watanabe indulges in your singing. he doesn’t try to play the guitar in front of everyone but when it’s just the two of you, he’d do anything to hear your voice.
his fingers strumming the guitar and humming along to you. he’s fixated with the way you look when you sing, your little hand movements and habits that make it easier for you to sing.
he turns red when you suddenly prompt him to sing, he doesn’t want to look like a fool in front of you. but he gives in and sings one of the few love songs he knows, hoping it conveys his feelings for you.
Astral Desires (Yandere Watanabe x Commandant GN Reader)
Warnings: Obsessive behavior, stalking(?), sneaking into your room without your knowledge, mentions non-con fingering, touches you in your sleep but nothing nsfw
A/N: This was sitting in my drafts for too long. Inspired by that out of pocket secret his astral frame has, that as far as I know, is not given any context or explanation so I assume he's just secretly insane and honestly. Fair.
Not proof read, please lmk any mistakes or improvements.
The lounge was quiet, save for an occasional patrol by the Gray Ravens checking in on their Commandant and making sure nothing was out of the ordinary. They've failed.
Watanabe knows this because Lee hasn't noticed his presence at all and he's willing to bet that he'll leave without checking every nook and cranny. Maybe one day he'll teach him to properly check for enemies without disturbing the Commandant, maybe. Right now though, their lack of awareness made sneaking into your room all the easier.
Lee appeared in his vision once again, doing his final cursory check of the lounge. Watanabe moved with him, staying crouched while evading his line of sight and the lounge security camera until Lee finally exited the room. Thankfully, Babylonia upgraded his Astral frame significantly, replacing his old stealth module with a new one and even adding additional modules and settings to enhance his abilities, turning what was an outdated frame into one that provided him with more of an edge over enemies and proved useful in ensuring a few deals for the Forsaken went smoothly. He should thank you for encouraging him to take it despite his dislike of Babylonia, he thinks to himself. Having verified the coast was clear, and knowing that the none of the other Ravens will make their rounds again for quite some time, Watanabe quickly opened the door to your dorm and entered, silently observing your dorm room as the door shut silently behind him.
Watanabe rolled his shoulders slightly, now he could relax a little more. He stood up straight and slowly walked to your sleeping form, not bothering to hide his presence save for his sound suppression module. You had a thin T-shirt on and he didn't care to guess what the sheets were hiding, he already knew. The artificial moonlight shining through your window illuminated your face beautifully, although he hated that you left the curtains open like that, he had to admit that he never tired of this sight. This was his and his alone.
During the daytime hours you're always putting on a brave face, keeping it together for your squad and others around you so they don't see the way your fingers trembled ever so slightly during the Space Station mission, or your anxiety as you're being shuttled to another mission, wondering if it's your last. At night however, it was different. When you think you're alone you'll let down your high walls and let your shoulders drop under the invisible pressure you always feel with every step. Sometimes you cry, stare at a wall in thought, or write in your journal. Watanabe always liked when you did that, because that's where all your unfiltered thoughts and feelings are put down. He's read every single page more times than he could count. It brought a faint smile to his lips, thinking about all the things he knew about you. You never opened up to him unlike the humans at the Forsaken HQ and his patience started to wear thin after a while.
He couldn't help it. He wanted- no, needed to know you more. Who were you under the heavy title of "commandant"? What were you like before? What would you be doing if it weren't for the Punishing Virus? Would you be happy if you lived on Earth, or do you prefer to live among the stars? Are you loyal to Babylonia or your companions? He wanted to learn so much about you, but you always kept a distance. He could feel it, he could feel an invisible wall you would put up, barring him from getting any closer and from your secrets slipping out, but you...you were like a flower blooming in the desert. Beautiful, resilient, and wonderous, can you blame him? Can you blame him for finally cracking and taking things into his own hands?
