#vallabha

[teanicolae]

you elude me,

my Beloved. your nectarous call trickles in my ears and i run to you, maddened.

i run to you, enamoured, clothed by longing and with tears as jewels.

i run to you, bare, silk dress in shreds, ripped slippers.

i’ve been running to you since before i was born. i am tired, Hari. my dignity and pride are long forgotten. my toenails are cracked, the skin peels off my feet. my hair is rumpled, my breasts are bruised; your wayward bride.

whenever i get close to throwing myself at your feet my mind entangles me. my wrongs push against my bones and i fall on my face. my blood smears the ground and i grovel. i cry. i howl.

when your nectarous call trickles in my ears, i jolt forwards. and i run to you, maddened.

~ poem to Madhav, published in Śabda Magazine, volume II. my offering of longing as we approach the auspicious day of Vijayadaśamī! may we be victorious in our quest to merge with the Divine Beloved.

photo: aegina, greece, 2018.

[arjuna-vallabha]

Vallabhacharya is visited by Yamuna Devi as he reminisces about Krishna's pastimes

[arjuna-vallabha]

Vallabhacarya and devotees worshipping Goddess Yamuna

[arjuna-vallabha]

Krishna , Yamuna Devi and Vallabhacarya

[subodhinivallabhacharya]

"SRI SUBODHINI" - Om VishnuPad Vallabhacharya Tika on "Shreemad Bhagavatam", SANSKRIT-HINDI, 39 files (2,8 GB)

History: On 3rd on March, 2015 I have found "Shree Subodhini" of Om VishnuPad Vallabhacharya on Scribd - https://ru.scribd.com/malayangraviton

For me "Shree Subodhini" is more than treasure, so I have downloaded all 39 Volumes and distributed them among most stable file-sharing clouds, so Vishnu-bhaktas can download them (as I am not sure that Scribd will exist forever). After that I have created 2 microblogs (one on Tumblr and one on Wordpress) dedicated to this file distribution only. 

Vishnudut1926, Moscow, 05th of March, 2015

Now all 39 Volumes can be downloaded from one of the following links:

GoogleDrive - https://drive.google.com/folderview?id=0B9lkdEaIaFUDfkJ5QmRKM1ZfNlk1YVp2QlRqZldlMHR0TUFQak0zSy0telNob3FwMWoycXM&usp=sharing

Skydrive - http://1drv.ms/1aLsgQE

Box - https://app.box.com/s/g8b0u75mrvzrqwbul7cirzhjzbdrx4h4

Cubby - https://www.cubbyusercontent.com/pl/SHREE%20SUBODHINI/_a872f1550ea04988a0bca0fd88397d27

YandexDisk - https://yadi.sk/d/Wa7sHyBcf3XyX

LIST OF THE FILES:

