#vagueblogging sorta

[lemeute]

also the couple posts I made on election night are getting notes in exactly the WRONG order, why is the vague generic first-impulse one getting reblogged all over the place and criticized (understandably) for playing into the complacency some people are falling into

while the second post with tips on how to find and get involved with a concrete group doing concrete things is like. stagnant. 

gah like. ok. that first post was addressed to people who have not yet started to Do A Thing at all, and that’s WHY it focuses on doing small things. which I realize I should’ve clarified but like. sigh. I KNOW that sending postcards to politicians isn’t going to fix the whole damn situation. I know that. I am doing other things too. please don’t assume I’m not.

but you can’t take a sixteen-year-old tumblr user who’s never been to a goddamn protest in their life and be like “ok go do civil disobedience and get arrested RIGHT NOW”???? and so many of the users on this site ARE young and AREN’T yet involved. people don’t just wake up one day and understand everything about organizing. you have to just -- start, you have to start with what you understand and can do. 

anyway I wish people would stop reblogging it because it’s not as clear as I thought it was when I wrote it on Tuesday and that’s frustrating to me.

[bluekasal-blog]

#have a good life

ooooooo so sassy oh my god so tough 

[insufficiently-advanced]

always fucking depressing to be reminded 'this is what they think of us, this is how they talk about us when we aren't there (and sometimes when we are)'

[meowm1x]

and im STILL furious at the sheer dishonesty and deliberate manipulation

i wish i could have added it in the final post that went out but it would have made the identities very easy to find

but i still cannot get over the fact they both literally used the words "witch hunt", saying what happened to the person they targetted "was awful" and actually even insinuating that the person they were accusing was actually "innocent", that one of them said they had "no desire to drag her name through the mud" ...ALL. THE. FUCKING. WHILE/ KNOWING FULL WELL WHAT THEY WERE DOING AND WRITING AND SAYING ABOUT HER. THEY PRETTY MUCH ADMITTED IN THOSE POSTS WHAT THEY DID WAS FUCKED UP AND YET THEY CONTINUED TO DO IT!!!! AND LIED ABOUT INVOLVEMENT!!!!!!

that wasnt just trying to deny being a part of it, that was just fucked up straight up saying "nah we're not doing that, what's happening to her is awful and terrible and poor her wow :(" while being the ones that did it

and i fucking am willing to bet those two and everyone else will find every fucking excuse under the fucking sun, try to twist it and make it that i did it out of petty reasons or that me and my friends were in the wrong for exposing the situation for what it was. LMFAO.

after spending so many months in paranoia and anxiety over whether or not i did the right thing, it's only been recently that i've finally had enough time to think about it and now im suddenly seeing clear and seeing all the bullshit that went into it, the fact that they tried to fucking. take advantage of OTHER fucking victims like that. im just,. hhhhHJGJGHJHKL

i know i know, it happened a while ago. its over, whatever. i need to let it go. but yeah, just needed this off my chest because ive been thinking about it recently and how it fucked me up big time.

[rankupentermates]

oh. thats a drag. -7- back to arc v fandom then

[deadlinquent]

[racuni]

Sue us??

???

I don't even know what you're trying to do but stop dragging us into it