He moves towards your window and draws your curtains closed, careful not to be visible from any potential passerby. After all, your sleeping form and all the thoughts and expressions you don't let anyone else see is for his eyes and M.I.N.D. alone. He walks towards your bed slowly, as though he might wake you even though he knew you wouldn't, not even if he pried you open with his fingers. He only knows that because it done it a few times, oh how sweet your soft little whimpers were as you would squirm and writhe in your sleep. The memories tug a small smile out of the corner of Watanabe's lips and his eyes instinctually drag away from your face and down to your thighs at the thought.
Watanabe gently brushes the back of his fingers against your cheek, admiring the way your warmth seeps into his synthetic skin so easily, making his M.I.N.D. hum in satisfaction. He wonders if you'd ever let him this close to you if you were awake, he tilts his head in thought as his fingers brush your skin. Perhaps it's best that you don't, your position as a commandant might be put in danger if you allowed him to display his affection for you this way in public.
He pauses. Affection? Is this really affection, or just obsession at this point? He'd throw away everything for you if you asked him to. He would abandon everything if it meant he could have you, if it meant you'd devote yourself to him the way he does to you. God, if such a thing exists then grant him this one prayer.
Let him stay by your side until your youth fades and your body wilts and withers. And in your final moments, he'll capture your conscious and your memories so he can keep you and protect you until eternity.
Yes. Watanabe smiles softly as he gently lays next you, inhaling your scent and feeling your warmth. You are so naive, so trusting, but it's alright. He'll keep you safe. He's been around for longer, seen the deluge both humans and corrupted bring, he knows what's best. He knows what's best for you, he just needs you to trust him more. Watanabe slowly leans forward and softly kisses your cheek as his nose brushes against your skin.
"I'll keep you safe, Commandant. Even if you struggle against me, I'll make you come to me in the end."
Sitting on Their Lap ft. Watanabe: Nightblade, Wanshi: Hypnos, Chrome: Glory
How it happened with each of them, and possibly their preference on it.
Tags: Separate, small mention of minor injury in Chrome's, fluff/comfort
Watanabe Nightblade, He pulled you in
A rather domestic morning at the Oasis. A rare one, that both of you shared together in his humble quarter.
With sun slipping from the window, adorning your face with warmth and comfort he seeks to achieve for his people, he just sort of falls in love with you all over again.
You were preparing something - something that he can't really pay attention to as he called out your name and invited you over to him.
You're innocent to his intention, putting down whatever it was that you're working on as you walk across the small room towards him.
Then it just happens. He tugged on your wrist, pulled you towards him, and let you fall and sit on his lap, facing him.
It's a sense of normalcy. You're out of your gear, he's out of his, in his home, together.
With his arms securely wrapped around your waist, locking your escape, his head buried on your neck and jaw, peppering them with kisses.
Kiss him back, or play with his hair. Scratch the back of his neck and tell him you love him.
The stoic, serious Watanabe will easily be charmed by the domesticity and sense of comfort that you've granted each other with during these dark times.
"I would love to stay like this forever. With you."
Wanshi Hypnos, A natural instinct
First time it happened, neither of you weren't even together.
Both of you were tired, and from experience, Wanshi knows that you're one of his favourite 'pillows'. So he just dragged you along for a nap, and you kind of accepted it.
It was in the secluded shooting range. Sitting in his lap with your back against him, and his cheek firmly pressed between your shoulder blades. Arms wrapped around your midsection as his breathing grows soft.
Sometimes you refuse to be his cuddle buddy, but when you agree to his invitation and request with whatever reason you have, it just felt natural to be that close to him.
Now, everytime you come across him sleeping on his own, you'd settle yourself between his arms. And whether he's awakened or not by your intervention, he'd always complied with your action and immediately wrapped himself around you.
If you decided to get on his lap when both of you are awake, there's a high chance that he might just fall asleep in the next minute with your body warm so close to him.
So before doing it, just make sure that your schedule is free because he'll definitely trap you there with him for a while.
