#way to queue

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someone tell me how haikaveh became my #1 ship AND alhaitham is the character i am obsessed with... guys i am not even in this fandom how did we get here

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Comfort Headcanons: Belphie

Continuing the saga!

Belphegor...he's not the best at comforting people.

He's relatively apathetic and not great with his own emotions.

What makes you think he's going to be good with someone else's?

That doesn't mean he isn't going to try his best.

You've done more than your fair share in comforting him, helping him through his hard times even though he doesn't feel he deserved it.

He'll be damned if he doesn't extend this back to you.

Talking isn't his strong suit. He won't know what to say or if he should say anything at all.

If you're venting your feelings out, baring your soul, don't expect him to have much to say back to you. You'll get small signs that he is listening to you but not much else.

He doesn't know if he should say anything at all. What if he says the wrong thing?

He doesn't want you to feel as if your words are falling on deaf ears, but he doesn't want to say anything that might make things worse.

If you're crying, no words to be spoken, he will bring you into his arms and hold you there.

He'll likely leave you briefly just to get his blankets and pillows, turning your bed into a nest if you aren't in his.

He'll sit behind you, holding you against his chest, and rock you gently.

He'll hum a tune you've never heard but it's comforting.

Eventually, after a while of just humming and you coming down from sobbing, he'll ask if you want to talk about it.

If you do, then he is there to listen. He might not say a lot, he might add his thoughts.

But he will never make you feel like your feelings are not important.

You mean a lot to him.

You extended your hand to him even after all the things he had done to you and put you through.

He's going to help you when you need him to.

When it's finally time to rest, your body exhausted from crying, he'll use some of his power to help you sleep easy and give you pleasant dreams.

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really couldn't have gotten 2000 more experience, huh anyway never going to emotional recover for this experience

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tagged by @aaafonya, ty for tagging me... 2 weeks ago but still

writing tag game

1. how many works do you have on ao3? 75

2. what's your total ao3 word count? ~253k

3. what fandoms do you write for? A Lot. main ones are final fantasy xv, various k-pop groups, kinnporsche, and lost in translation (webtoon). and ofc the obligatory men's hockey rpf fics

4. what are your top 5 fics by kudos?

just save yourself (leave it all behind) - 2nd kinnporsche fic, my most popular fic by a huge margin. i really just wrote the sickfic i wanted to read lol

i'm running to 0 - my only monsta x fic, love a good hurt/comfort moment. it has slowly but steadily grown in popularity

my hand reaching out to you is my chosen fate - big fandom foray with my hero academia, but honestly not proud of this fic anymore. not really read much anymore, had a huge covid popularity surge

kickstart my heat (hope it never stops) - 1st kinnporsche fic, i honestly just love this one. it was really fun to write even if it's 85% exposition. wrote all 15k listening to the the motley crue song

falling (feels like flying) - for the tv show wednesday, i wanted hurt/comfort fic. became popular bc i wrote it right after the show aired.

5. do you respond to comments? sometimes. i honestly tend to write when i am in an negative headspace, so don't usually reply, but i love and appreciate any comments/kudos.

6. what is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending? honestly half my fics are tagged "ambiguous/open ending" or "bittersweet"... also love a good implied mcd moment ngl. maybe anesthetize the sadness, partly inspired by am 4:44 by bang yongguk

7. what’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending? this kun/ten wayv fic, i will confess what has been on the tip of my tongue tomorrow - a cute, lighthearted coffee shop au. zero angst

8. do you get hate on fics? no

9. do you write smut? not really. couple of moments referenced here and there at most

10. do you write crossovers? what's the craziest one you've written? kind of. most are the nct crossovers (with superm, exo, etc). the favorite crossover was fall apart slowly, a 97 line fic with minghao and winwin lol. my craziest one was a day6 spiderman au with like, 25+ english speaking idols, bc why not.

11. have you ever had a fic stolen? hope not

12. have you ever had a fic translated? no

13. have you ever co-written a fic before? no

14. what’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will? a dcau fic with hal jordan and batman - it's something i wanted to write because i loved hal jordan and batman's banter, but don't actually have anything i want to see, plot-wise

15. what are your writing strengths? i love just adding tiny details and imagery to scenes. like, if anyone notices the specific word choice or scene detail i make, i am ecstatic

16. what are your writing weaknesses?

dialogue. i hate writing conversations. also honestly writing romance, it always feels so unnatural. also, i sometimes just want a fic to be finished, so i just give it an ending without properly reaching that point so it feels lackluster

17. thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic? depends. one-off in a fic? totally fine, esp. if the point is that it's not understandable to the other party. but if it's throughout a fic, just use italics imo -> probably some scenario i am forgetting but overall thoughts

18. first fandom you wrote for? sonic the hedgehog. no longer have the original document though. first on ao3 was final fantasy xv.

19. favorite fic you’ve written? it was me (who was discovered) - a fun pre-canon final fantasy xv looking at ignis and ravus, it's not necessarily my best work but pretty dif. for me and was cool to explore their dynamic however heavy it may seem - a super junior fic, but always have been proud of the frame story format i used. also so many little details lights turned off can be turned on - yoongi-centric bts fic, i honestly really liked how i wrote depression in this fic... hope that doesn't sound odd -- if you read any of this, thank you! would love to hear what people have to say on their own writing, if you see this, absolutely feel free to do it (and tag me!!). i don't really know any writers on here haha

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i need to find my ffxv people here because yes! it's been a few years since i have been in the fandom and yes! i am just remembering that tumblr exists so...

if you understand the emotional damage this screenshot did, can we be friends

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i'm so normal about my haikyuu rewatch

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olay i know i have unfinished kinnporsche fic published right now BUT what if i just... write another hurt/comfort fic with porsche, hm?

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is there a new ao3 wrapped this year? want to be ashamed at myself for how many hurt/comfort fics i read