Next time.
Follow your dreams until they become a reality. Sometimes you will feel like it should come easy. Even the feeling of giving up comes to mind. But to accomplish what you truly want in life, you must do the work! It will never be easy. You will bleed, cry, get hurt, mind becomes confused, body doesn’t react, spirit will become numb. But you have to push forward. This is what you want, now fight for it. You may not be the best in the world, but you have made it further than all of those who have quit. Work on bettering yourself daily. Be productive and proactive. Seize every opportunity, every second you get you better yourself. Don’t be afraid of the darkness, don’t ignore your anger. Make it your fuel to help you get to wherever you want to be. Rage can be a positive thing if it helps you better yourself. Don’t sit around and wait for the next time, or the next opportunity to come. There might not be a next time and you will end up regretting it. So surround yourself with people who motivate you and influence you in a positive way. Wake your ass up and do the work.