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Silk Skirts

i remember wondering 

what it may be like

knowing

i would never be 

“that”

person

thinking i was just 

“one of the gang”

well

i guess not

and now what,

am i really all that great now.

now that 

i can be categorized

like the halloween costumes, 

at value village 

,at the end of October.

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Excerpt 2.

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all the strings that held me 

together

have unfolded and now

its just a mess

tonnes of yarn on the floor

soaked in tears

trying to sleep 

you hide your face

The room lights up in a way it only can at this time of day

you are listening to the RuPauls Drag Race Finale Season 7

i am hoping that the words are soothing you into deep sleep

i start to expect that this may be a lie

i start to expect much more than i deserve

and this is when all those strings

snap

and we are just puppets plastered in sparkles

limp on a stage.

this is my fault

somehow i know it it

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Samples

if we add

just a little bit more reverb

just enough dynamics processing 

it no longer belongs to them

it belongs

to everyone now

 to use

abuse

to skip through without care

its just noise anyway

at least 

at this point it is.

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Want

all i have 

is this box of

firecrackers

all of them are lit

one by one

by some crisis i make

with

or maybe for us

this is the trigger

the exposed screen door

that lets the heavy rain push through 

it was my mistake

so naturally

its my fault

I should not keep this up, its not safe

for us.

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Linework for a research on homicide, Got reemed out for these. 

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