I've wanted to get so much done today, but I've had a little girl who isnt feeling the best and wants her momma.
And, you know what? I'm not about to deny her the cuddles she needs to feel better. She's only a week old. Cuddles with me or her daddy are her only solace when things aren't right. With daddy at work, that means she curls up with me for comfort.
Its moments like these, when shes curled up on my chest and resting that everything I went through to bring her here is suddenly worth it. All the sickness, pain, heart problems, dietary issues, and insomnia were 100% worth it, not that I'm doing it again. Shes such a sweet, happy soul. I can't believe she's mine sometimes.
Everything has been worth it. Even now, as she keeps me from getting homework done, she reaches out for my fingers in her sleep, wanting to hold them for comfort. Lily is beautiful and amazing. I love her so much.