Soulless Sam should’ve grabbed Dean and squeeze his neck tight horribly tight till he’s blue in the face and he’s hitting frantically and looking at Sam with green eyes shooting out of his face wheezing “Pleas- Sammy- please,” his veins are popping out of his forehead like they’re going to burst. And Sam lets go and watches Dean as he gags and instinctively puts his hands to his own neck like it’s self defense, sweat dripping his face and neck and he’s sticky and disgusting and looking at the silhouette of his younger brother with those same tearful eyes that made his lashes stick to his skin. I think that’s why Sam stopped.













