May 28, 2019
ATTENTION:
This book is adorable. Highly recommended. 11/10. Matthew Gray Gubler is outstanding. Please read.
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ATTENTION:
This book is adorable. Highly recommended. 11/10. Matthew Gray Gubler is outstanding. Please read.
I’m such a petty ass bitch
So my son’s father just recently came into the picture about 5 months after he was born. He says he wants to be there for his son and see him everyday and blah, blah, blah. Well he also has a fiancée who hates me and apparently my son and won’t even let him talk about him or show her pictures.
So flash forward to today. I asked if he was coming to visit today, he said no he’s too busy with other things.
Excuse me. What?
I’m a full time mom who gets no breaks, I don’t get to decide if I’m too busy or not. I have to be there for my son always. (Which I love soooo much because he is my life, don’t get me wrong.) But he just gets to choose when he wants to be a dad and when he doesn’t? That’s bullshit. It just makes me so mad. UHHHHG
"C'mere mom! Pet meeeee!"
I miss hanging out with my friends.
I miss laughing so hard I can't breathe and finally catching my breath just for my friend to make me laugh again. I miss the late night conversations, the early evening conversations, the mid-afternoon conversations. I miss riding in the car to go to McDonald's because it sounds good or riding with no destination in mind. I miss sitting in the same room, doing nothing. I miss the elaborate plans we would make for something we knew would probably never happen. I miss telling my friends about my day, good or bad. I miss the good and bad criticism we give each other on our outfits. I just miss hanging out with my friends.
Currently re-obsessed with this gem 💎
So tell me what do you do up in heaven? Are your days filled with love and light? Is there music, is there art and invention? Tell me are you happy, are you more alive? ‘Cause here on Earth it feels like everything good is missing since you left; and here on Earth everything’s different, there’s an emptiness.
A song I listen to pretty much daily
Yesterday I lost one of the most important people in my life. I know she can’t see this, or maybe she can, but here’s what I need to tell her (I can’t bare to talk about her in past tense so I’m sorry):
Grammy, You are the most wonderful grandmother in the world. You know what each of your grandkids (and great-grandkids) likes and always make sure it is in the house when we arrive. You love playing games with us and never say no when we ask for one more. You always have candy in your dish and make sure we have PLENTY of food in our bellies.
You have taught me that it is 100% okay to be afraid but to never let that fear disrupt the future. You have taught me that it’s okay to cry as long as you can pull yourself back together when it’s all over. But the one thing I love most that you taught me is to always be myself and if other people don’t like it, they can kiss my ass.
I love you Grammy P-Nut ❤️