hard working every team put just to get a place.
Will quickly apologize for his behavior to his team with utter nonchalance. (They're used to his stoic face and monotone voice that they know when its sincere or not)
Was actually the person who inspired Yuji and Sukuna to start racing. Sukuna was all stuck up about it. Saying stuff like "I can do better than him." or "That's a stupid mistake" At the same time though he was thinking of ways he can be faster than Choso, more efficient and not fuck up a car that badly. But deep down he wont ever admit Choso looked cool.
Yuji was actually reluctant cause of the dangers the sport faces and how many times Choso warned the two about it but when he saw Megumi race once it just clicked. He wanted the a taste. Nobora, of course saw the twinkle in his eyes and said "Just do it." Which caused the gear on his head to actually move and solidify his want to follow his brothers footsteps.
I’ve realised something over the last week or two. To be fair, it’s something I’ve been aware of for a while now, but it’s really sunk in over the last few days. It’s actually a big reason behind me taking so long with my back to school posts (the other reason being too much screen time being taken up with life stuff).
I sat down recently to start the third back to school post. It was going to be about how to stick to the routine that the second post talked about building. I thought it was going to be really easy. I love routine! I fall apart without it!
Except then I started thinking about how I normally stick to my routine or meet my deadlines... And then I realised that the majority of my ability to do these things comes from habits that I would most certainly not want to pass on.
Mainly: Perfectionism and anxiety and this all consuming need to maintain a particular image of myself.
These were okay when my schoolwork didn’t exceed my natural ability, which was pretty much up until I was about 15 or 16. After that though, I had to start making an effort that I had never learned to make (I literally only had to start studying regularly when I was 17! Up until then, I could just do things). Just the simple fact that I had to put in effort where I never had to before caused major clashes with the image that I had of myself in my head. (My nan once told me a story about how she came to collect me after school and I came out, bawling my eyes out, and the reason I gave her was that I had gotten 9/10 on a spelling test).
I was literally fueled by stress.
Eventually the perfectionism got so bad that I couldn’t even start things. Or, I’d wait a week or two after finishing something before sending it off to be checked. Because it was never going to meet my own standards.
It finally landed me in hospital and I quit my PhD only four months in.
(I know, I know, I still haven’t changed my URL. I had an idea but it requires me to still actually be working in academia for it to work and to roughly keep my theme).
So yeah... I’ve pulled things apart a bit, and I’ve pinpointed some methods of sticking to a routine that aren’t horribly detrimental to people’s mental health. But the delay in writing it has kind of come from me realising that the main reason that my ADHD (and possible dyscalculia and dysgraphia) hasn’t bothered me until the last few years has actually been that I had horrible coping mechanisms that suddenly couldn’t handle what I wanted to do anymore. (and I definitely don’t want to pass those on!)
Basically, ADHD mixed with being what could have been considered academically gifted to a certain point leaves you with one big mess to untangle (too bad literally no therapists will take me because they all say they know nothing about ADHD!)
TDLR; I’ve come to realise that a lot of my past success with ADHD mangement was fueled purely by anxiety, perfectionism and a desire to maintain a certain image of myself, which was all horribly unhealthy and requires a lot of unraveling on my part before attempting to give tips on here.
An Update from the Mun
Hey folks! Long time, no talk.
While I know I’ve been prone to falling out of contact with various hiatuses from time to time, I’ve been pretty damned quiet here for a long while. SO. Updates.
Tumblr Update!! And new my Ultra-only blog!
It’s been a while!
Thought I’d give you a fresh update. After some thinking, I decided to let my main blog here be just focused on non-Ultra related things. Anything else Ultraman-related (possibly including my fan works) will be on my new blog:
@dot-emcee
Yes I’m reusing my old art blog’s name. Its name is replaced and currently hidden now. Most of my art is now on Twitter anyway.
I’ll probably focus on dumping longform Ultra-related posts that I can’t fit in Twitter’s character count on there instead.
Anyways if you wanna hear more from me, I’m on Twitter as always. My main being mukubird and my art twitter being dotemcee!
Guess whose working on the next chapter of “Into an Extraordinary Fire”???/
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