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OKAY EVERYBODY SHUT UP AND LOOK AT MY BABY BOYS

Hhhhhhhh 🥺🥺

My heart skips a beat every single time I look at this (which has been a lot!). I cannot believe a person made this for my OCs. I do not feel worthy.

Thank you so much to the very sweet and talented VFP (Vampire Food Poisoning) Anon for this wonderful-beyond-words gift 🖤

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Also, sidenote. Didn't realize Starbucks was a thing in Japan. Kinda assumed it stayed within the US and UK for some reason lol.

- VFP Anon

Yeah!! There are a few things that Japan has assimilated, including Starbucks and McDonalds.

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Expired blood anon again lol. How about, Felix during the time he’s still a little new to drinking blood, and maybe doesn’t realize blood has an expiration date? Apparently fresh animal blood is good refrigerated up to 14 days for consumption, so I’m assuming the timeline would be the same for human blood lol. Or maybe, a donor was sick with something that could still effect the human-ish part of him, like the flu, but also because ✨fantasy✨ and VAMPIRES, diseases like that can have all sorts of fun made up effects lol. Sorry this is kinda all over the place. I’m not very good at requests, and mostly had a random thought to share. BUT I really enjoy reading your stories, so I’ll definitely love anything you end up writing :)

I found the original ask for Vampire Food Poisoning!

  Part One / Part Two

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Glad to have you back! :D

Time to party some more lmaoo

- VFP Anon

FUCK YES!

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Not me realizing other people listen to different music at different times of the day 😭 I've got only one Playlist that I've played on repeat for over a year...

Btw in response to ur response, I'm well and I hope you are too! 🏄‍♂️

- VFP Anon

Right?! I had never noticed any difference in my habits in the morning or the evening.

Usually, I choose something familiar and upbeat to bribe myself into getting out of bed in the mornings (idk if it's executive dysfunction or what, but it's so hard for me to just decide to get up and follow through; so I press play on a song while I'm still buried in my duvet, and tell myself I have to be out of bed and standing by the time the lyrics come in lol)

And then my evening listening is usually for skating or keeping me entertained while I'm cleaning or something. And I guess most of my afternoon listening would be in the car on weekends, at which point everything would just be on shuffle anyway, so I'm not sure how accurately that reveals my preferences.

Anyway, I'm definitely overthinking this lol

I'm very glad to hear you're also well!!

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So as an autistic person, I'm constantly doubting whether or not I was normal enough in a social interaction.

So my favorite thing to tell myself:

- you'll probably laugh about this later

And I do, because it's silly to mull over the time I tried to say, "have a nice day," to a fast food worker in a drive thru, and instead said "HDYUJNHFF I J." I spoke gibberish. She was confused, I was embarrassed. So, I gave her a confident smile, a thumbs up, and drove away with my taco bell. Later I laughed till I cried, because it was so funny in hindsight.

When I'm struggling artistically, I tell myself:

- even a tiny bit of progress is better than none.

That phrase works great with doing chores too. If you have a hard time doing the dishes, start with five plates and see how you feel after. If you want to do more, go for it! If you don't feel motivated enough, give it a break and try again later. And remember, you still did five more dishes than if you had decided not to do them altogether :)

- VFP Anon

I love that the "you'll laugh at this later" saying works for you in those situations! I do have to let the little social things like that go, especially when I constantly mess up my Japanese. It isn't always very helpful for me though, possibly because my partner L (who is disgustingly optimistic compared to me lol) sometimes jumps in a bit too quickly with statements like that when I'm in the middle of an anxiety attack.

I looooove the image of the thumbs up when you realised you'd spoken gibberish lmao I may actually steal that in the future.

The one about progress is great, too! I've struggled really badly with doing household tasks the past few years, and I've also found that once I convince myself to do one small thing, the larger tasks don't seem as undoable.

Amazing advice 🖤 also very glad to see you around!! I hope you're doing well!

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Can you buy them in Japan??? I don't think I'd be able to live without the knowledge of having fig newtons at the local grocery store lmao... 😭😭😭

- VFP Anon

I just found them on Japanese Amazon, but they're about ¥2400 (or $24ish) for one pack!!

I'll just tough it out until I visit Ireland in December lmaooo

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Don't apologize! It turned out amazingggg 🏄‍♂️ *yeehaws quietly bc its the middle of the night and my neighbors need their beauty sleep*

- VFP Anon

*whispers* Yay, I'm so glad, friend!