#vysticz

[stormcallart]

Your art makes quarantine MUCH better, honestly ty ily 🖤

Awh, happy to brighten your day! Stay safe out there! ILY! <3 

[thetrueenemyofhumanity]

I adore your writing!❤💙💚💛💜 You're really amazing. My favourite was prolly the "s/o gets caught peeking at Gabe" or just anything with Gabe because i love that man 💕👀

You’re such a thirsty bitch lmao I love it

[xcaroldanversx]

Since my laptop may shit myself soon I figured I may give @vysticz his birthday edit early! It aint much but happy birthday dude and I hope this year treats you kind! 

I know only two things in her hair are augments and the rest are shaved in but i just wanted to highlight the cool things

If you want one I’ll be happy to make it!

[thetrueenemyofhumanity]

Reaper, Sombra & Hanzo with s/o that is dying of cancer. He's in phase when he doesn't have hair and he's close to the end. I know this is depressing but... Thank you ❤

This was super hard because I had no idea what the hell to write im so sorry this is shiiiiiit

Reaper

Tears pricked your eyes as you caught a glimpse of yourselfin the steel jug. Though your reflection was warped by the curved surface, yourbloodshot eyes and smooth head weren’t a trick of the light. Lifting a shakyhand, you noted how much weight you had lost and how weak you had gotten. Youwere barely a shell now and you knew days were numbered.

“You still look better than me.”

You jumped at the rough voice which suddenly pierced thesilence. You quickly tried to wipe away your tears. You felt you were apathetic enough sight in your current state as it was.

“Dammit Gabriel! Wear a bell or else you’ll give me a heartattack before the cancer finishes me off,” you joked, giving him a weak smile.A smile he didn’t return.

Reaper slowly walked over to you and there was a tensemoment of silence. You rattled your brain trying to think of something-anything- to say. As the silence stretched the last thing you expected was forGabriel to lash out and knock the jug across the room. You squeezed your eyesshut as it clattered across the ground. When you opened them Reyes’ face wasinches from yours, causing you to press yourself further back in your seat. Washe angry at you?

“Don’t,” he whispered, “Don’t give up, don’t stop fighting.Please just stay with me. Don’t go where I can’t follow. I don’t want to livein a world without you and I don’t even know if I can die!”

He rested his forehead against yours and took a deep breath.

“I can’t lose you.”

Sombra

“Comfy, carino?” Sombra asked, placing another pillow behindyour head.

“Sombra I’m fine!” you assured, voice barely a whisper, “Iwas fine when you asked five minutes ago.”

“Alright, alright! But you gotta promise to tell me if youneed anything, deal?”

“Deal,” you sighed, rolling your eyes and resting your headagainst her.

You both knew the clock was ticking, though you mutually refusedto talk about it. But you could see it in her eyes every time she looked atyou. The helplessness, the grief, the heartbreak. She devoted every moment tomaking sure you were as comfortable and as happy as could be. She held yourcold hands. She pressed kisses to your bald head. She lay awake and watchedyour laboured breathing. She used every opportunity to remind you how much shecared for you.

Sombra tried to squeeze an eternity of love into the shorttime she had you. It would never be enough for her, but she could only hope itwas enough for you.

Hanzo

You knew you looked a state but did it really repulse Hanzoenough to drive him away like that? For a while you tried to seek him out, butat this stage you were too weak. You wouldn’t pressure him to be around you,but damn, did you miss him.

Hanzo had already lost so much, he couldn’t bear watchingyou leave his life. And he did not want to taint your last days with wastingyour precious and limited time on someone like him. Despite this belief, hecouldn’t stay away. Every night he would leave a gift beside you as you slept.You were always so exhausted he had no fear of you waking when he visited. Buttonight was different. You fought the fatigue and stayed up specially to seehim.

“Hello to you too, Hanzo,” you greeted.

He froze, halfway to placing your new gift on your bedside.

“Uh…H-hello,” he stammered.

“You know there’s no point leaving me presents, right? I can’texactly take them with me.”

