Hello?? Is anyone here still as obsessed with Veteran duo as I am??? Like, I miss those times where I could discuss their lore and others would be interested in discussing it.
I recently remembered that Fit once considered telling Phil about his mission, but told that Phil wasn't ready for this. And I've already waxed poetics about how they both trust each other with everything, but this. Idk, there's something so real, so genuine in this desire to be loved by your friends, in that fear of losing them, of their rejection. Like, both Phil and Fit share that something is wrong with them, but they don't show each other just how much it is. Something about subconsciously being afraid that your best friend leaves you after finding out just how much you're messed up, despite logically knowing that they're a ride or die.
And to add onto this they both underplay their problems become they desperately want to protect each other. Phil is genuinely scared of Ender King. He feels how much power he holds, despite not having a body. He hopes that Fit never has to hear this name again, cuz he knows that that time might be their last. And Fit knows that to tell Phil about his contract is to condemn him to the same fate. Something about being tied together by this secret. If Fit told Phil about his deal and the secret got exposed, they'd both be punished. And Fit doesn't want to hurt Phil or cause him any problems in the future.
Or maybe he thought that this secret would completely shatter their friendship. He was scared because he would lose one of the most important relationships in his life. I could see Fit subconsciously thinking that "everyone is a fair weather friend" And once the chips were down Phil would leave him. (How many hadestown references can I fit into this analysis lmao)
I like to think that, if the server lasted, Fit would've told Phil about his contract. I would've loved to see this conversation go, cuz either way it would be peak. Maybe I'm too much of a fan, but I believe that Phil would've accepted Fit's true purpose. Not because he agrees with whatever shady shit Madagio is trying to pull. But because he values Fit's friendship more. Something about being scared of whatever may happen in the future, but still staying by your friend's side because you understand why they made the choice and value them more than anything.
Yeah, everyone moved on but I'm stuck at Veterans duo train for forever...
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