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Hadrian hadn't expected his deeply-embarrassing kidnapping to lead to even more trust and an overwhelming task. Voldemort already had spies, he knew, but as his heir and a potential symbol for the resistance, that knowledge didn't take off the pressure he felt to somehow do this perfectly.
And somehow, with the extra weight of loneliness and a kind of suffocating isolation that ought to have been at odds with the sea of admirers and concerned and sympathetic people he found himself in, the weight of his task grew more unbearable each day. Of course, he did share all the information he could, and he played his part as well as he could manage, and he spoke with Voldemort daily through the mirror, but this next step...
Hadrian was to be sent away. For his own protection, Sirius was insisting that he be sent off to school with the other children, and he was scared. The isolation now, with his own room from which to call his family whenever he needed to was bad enough. It would be so much worse once he was stuck surrounded by children his own age, unable even to continue serving the cause as he'd been doing. He couldn't do it. He wouldn't.
"Father, please. If you don't allow me to come home, I'll simply run away." He didn't even care how petulant he sounded. "Even if it means punishment. I miss you too much. I miss home. And this... I can't see how it can even be important. What use could I possibly be to you, stuck at some ramshackle school for light magic?"













