#viktor.exe

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The queer urge to go to pride vs the exhausted disabled apathy towards the event

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I love the stupid little face she makes when she plays with her springus

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?????????

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and some love for the lads. yes we actually do draw sometimes.

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Me, looking at my chronic illness: Uh oh! That's not good! Lemme just... tape it together....

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37%

37%. Does your character tend to blame or punish others for their own emotions?

Out of all of my OCs the only one who really does is Os, and I tend to cut him some slack because he's still a (traumatized) teenager learning emotional regulation skills, but also, he's BECs sona, and BEC is representative of us when we were that age and, in the gentlest way to our past self, we were kinda fucked up and manipulative!

So Os tends to get defensive really easily, and this leads to him lashing out. He kind of thinks of himself as better than others and up until this point everyone in his life has affirmed this! And then he has a falling out with them and finds himself with a bunch of self described "morally bankrupt losers", so while he's working on (rightfully) de-inflating his ego a bit and, like, checking the biases of his past, he definitely has moments where he, in feeling vulnerable or inadequate, tends to push those feelings aside in order to lash out at someone in order to reaffirm how great he is, actually.

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So that happened yesterday. Juniper fell flat on its back in front of not only our partner and our neighbor. but also two baby black bears that the dogs were trying to get off the property. one of which was actively observing us when this happened.

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🦢 Do you mostly communicate externally or internally?

🦥 What is something that instantly makes someone switch in?

🦢 Do you communicate externally or internally?

Mostly internally, if our communication allows it. It used to be about a 50/50 split between internal and external back when we first started communicating with eachother in 2019ish. However, our ADHD + DID doublecombo bad memory makes external communication hard (often times we leave a note for someone and they don't find it until months later), and since late 2021 Valerian has been around, near front, almost constantly, so he's able to deliver messages between people who otherwise are unable to communicate.

🦥 What's something that instantly makes someone switch in?

Well, in my case, being in pain in public. Specifically, pain relating to our chronic illness and mobility issues. I'm very prone to just finding myself existing in a public place because another alters pain threshold was reached and they don't know how to keep composure in public.

On a lighter note, Valerian has this one specific Deftones song that, if heard, makes him go from "yeah, Val's around. He's kinda nearby," to "Oh God. He's right behind me, isn't he?"