"If I win in the simulation, you will sleep with me after this, okay?"
(You almost die out of embarrassment with how he word it)
Chrome Glory, He asks. Politely
Never, ever in his life thought about it. It's certainly inappropriate to his mind and he's not creative enough in the romantic department to imagine it on his own.
But a specific event awakened something in him.
You were visiting the clinic for a small cut on your shoulder down to your shoulder blades. It's nothing serious, but Liv's healing method can't really fully close all wounds.
At the same time Chrome was there, he was looking for Wanshi before he came across you. With how busy Star of Life is, he offered you his assistance in helping you with your small issue.
Accepting his request, both of you found two seats amidst the busy life in the medical bay. With him sitting behind you, diligently wiping off the blood, sterilising it, and wrapping it with bandage.
When he's finished, you turned your head to thank him right at his face, but you sort of rolled your chair back towards him which brought your back closer to his chest.
You didn't consider it anything serious, other than it flustered you slightly, but Chrome can't really get the feeling out of his mind.
So when you visit the Strike Hawk common room with just him sitting on the couch, he tugged on your sleeve before you parted ways.
Staring up to you from the seat, with pink dust on his cheek, he can't believe the words that leave his mouth.
His request came out as a surprise, of course, but you accept regardless and fulfill his fantasy by plopping yourself between his legs with your back against his chest.
Looking back at him with a teasing smile, you ask whether this fits with what he imagined or not.
With his hands on your hips (after asking for your consent), he nodded, and recorded everything happening during that event in the special corner of his M.I.N.D.
If you don't mind, he'd definitely ask more of this in the future.
"I'm sorry for the sudden request and the.. Inappropriateness of my request. But I must come clean. Your comforting presence, here in my arms.. I can't help but crave for more of it, Commandant."
-- You see in black and white until you meet your soulmate. --
There have been violent protests for days now and this morning graced us with a magnitude 5.9 earthquake. Suffice to say I’m feeling a little ~shooketh~ (pardon the pun; I’ll show myself out haha).
Anyway, I’ve been writing a lot of angst lately and wanted a change of pace. I love the idea of soulmates, so here’s an AU featuring university professor Watanabe. I’m super tired at the time of this posting so grammatical tenses are all over the place. I’m sorry. I zoned out so hard during this that it’s half stream of consciousness lmao.
Also, it’s in dot-point format because I have no time to write it into an actual oneshot *cry* Also, if anyone cares, here’s what I have planned for future instalments in this series:
CEO Lee | Secretary Reader
Pop singer Kamui | Backup dancer Reader
W A T A N A B E | U N I V E R S I T Y P R O F E S S O R
Watanabe has seen in faded colours since the start of the semester. He knows his soulmate is a student, but doesn’t know who.
It’s not until you stay behind to ask him a question that it happens. He turns to you and his world bursts into riotous technicolour. Your world explodes into colour, blues and greens and yellows beyond your wildest dreams.
For a moment, both of you just stare at each other. Watanabe is speechless, blown away by the colour in your cheeks and the light in your eyes. You’re backlit by the soft afternoon sun and all he can think of is how beautiful you are.
You’ve always considered Watanabe handsome but unattainable. You’d always figured someone like him would be taken. All the good ones were.
But now, he was your soulmate. The knowledge feels impossible and knocks the very breath out of you.
“It’s you,” Watanabe breathes, so quietly you barely hear him. His hand reaches out. Long fingers are inches from your face when he seems to remember himself. He drops his hand. Clearing his throat, he asks you how he can help.
You’re so shocked at the blazing colour of the world that you’ve forgotten your question. “N-Nevermind, professor. I’ve gotta go.” Heart hammering and face flaming, you rush from the room as fast as you can.
The next few weeks are super awkward. You’re not sure how to talk to Watanabe and he seems to be avoiding you. He rushes out after every lecture and doesn’t meet your eye. Even though your world looks so beautiful now, it feels grayer than ever.
