Wayne Koestenbaum, My Lover, the Rabbi
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Wayne Koestenbaum, My Lover, the Rabbi
“Opera has the power to warn you that you have wasted your life. You haven't acted on your desires. You've suffered a stunted, vicarious existence. You've silenced your passions. The volume, height, depth, lushness, and excess of operatic utterance reveal, by contrast, how small your gestures have been until now, how impoverished your physicality; you have only used a fraction of your bodily endowment, and your throat is closed.”
— Wayne Koestenbaum, The Queen’s Throat: Opera, Homosexuality, and the Mystery of Desire.
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Wayne Koestenbaum, Humiliation (2011)
Pleasure, for Harpo, lies in transformation for transformation's sake. Why not be thrifty, and make use of every inanimate scrap? (Gertrude Stein's credo: Use everything.) Harpo takes part in the grand tradition of art (from Marcel Duchamp to John Cage to Dieter Roth, and beyond) that recycles—or transubstantiates—debris.
At the hotel's registration desk, Harpo sniffs the telephone, scrutinizes it, tries to interpret it, to cozy up to it, as if it were human. Then he chews the phone and looks toward the camera; his eyes, alight with pleasure, signify it tastes good or else I've accomplished another transformation; I've metamorphosed phone into food. The ink jar, like a precious thurible, glistens; pinkie in air, he drinks. Harpo's face, a scientist's, evaluates. With a receptivity to the strangeness of the ordinary as radical as Thoreau's or Wittgenstein's, Harpo treats existence as a sequence of experiments, none fatal. He puts down the ink jar, smiles, and nods. Job well done, another foodstuff pilfered, another item of garbage transformed into treasure.
When Chico enters, Harpo's face remains immobile—arrested by panic—but his alert eyes try to figure out whether the universe is sanely functioning. Hyperawareness of atmospheric dangers is an opportunist's, a paranoid's, or a traumatized soul's—a shtetl mentality, transmuted to Paramount.
—Wayne Koestenbaum, The Anatomy of Harpo Marx
WAYNE KOESTENBAUM The Queen’s Throat: Opera, Homosexuality, and the Mystery of Desire
Opera has the power to warn you that you have wasted your life. You haven’t acted on your desires. You’ve suffered a stunted, vicarious existence. You’ve silenced your passions. The volume, height, depth, lushness, and excess of operatic utterance reveal, by contrast, how small your gestures have been until now, how impoverished your physicality; you have only used a fraction of your bodily endowment, and your throat is closed.
“The curiosity is insatiable, and the pursuit of such knowledge is a spiritual exercise, demeaning but also secretly ennobling.” The Queen’s
Propelled chiefly by last year’s London production, I have written a (rather) long form piece to do with Rebecca the Musical. Though focusing mainly on this eventual and heavily expectant premiere of the English production of the musical, discussion relates also to the original and other iterations of the show, and musicals more generally, too.
The piece is anchored by the central theme of insatiability while looking in turn at:
the process of tracing the evasive histories of character representations and theatrical productions over many decades – including also flickered and largely forgotten records of the play and opera forms of Rebecca, and the “apparitional”, equivocal lens that queer female sexuality is handled with across large spans of time
decoding evidence of sparse, if periodically rather dire, female queerness in theatrical, musical contexts – guided by the disciples of dykeish dissatisfaction in the musical’s character of Mrs Danvers or the story’s primary author of Daphne du Maurier herself
considering what it means to exist as an audience member responding in situ to (principally female) performers with thrilling voices, both in and outside an auditorium, and the delicate but frequently under-discussed predicament of queer female diva devotion.
Take a look if you're interested!
In further expansion of photographic documentation of each of the examined stage-based, theatrical iterations of Rebecca, more images are presented below.
Stern aesthetician Adorno condemned gay Tchaikovsky for sentimentality; but ignore Adorno, for Tchaikovsky at his most purple, in Tatyana’s “Letter Scene”, from Eugene Onegin (1879), justifies “sick” emotions. How can my sexuality be sick if lush violins reinforce it?
Wayne Koestenbaum, The Queen’s Throat