you know what sucks?
knowing that you have so much love and care to give to someone but is constantly viewed as only being good enough for a quick shag or some snapchat sexting.
being pretty enough to be seen as someone to have sex with but not enough to have someone random hold the door open for you.
seeing eveyone else get hit on in public but you know that people are only attracted to you online. so you spend the nights out fantasising in your head about things that could be. not fully living in the moment.
lots of caveats to all these thoughts but the feeling of not being enough underpins them all.
it all kinda sucks :(