SUB01_Sri-Sudodhini-Ka-Hindi-Anuvada-I-Sri-Vallabhacharya-Part1.pdf SUB01_Sri-Sudodhini-Ka-Hindi-Anuvada-I-Sri-Vallabhacharya-Part2.pdf SUB03-04_PSP_Subodhini-of-Vallabhacharya-III-IV-Prameya-Sadhana-Prakarana-Shri-Vitthalesh-Charanashram-Trust-Part1-pdf.pdf SUB03-04_PSP_Subodhini-of-Vallabhacharya-III-IV-Prameya-Sadhana-Prakarana-Shri-Vitthalesh-Charanashram-Trust-Part2-pdf.pdf SUB03-04_PSP_Subodhini-of-Vallabhacharya-III-IV-Prameya-Sadhana-Prakarana-Shri-Vitthalesh-Charanashram-Trust-Part3-pdf.pdf SUB03-04_PSP_Subodhini-of-Vallabhacharya-III-IV-Prameya-Sadhana-Prakarana-Shri-Vitthalesh-Charanashram-Trust-Part4-pdf.pdf SUB03_Bhagawat-III-Subodhini-1-8-Subodhini-Publishers-Part1.pdf SUB03_Bhagawat-III-Subodhini-1-8-Subodhini-Publishers-Part2-pdf.pdf SUB03_Bhagawat-III-Subodhini-9-16-Subodhini-Publishers-Part1-pdf.pdf SUB03_Bhagawat-III-Subodhini-9-16-Subodhini-Publishers-Part2-pdf.pdf SUB03_Bhagawat-III-Subodhini-17-24-Subodhini-Publishers.pdf SUB03_Bhagawat-III-Subodhini-25-33-Subodhini-Publishers-Part1-pdf.pdf SUB03_Bhagawat-III-Subodhini-25-33-Subodhini-Publishers-Part2-pdf.pdf SUB04_Sri-Sudodhini-Ka-Hindi-Anuvada-IV-Sri-Vallabhacharya.pdf SUB05_Sri-Sudodhini-Ka-Hindi-Anuvada-v-Sri-Vallabhacharya-Part1.pdf SUB05_Sri-Sudodhini-Ka-Hindi-Anuvada-v-Sri-Vallabhacharya-Part2.pdf SUB06_Sri-Sudodhini-Ka-Hindi-Anuvada-VI-Sri-Vallabhacharya-Part1.pdf SUB06_Sri-Sudodhini-Ka-Hindi-Anuvada-VI-Sri-Vallabhacharya-Part2.pdf SUB07_Sri-Sudodhini-Ka-Hindi-Anuvada-VII-Sri-Vallabhacharya-Part1.pdf SUB07_Sri-Sudodhini-Ka-Hindi-Anuvada-VII-Sri-Vallabhacharya-Part2.pdf SUB08_Sri-Sudodhini-Ka-Hindi-Anuvada-VIII-Sri-Vallabhacharya-Part1.pdf SUB08_Sri-Sudodhini-Ka-Hindi-Anuvada-VIII-Sri-Vallabhacharya-Part2.pdf SUB09_Sri-Sudodhini-Ka-Hindi-Anuvada-IX-Sri-Vallabhacharya.pdf SUB10_Bhagawata-Sudodhini-Tika-Pushpa-10-Subodhini-Prakashan-Mandal-Part1-pdf.pdf SUB10_Bhagawata-Sudodhini-Tika-Pushpa-10-Subodhini-Prakashan-Mandal-Part2-pdf.pdf SUB10_Bhagawata-Sudodhini-Tika-Pushpa-10-Subodhini-Prakashan-Mandal-Part3-pdf.pdf SUB10_SP_Sri-Sudodhini-X-5-14-Subodhini-Publishers-Part1-pdf.pdf SUB10_SP_Sri-Sudodhini-X-5-14-Subodhini-Publishers-Part2-pdf.pdf SUB11_Bhagavat-Skanda-11-Subodhini-Sri-Vallabhacharya.pdf SUB12_Sri-Sudodhini-Ka-Hindi-Anuvadh-Part-XII-Part1-pdf.pdf SUB12_Sri-Sudodhini-Ka-Hindi-Anuvadh-Part-XII-Part2-pdf.pdf SUB12_Sri-Sudodhini-Ka-Hindi-Anuvadh-Part-XII-Part3-pdf.pdf SUB13_Sri-Sudodhini-Ka-Hindi-Anuvada-XIII-Sri-Vallabhacharya-Part1.pdf SUB13_Sri-Sudodhini-Ka-Hindi-Anuvada-XIII-Sri-Vallabhacharya-Part2.pdf SUBRAS_Rasa-Panchadhyayi-Sri-Subodhini-Jagannatha-Chaturvedi-Part1-pdf.pdf SUBRAS_Rasa-Panchadhyayi-Sri-Subodhini-Jagannatha-Chaturvedi-Part2-pdf.pdf SUBRAS_Rasa-Panchadhyayi-Sri-Subodhini-Jagannatha-Chaturvedi-Part3-pdf.pdf SUBRAS_Rasa-Panchadhyayi-Sri-Subodhini-Jagannatha-Chaturvedi-Part4-pdf.pdf SUBRAS_Rasa-Panchadhyayi-Sri-Subodhini-Jagannatha-Chaturvedi-Part5-pdf.pdf