“I…I just wanted to show you I cared.”

“Then stay?” you pleaded, “That’s all I want, Hanzo; You.”

He swallowed a lump in his throat.

“Are you sure? I am not worthy-“

“Hanzo, shut the hell up and let me spend the short time Ihave left with the man I love.”

You could see the tears form in his eyes before he fell tohis knees, wrapping his arms around you.

[thetrueenemyofhumanity]

Hell no! Nobody will be mean to my friendo! Y'all who talk shit come here, i'll cut a bitch! 🔪🔪🔪

Ah thank you sweetie! Always ready to cut a bitch <3333

[thetrueenemyofhumanity]

A request from @vysticz for “young reader with dad prefall!gabe (well dad figure) dealing with drunk reader”.

Sorry this turned Angsty but you know I’m trash.

This may not have been the worst day of your life, but dammit it was up there. The missions were always run like a finely tuned machine. The only issue was that when disaster struck, it struck hard. Your team scrambled to pick up the pieces and in this madness you had lost a teammate. Lost a friend. While everyone was hit by this loss, it hit you the hardest. Like a truck. This person you could joke with, who always help lift the weight off your shoulders, was suddenly gone. The event ran through your mind over and over again. So did all the ways you could have done things differently. Ways you didn’t have to walk away without your friend. Great. Where were these fantastic ideas when this actually mattered? You needed to get rid of these thoughts. Get their face out of your mind.

You had bought a bottle a while ago. Contraband you snuck in for the two of you to drink together, courtesy of Blackwatch’s resident cowboy. Now the taste was even more bitter with the thoughts of your fallen friend. Didn’t stop you from drinking it though. Due to the strictness of Blackwatch it had been a while since you had a good drink, so now the alcohol worked faster and stronger through your system. Couldn’t complain. After all you needed it right now. However, that’s not what your commander Gabriel Reyes thought.

In hindsight, stumbling around the base wasn’t the best idea but you hardly had a very coherent thought process in your current state. And Reyes could see that all too well.

“What the hell are you doing?!” he demanded, grabbing your collar and snarling in your face. “You’re not just some kid, you’re a goddamn agent so grow up and act like one! We lose agents every day but we can’t afford to take a day off and grieve. We keep working to ensure no one else dies.”

You wanted to yell, lash out, punch him in the face. But you knew you’d be dead before your fist even connected. But you couldn’t just let him treat your friend like something expendable.

“They weren’t just an agent. Not to me. Sir,” you replied, narrowing your eyes at him, impressed at your own courage. At least the alcohol would provide something more than a hangover.

You were expecting to be chewed out. You weren’t expecting him to slowly release you and take a step back. Gabriel took a deep breath as he looked you up and down before resting a hand on your shoulder, his features softening.

“They were a friend, I get it. I know what it’s like to lose a friend. But self-destructing isn’t going to bring them back, idiot. They knew the risk and they knew what they were fighting for. You gonna take a dump all over that? You’re better than that agent, so keep fighting their fight. Keep their spark alive.” He removed his hand and stood up straight, firm expression returning. “Now go get some coffee and sober the hell up. I expect you at training at first light.”

[venlamvp-archived]

[thetrueenemyofhumanity]

I was tagged by the beautiful @actuallyfromvalinor, thank you honey!

Rules: Using only song titles from one artist/band cleverly answer the questions and then tag 10 people.

Artist/band: Starset

What is your gender: Starlight

How do you feel: Let it Die

If you could go anywhere: Into the Unknown

Favourite mode of transportation: Antigravity

Your best friend: My Demons (fuck that sounds so unnecessarily edgy)

Favourite time of day: First Light

If your life was a TV show: Down With the Fallen

Relationship status: Unbecoming (this makes no sense but there was nothing good for this)

Your Fear: Monster

I tag (and you’re under no obligation to do this and so sorry if i forgot anyone!): 

@fareehasgirlfriend @vysticz @pootntoot @mandakatt @watchyouover @zarcake-writes and @ anyone else who wants to do it! I’d love to see all your answers!