Highlights from Summer Break Tour: Mohegan Sun Arena 7/20/2013
Hi.
So a lot happened yesterday. I keep trying to condense it, but it's pretty much impossible at this point, so I'm going to stagger out posts because if I did it all in one go, it'd be the longest novel ever, and, well, ain't nobody got time for that.
Also, guys, I'm begging you. DO NOT REBLOG MY KENLOS POST UNLESS IT'S THE EDITED VERSION. I mean, I'm very grateful for the notes and the followers, but...fuck.
I really did not expect that to go viral. Over 400+ notes!
Holy. Shit.
Not to say that there wasn't Kenlos, because there totally was, but, you know. There was a slight error.
Anyway, here's my little recap through Ultimate VIP eyes.
SUMMER BREAK TOUR HIGHLIGHTS PART 1: MEET AND GREET
(I'm doing this first because if I don't do it now, it's gonna become more of a blur than it already was.)
So, I went to the concert with my homegirl Ashley, who you should follow because she's ah-mazing (no pun intended), and because without her, I would not have been able to see second row Big Time Rush.
I hugged the shit out of her during the concert, much to her bewilderment.
Okay, onto the show. For real this time.
PART 1: MEET AND GREET
THIS IS A GODDAMN LIFE RUINING EVENT. Ashley had already taken her pic before me, (She hugged the crap out of Logan and it was so damn cute that I died, and ship Lashley with no regrets. She lit up the room guys, seriously! I was really happy for her.) so when it was my turn (they were going really fast!), I pretty much bee-lined to Kendall but said a general hello first and got smiles from James and Carlitos (didn't really see Logan and Kendall's reactions, but I assume they did the same. Again, people aren't joking when they say it goes by fast!).
The boys were in boyfriend formation that day, so I was in a Kogan sandwich, and it was every bit the religious experience you'd think it would be. I put my arm around Kendall and Logan's waists like a G and smiled like an asshole.
After the picture was taken, Logan actually started rubbing my fucking back and asked me questions--DO NOT REMEMBER WHAT THEY WERE, I WAS TOO BUSY LOOKING INTO HIS BEAUTIFUL BROWN EYES--and I remember saying 'Yes' to one and he was smiling in that way (flirtatiously, don't get it twisted) and I...well, you know.
But Heather was right, Logan definitely loves black girls. I was not prepared at all for that bullshit.
Anyway, so after that happened, I let both Kendall (yup, I was still holding him. What he was doing, I don't know, because he became irrelevant once Logan started talking to me) and Logan go and started walking away, when Ashley stopped me.
We became friends with this awesome mom and her two kids, one of which is a Logan-loving five-year-old named Michael. He is a total player already and asked Ashley to be his girlfriend (I say player because after he did this, his mom pointed out that he already had 4 girlfriends at school and started naming them. Too funny.) But mostly he was just adorable. Everything a five-year-old should be, pretty much.
He was so nervous because he wanted Logan to pick him up for their M&G picture, and asked Ashley (Hehe, +1 if you understand why I just laughed at that) if she could ask Logan for her and hand him to him! But she said no, he had to be brave and ask him himself!
And here comes the crux of the tale.
Ashley stopped me because she wanted to see whether or not he actually would ask him, and he did! We were so proud of him! Logan did actually pick him up, and he looked so happy and just hung onto him and it was a heartwarming moment!
So anyway, as we were watching, Kendall notices that I'm still around, and he does this smile/smirk and looks me in the goddamn eye (What is it with these boys and the eyes? Christ.) and waves at me. I waved back, of course...
...after I recovered from the shock.
I felt bad because I'm a hardcore Kendall girl, and I didn't even really get to look at/talk to him because it went by so fast and because of goddamn motherfucking LOGAN. I wanted to hug him like Ashley did--though not as intense--but I'm a bit on the thicker side, and not entirely comfortable with my body, and I didn't want a picture from the side, because I was afraid that I'd look fat, and I didn't wanna ruin my picture.
I know, I know. The guys have songs like Cover Girl and Crazy for You, and I should know better, but...yeah. I'm insecure.
I'm working on it, though. No worries. Next time, it's totally fucking on.
But for those of you who troll M&G pics, you could get a really nice Jarlos pic out of my photo, because the order went like this:
Kendall, me, Logan, Ashley, Carlos, James
Btw, James is skinnier in person. Still built like an Adonis, but you know. And I take back every comment I have ever made about Kendall being a chicken wing. He's more buff in person.
Anyway, Ashley was telling me later once we left with Michael and co. that she got Kendall and Carlos feels because they both talked to her and she got lost in Kendall's green eyes and Carlos's brown ones/general demeanor, since he talked to her a bit.
Before you ask, this is relevant because Kendall is my favorite, and Carlos is my confliction, and she ended up getting more time with them and barely got to look at Logan (it was literally, HUG, CAMERA, CLICK), while I got more time with Logan and less time with Kindle, and barely looked him in the eye (it was ARM, CAMERA, CLICK, LOGAN, DIE). So not a lot time to really interact, at least for us, even though Ashley got a bit more time, haha.
We're always balancing each other out like that for some reason, which is why we're such good friends. Today was a HUGE testament to that, but again, that's a story for another time.
Part 2: SOUNDCHECK AND RUSHERS is coming later! :P I loved meeting you guys. I still stand by the idea that Rushers are the coolest people at shows. I made lots of friends and one of them ended up being the Worldwide Girl! She kept getting recognized post-concert. :P
I saw you weren't having the best month and I just wanted to stop in and say that tomorrow is going to be so great for you! I'm sending so much optimism your way! I'm sorry you haven't been feeling great, but you deserve to have an epic time at the concert :) I love your blog, I love your outlook on life, and I love your honesty. I try to hold on to the hope that good things happen to good people, and I'm sending all that hope your way :)
You are the absolute sweetest human being ever. This just made things so much better. No, but this seriously turned my mood right around. And I want to keep this message forever and ever but I don't trust Tumblr to keep it in my inbox, so I'm posting it.