Watanabe feels miserable and impossibly conflicted. He wants to get to know you, to hold you and kiss you. Knowing you were out there alone was a pain he could hardly bear.
“You’re kidding,” Bruce says over beer one day. He eyes his lonely friend. “Keep it secret, Watanabe, but you have to do something. This doesn’t just happen to anyone, you know.”
You stopped going to lectures, unable to stand the reality of Watanabe purposefully ignoring you. Was it because you were a student? Or… did he have someone else? The very possibility of another woman filled your heart with envy.
Noticing your absence, Watanabe grew concerned. He was a university professor, after all. Regardless of whatever bond connected the both of you, you were still his student.
He reached out to you via email. Y/N, I haven’t seen you in lectures lately. Is everything okay?
Your response was curt. Thank you for checking in, professor. I’m fine, just been feeling a bit unwell lately.
Guilt shot through Watanabe. It seemed it was your turn to avoid him. He knew he deserved it. His heart ached. Bruce was right. Something had to be done. I see. I don’t want you to fail the subject. I think we should have a catch up over coffee to discuss your progress.
Your heart skipped a beat. Was Watanabe asking you out on a date? Or were you reading way too much into it? Regardless, you dressed well. The day was bright, warm and sunny. You’d grown used to the brilliant colours, but still took immense pleasure in seeing the autumn leaves fall.
He was dressed in a casual button down and slacks, long hair knotted at the back of his head. Handsome without trying, as usual. You eyed him warily. He’d made his intentions clear so far. You didn’t want to start off on the wrong foot. Still, something in you ached for his touch. You tore your eyes from his lips.
Watanabe admired you. He hadn’t been able to stop thinking about you, but seeing you again up close, he was taken aback by your eyes. “You came,” he says simply. “Of course,” you reply casually. “I don’t want to fail the subject, after all.”
Watanabe quirks a smile. “I’d certainly hope not.” The two of you sit down. The conversation is initially focused on your academics and all the content you’d have to catch up on. However, it soon spirals into something else. You make him laugh, a deep rumble that kindles something in your soul. He possesses a sharp intellect that you’re desperately attracted to. Time passes in the blink of an eye.
“I should go,” you say, gathering up your things as the sun is setting. The sky is overcast, pregnant with heavy clouds threatening rain. “Yeah,” he agrees. “My bad.”
“No,” you counter boldly. “My pleasure.” His eyes widen, but he looks away. He says nothing, but the disapproving frown tells you enough. Your smile fades. “Watanabe...What is this?” His answer is bitter. “Wrong,” he says.
Hurt and anger burn in your chest. “Wrong?” you echo. You point to your eyes. “You think this is wrong?” You slap your palm to your chest. Your voice breaks. “You think this is wrong?”
“No,” he growls, frustrated. “Never. But I’m a professor and you’re a student. I can’t take advantage of you.”
“You’re not taking advantage of me! This is meant to be! I-Is there someone else?”
He stares at you in disbelief. “No, of course not. I just...can’t.” You bite your lip. “I can’t bear to be around you,” you say softly. Raindrops splatter onto the pavement. “I’m going now.”
You turn from him and walk into the pouring rain. Watanabe runs after you. “At least let me take you home. You walked here, right?” You keep walking, trying to ignore the magnetic pull of him. “I’m fine.”
“Dammit woman,” he says, voice low. He grabs you by the arm and forces you to face him. You have to look up to see his face. “Why are you being so difficult?”
Something in you cracks. “Because,” you say heatedly. “I can’t bear to be around you! To want you so much it hurts. To want to touch you and kiss you and be beside you. To know that you’d rather be alone than with me!”
“That’s not true!” he roars back at you. “I want you. So much. I want to leave my marks on you and make you my woman. But I can’t! People will judge you and I won’t allow that.”
“Fuck them,” you reply. “You’re just a coward, Watanabe.”
