My microphone ii kintype is like the most important kintype in my life I am not kidding, she was the first, MY first kintype. As a 12 year with admittedly not much concept of identity, seeing her and realizing how my own struggles with my self-esteem were just like hers was absolutely magical, it felt I had finally figured something out! IT FELT LIKE I HAD JUST DISCOVERED MYSELF!!!! it felt just so great to have something that FINALLY reasonated with you, and, of course this was the first kintype I would ever acknowledge, at first I was so conflicted, I was still new to the entire 'fictionkin' thing and I was afraid that I could be wrong due to not having enough proper knowledge over what fictionkin truly was, I can tell now sometimes I would have microphone shifts and be insecure when these shifts were over, at my core I was her and she was me but I was so hesitant to acknowledge it, not really for shame? more, I was afraid of what if I am wrong. So I just identified with fictionheart for a while and then say 'fuck it' and identified as a microphone fictionkin. Then my ii fixiation sort of died and I wasn't as close with microphone due to my interest shifting and not interacting much with my canon material. BUT NOW THE FIXIATION IS BACK AND THE MICROPHONE IN ME IS COMING BACK WITH SO MUCH VENGEANCE.
