#vauge vent

[yourlocalavian]

Why am I like this

Why can't I get better

[dgthegreat]

😵‍💫 (kinda? Vent?)

Usually I don’t post stuff that like happens in real time—this was supposed to be about SDJ fic writing but…BUT THEN A CURVEBALL HIT ME—

I’m only a little scared! 😀 haven’t heard or seen the guy in years but I’m hoping no contact is gonna happen and I can pretend that totally didn’t scare the pants off of me—!!!

Not to like, be all rant-y or vent-y but like I sort of developed a phobia of men for a hot minute due to how I was treated. That and my health suffering from how anxious I got. 😵‍💫 But tbh I really should’ve been smarter and left the FIRST time I saw the signs. Like that’s my fault bro why was I SO STUPID UGH 😭 I wish I could rant about it more but like I feel silly talking about it but also I’d hate to accidentally make anyone uncomfortable with venting…😭😭 I’m just glad I’ve gotten over that phobia with time (I didn’t freak out too much btw! Just a mild shock I’ll be fineee…I think—just gonna internalize this one cause I don’t know who to talk to about this ahaHA—/hj)

But like if I seem extra antsy ✨that’s whyyyyy!✨

[saints-salvation]

The essays I could write about bi-phobia within the queer community I swtg.

[the-absent-minded-sys]

I could have had friends

If I had been silent

If I had been a compliant victim

If I had not reported him

If I had forgiven him

If I had been anti endo

Now I'm a fugitive on the run

Alone

....

Im the happiest I ever been

[sad-fudanshi]

I don't like opening up

[the-pale-blue-boy]

i’m not even that suicidal anymore but sometimes i just feel the desperate need to destroy myself on a random tuesday at 8pm

[spindadots]

Hello. Black Hat ( the one that isnt afraid to callout post in the system ) Here to make an announcement.

If you ask me for art on artfight after you say I am an exception to the " doubles dni " rule and say you want to be friends while on and off ghosting me for MONTHS, and then block me after never letting me into a server YOU invited me to and we had TRIED to join, taking the entire "want to be friends thing" back, I am not leaving the art up. Sorry, not sorry. It feels like you just manipulated us into making art for your yumeship tbh. I made the art to keep us as friends, and theres no need for it now.

We gave you a chance! You seemed nice! Despite the comments on various YouTube posts on a Tartar artist we follow's design you don't own being borderline creepy despite it being somebody's Tartar they use as a sona and them being uncomfy with romantic interactions that ARENT their partner's oc. You could atleast look into their character beyond it being Tartar. But we decided to interact on a blank slate!

Additionally, contacting us vis our V2 blog was real scummy to do after you ghosted us on discord for months to " get to know us and be friends " when our v2 design was literally one of the things you first sent us and we had already tried to be pals.

Thanks for communicating that you didn't want to be friends, atleast. But I am entitled to be upset and pull my art that YOU asked for, because it felt like you've been holding this in and lying to our face on how you felt for a while. Long enough to get our art. We left your server. We couldnt even fucking join.

If you saved that art, keep it. I dont want it. Its no longer mine to look at with joy. It just makes me convinced I will never participate in an artfight again.

[willowypup]

”Uhm hi guys!! I’m here too!!“ says the girl that feels like a third wheel