His hold on you loosens in shock. You take the opportunity to break away. The sky was black now and the rain showed no signs of relenting. You hated how brightly the moon shone and how beautiful the night was under her silver touch.
Suddenly, a hand pulled you back. Lips touched yours, warm and velvet soft. Watanabe kissed you deeply. His tongue snuck into your mouth, twining with yours like long-lost lovers. His hand curled into your hair. The other encircled your waist, pulling you flush against him.
Reluctantly, he pulled back, resting his forehead against yours. His breathing was heavy. “I’m not a coward,” he whispered in your ear. “I just don’t want you to suffer because of me. Others might not understand. They might attack you. I don’t want you to hate me.”
“I could never,” you answer softly. “Never, Watanabe.”
The two of you made it back to his car. But it was a good deal later into the night that you returned home…
Hi!! I've been reading your blog and I came across your event prompt! So for that, can I request "Together Forever" number 5 for Watanabe and/or Jing Yuan?
Also, congratulations for reaching 300 followers🎉🎉🎊
Come Back To Me ft. Jing Yuan, Watanabe: Astral
Promises of returning to your loved ones embrace goes beyond words and hugs, for you, they have their own way to show you this side of him.
Tags: sfw, mention of death, kisses
A/N: Why is it so difficult to find Watanabe's good icon:(( Either way thank you anon!! Ty for requesting these two<33
300 followers prompt events! Ongoing until 11th June 2023
Jing Yuan, He gives you a task to keep you company
Jing Yuan looks like someone who pays lightly to the mission he assigned himself to. After all he’s the Dozing General, a legend amongst immortals, the Divine Foresight himself. Even if he were to leave for another few decades, he would pay no worries on the success of his missions.
Even so, you couldn’t help but worry for him. Whether you share immortality with him as a long-life species or not, you would always express your worry, your concern, and your wish of luck for him whenever he departed to take matter into his hands.
And he adores you for it. He’s viewed by a strong force in the military by many in the Xianzhou - to be seen as just another man that can in fact, die, suffer, be hurt, and most of all worthy of your concern, is just a hint of normalcy and domesticity he needed in his boring life as a general.
So instead of brushing off your concern and convincing you with just his words and his kisses, Jing Yuan gives a bit more effort in comforting you about his return. Before he leaves, he would ask you to count the number of strands on Mimi’s white mane, and with every hundred strands you’ve counted, he would give you a kiss in exchange when he returns.
“For every hundred strands you count on Mimi’s mane - I will give you a kiss in exchange. Keep counting, my dear. And when I return, my lips and attention will belong solely to you in effort to repay my promise.”
It keeps you occupied - it also keeps Mimi occupied with your affection. It’s a win-win in his eyes for the both of you. Mimi would have someone to take care of her should she be forced to wait another century for his return, and you would have a reminder of him when you crave to touch his own silver mane.
When he comes back after a long trip - the numbers you gave him doesn’t entirely matter anymore, he would give you dozens - hundreds of kisses if he could within a single night. Although if you came up with honest numbers, he would still give you a few dozen extra pecks. Why? Well you deserve a little more reward for your patience and care for his familiar, don’t you?
Watanabe: Astral, With his kisses and your warmth
This type of promise is something common that you and Watanabe exchange with each other. Living in a world full of war, fighting on the frontline to fight for humanity, risking your life has become the norm for the both of you no matter how cruel of a fate it seems.
Even so, both of you share similar intensity and feelings in your goodbyes. Whenever you leave, Watanabe will come with you if he can, no matter how dangerous your mission seems. But if it's a rare time where the two of you were assigned to different locations due to reasons, then either of you can only falter in defeat in hopes of gaining victory and coming home with your lives together in the end.
