Sometimes Clare is quite good at puzzles. She's not here now. She went away on our journey and tried the thing the hospital person said but then she was not there anymore. It was scary because I had to get home and I am only little and slug men kept talking to us. Men don't have spirals. The man said. So that makes them ugly slugs not pretty snails. Don't get cross. A man said about the spirals but he was just stupid or wrong. He was a slug like the men on the bus and the train tonight were slugs. Clare was quite good at a puzzle today. This puzzle. She is top. Top by lots. She came top in the other puzzle she did but not by lots. I cannot do these puzzles. The child ones are very hard for me but I can talk and wrote and draw and I like stickers and my books that Clare let me buy. I could have bought them anyway like Alex did with their prayer diary that Clare had to throw away. Sometimes Clare cannot think enough to finish a puzzle and Clare's brain does not let her see very easy things. Sometimes she can do very little. Our mental health is difficult and hard and we don't know what it will be like in thirty ten minutes. Sometimes her head is clear and she is awake and then she can often come top or very near. Clare has DID and autism but she can do clever things sometimes. I want her to change her poem though because it made people laugh and I did not laugh and it is very hard for Clare to have us all. Lucy. and I have not drunk the milk yet but said I would ages ago. Lucy Let's tag. #puzzle #Sudoku #clever #skill #uselesstalent #mentalhealth #autism #autistic #dissociativeidentitydisorder #dissociation #variable #winner #puzzleaddict #puzzles #wecandoit #mentalhealthsurvivor #mentalillness #disorder #madpride #systempride #didsystem #blahblahblah #did #osdd #dissociativedisorder #plural #mpd #multiplepersonality (at Newcastle upon Tyne) https://www.instagram.com/p/BzysKytAbfn/?igshid=15a9w82bvvcgv