Hey I dont know if I'm late or if you're taking requests anymore but it's fine if you arent. I just wanted to ask about my Lilith placements if you had the time :D I have my 11H virgo MC at 3° conj true lilith(i) at 7° conj mean lilith at 10° and Waldemath lilith at 23° conj lilith (o) rx 27° and it's sextile my scorpio asc 26°. I have Lilith asteroid rx in 12H 16° libra in a T square with vertex, opp mercury (11H ruler too).
(If you prefer placidus, all my placements jump back one house, I have double house placements for every planet and point in my chart.)
I was a very socially withdrawn kid from childhood and never really wanted friends until other kids specifically made me feel bad about it. Could be the 11H house effect. I do feel more and more compelled to do things ppl don't want me to or if they think I can't, maybe the rebellious aquarius nature. I'm not sure how the virgo plays out, though I have been shamed (like really-really badly) for the most useless things by my parents like I stared at a guy one time idek anymore. I have a very very obvious stare (scorpio ascendent) but most times I'm just zoning out, I feel so attacked I have to watch myself a lot whenever im out, I genuinely gotta be so careful. (That's all I could interpret and make out on my own for now)
Hey 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤you’re not late at all. I’m happy to look into your Lilith placements! And honestly? I deeply relate to so much of what you’re saying. The childhood isolation, shame, and being hyper-aware of how you’re perceived have shaped you. That is Lilith at work, loud and clear. My DM’s are always open just so you know 🖤.
Virgo MC 3° Conjunct True & Mean Lilith + Waldemath Lilith Your public image, reputation, and life path are wrapped up in this deep, untamed energy. With Virgo, people may try to police you, criticize you, or hold you to impossible standards especially authority figures or family. There’s a theme of social scrutiny, being unfairly judged for small things literally even zoning out, and feeling like you have to be hyper-aware of how you're perceived.
Sextile Scorpio ASC 26° Your presence is powerful. You have that intense stare, magnetic aura, and a natural ability to sense things others don’t. This sextile means that embracing your raw, unfiltered self will actually enhance your power in the world though of course, that’s easier said than done.
Lilith (O) Rx in 12H Libra 16° T-Square with Vertex + Mercury 11H Ruler This is big. The 12H is all about hidden energies, past-life wounds, and subconscious patterns and you have Lilith Rx here, square Mercury and your Vertex. Which means you’ve likely struggled with feeling unseen or unheard, especially when it comes to expressing your thoughts and desires. The way you communicate *Mercury* and the way others perceive your presence *Lilith in 12H* can feel at odds, you might say something totally neutral, but people take it the wrong way.
Vertex involvement, this Lilith energy is karmic. You were meant to experience rejection, misunderstanding, and social exile to break free from it and reclaim your power.
Why you felt isolated and how Lilith ties in You didn’t naturally crave friendships, but other people made you feel like you should. That’s such an 11H Lilith experience. This house rules community, social groups, and how we fit in and Lilith here makes it hard to conform.
The Virgo energy means that rejection may have often come through criticism, judgment, or shame.
Your Aquarius influence the rebellious urge to do what people don’t want you to, is actually empowering. This means you’re stepping into your Lilith energy and breaking free from the conditioning that tried to keep you small.
I see you. That feeling of having to watch yourself, be careful, shrink yourself in public just because others project onto you...that’s exhausting. But Lilith isn’t here to make you hide, she’s here to make you own your power. You’re meant to be unapologetic, sharp, and free. It’s a process, but I promise, you’re on the right path. Sending you so much love, this journey isn’t easy, but you’re not alone. Your energy is powerful, and the world will have to adjust to YOU, not the other way around 🖤😘 I received your ask recently and I just had to answer instantly because it hit me 🐥.