It’s like a ritual at this point. He’d pull you towards him, forehead pressed firmly against each other, as your nose grazed him lightly. You didn’t kiss, you didn’t share a word with each other, the short period of goodbye is only said through your touch. How his arms that were holding your shoulder slid down to your sides, holding you close to him, and how you cling onto him with a hand on his cheek.
The kisses you shared are light. A quick, silent peck, before he smothers your palm and wrist with his lips as you do his. It’s a promise that you would kiss each other when both of you returned. That you will come back to each other’s arms, alive and well. Only then will the two of you share your kiss.
“I don’t like being sappy with you.. Just, come back safe, and I will too, alright?”
As Watanabe left in the opposite direction of you, he let the warmth that your lips left on his hand to be the reason for him to come back alive. For him to return to you for more, for him to survive and return to your embrace.
may i request a tooth-rotting fluff for the pgr men (+ roland) warming up their fem!reader during winter? for instance, it's cold and kamui notices his s/o freezing during a mission and he just straight up pulls her into the insides of his jacket (if it makes sense) and embraces her? i imagine it's something he'd do since he's a dork and all xd thank you!!!! 💖
huuhuuu this is so cute ashjdkf. also since i did everyone i won't add banners or this post will be hella long
Winter is here
SFW | Fluff | Gn!Reader
Camu | Chrome | Lee | Kamui | Roland | Wanshi | Watanabe
Camu
He's got the deepest boob window how is he not affected by the winter
Jokingly offers to spar with you to warm you up, so you give him a death glare
You're surprised when your vision goes black
Camu had tossed his cape over you
Tries to look like he doesn't care but once he's back home he will consider bringing a thicker cape for you
Chrome:
Notices immediately how much you're shaking
Will wrap you up in his coat, saying he doesn't need it since he's used to the temperature
Once you make it back to camp is gonna make your favourite hot beverage
IF ITS HOT COCO HES GONNA GO ALL OUT, EXTRA CHOCOLATE AND MARSHMELLOWS ON TOP
Will also request Hassen to make warmer winter clothes for you
You now never leave without Chrome chasing after you with an extra coat
Lee
Annoyed you didn't dress up warm enough but only because he nagged you a lot before the mission to dress appropriately
Will pull you to the fire and sit you down until you're warm again
If you ask for his jacket to stay warm, he's gonna be embarrassed but will give you it anyways
Tells you to keep it even if you try to give it back (He likes seeing you wear his clothes but wont say it)
BLUSHY BOI THE ENTIRE TIME AND BLAMES IT ON THE CAMPFIRE
Kamui
Since he can't feel the cold he won't notice at first how cold you are
Until you complain to him
He's gonna smile widely and pull you in towards his chest
Opens up his jacket to wrap you in it while you're pressed up against his body
"I can overheat myself if you want" "No!"
Even if you start to sweat he won't let go because he likes hugging you close
Roland
Also offers to fight you to get you warmed up
When you reject that he then offers to burn a pile of corrupted to keep you warm
"Can't you just be normal and give me your jacket?!"
Is gonna be a tease about giving you his coat, trying to get you riled up as much as he can
He'll think its cute when you sneeze, and will pull you in close and wrap his coat around you
"Can't have my favourite commandant getting sick now can we?"
Will run his hands up and down your arms to warm you up quicker
Wanshi/Banji
"I've probably got some medicine to help you warm up" "Wanshi no...."
mf has an entire duvet in his bag that he pulls out to give you
Don't ask how
He's gonna wrap himself with you in the blanket
Possibly dozes off leaning against you
He also hates the cold so if you're close by one of his hideouts he'll take you there
It's stacked with a bunch of blankets, pillows and heaters that coincidentally went missing from Chrome's room
Watanabe:
Will bring you to the kitchen and cook you up a hot soup and tea
If you want to help out he'll let you
I mean he puts on a coat when he gets cold too so he knows how you feel
Luckily has an extra coat for you
Tries to hide his chuckle when he notices how big it looks on you
Is always happy to cook soup for you everyday in winter if you ask
