#ventt

[luxi-artz]

Haaaiiii, sorry for being inactive for a while, but I'm going through a difficult time and a big depression that has made me not feel like drawing.

But I want to get back to drawing soon. Thanks to everyone who supported me from the beginning

[funpuddleblog]

Everytime I get my housing threatened by the people that run the section 8 shit I get the urge to throw up and sink into myself and ask god why the fuck he's asking me to turn in papers that don't exist to a place that won't pick up the phone or risk losing my housing or being charged with fraud hahahahaha man I'm gonna fucking snap someones neck

Yeah im thankful I've never had to sleep on concrete it's only been a thing to be afraid of since I was 16 by the way I have the life skills of a 16 year old it feels like I'm permanently 16 sometimes and I'm not saying that to be weird I'm saying that I'm trapped in a prison of generational and systematic creation and it feels like there is no world beyond what I can see and that my mind cannot store anymore crucial information haha man 😅 what's it like being able to be thirty years old and live with your parents who have jobs that at least tried to help you get on rhe same path no really ehats it like 😂 I love it when housing stability is day to day I will not kill myself 😊 i love it yum

[y3ast]

skin,,,bad

[imlovedavestrider]

anyway i, as an asian man, am allowed to speak out about how kpop and the kpop fandom is rly awful and gross, and if ur pissy abt it and decide u dont like me for it, its bc ur white and are part of the problem (:

and stop pretending to be my friends if ur gonna talk shit behind my back

[starmansymphony-moved]

when youre uncomfortable around someone in the same server as you but they havent done anything wrong and theres literally have no idea why they make you feel like that and then you just feel bad

[dazaisfavbitch]

I feel like a fucking zombie in a very Mizi way right now

[ponponpurinnie]

Apenas um desabafo, se quiser pular!

Uma das piores partes do t.a sempre vai ser a

A cara de tristeza e desanimo, preocupação e decepção toda vez que ele me vê pesando comida e contando calorias. Eu me sinto mal, me sinto culpada por tudo, queria que ele tivesse uma namorada saudável e boa o suficiente para ele, não um monstro que fica bravo, irritado e agressivo só porque comeu de mais em algum dia ou não conseguiu fazer exercícios direito. Deve ser cansativo pra ele, e eu sei que é, se não, ele não se preocuparia tanto ao me ver contando calorias e comendo pouco. Da pra ver na cara dele, e sinceramente, ele foi a melhor coisa que me aconteceu, me machuca TANTO não ser boa o suficiente pra ele ao ponto de que eu nem sei mais o que fazer. Queria poder ser uma namorada normal, da qual come ao lado dele sem se preocupar com o peso na balança, da qual não fica contando peso de tudo a cada caloria, da qual não se entope de laxante e mesmo assim continua no mesmo peso humilhante de sempre.

[cutnheal]

vent

i am. horublie bf, i accidentally made nim uncomfy, im going offline. im gonna have like a breakdown cik