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From feeling the absolute worst and not being able to leave my house this week has actually turn out pretty lovely. Had Ben treat me to dinner just to help me feel better, to then spending time with his sibling, starting to not feel so terribly young, "uncool" and uncomfortable around them all... Just basically spent the whole night talking shit to lovely people while drinking a shit load of wine and plying with guineapigs... To the point I got pee all over my shoulder... Yup. Ben got out of work early today too meaning we could just be curled up in bed for the most of the day before I had to travel home again... It feels weird sleeping alone again... Even if it is only for a day
A whole semester has gone by and I have never even accomplished anything quite jovial as much as my 96 per cent stint in my first ever Geol 11 long exam. āUno-esā (or at least those inside the āuno rangeā) lining down the chart of your semestral grading would certainly be quite a sight to behold. Working hard for such a sought after college report card wouldnāt be as āhardā as it seems, if I just worked hard. I mean really, if I just worked hard! My subjects this semester arenāt that hard even! Comm3 is uno-able or at least uno-rangeable if I just put in much effort. Eng10, however, has no chance of giving me a grade in the uno range. Physics 10 is unoable if I just studied! So is Math17. I have no regrets with the way my Geol 11 and Geol 11.1 had turned out. It did turn out quite awesome actually. Theyād be the silver linings in my nearing first-ever UP grade sheet. Oh, joy! The smile on my face barely shows any sarcasm. This is genuine, I swear! Not. But as what I always say, āWorrying and regretting about the past would just steal my joy and timeā. I might as well live the present and just look forward in fixing myself in the future. Oh how I hope. All is well. My theoretical chocolate-coated bacon strip shall transcend it all!!!
How fucking steamy was this party though, for reals? So much sex and lust in the air, I almost had an orgasm just being in the same room as certain people [cough Vinny, cough Skylar].Ā
Let's focus on the sexual tension between Peppan. Laurence clearly doesn't want them to hook up, but when you tell someone no, they only want to do it more. When will you learn, Laurrie? Apparently they hooked up and the older Hamilton flipped. Wouldn't blame him, his little brother hooking up with his best friend? Wait till Sammy finds out, shits gonna hit the fan!
Moving on toe Laurrie himself, apparently he got all up in Vinny. Or is that Vinny got all up ON him? Yes, that's right, Vinny is the secondary member of the D Riders along with Charlie, saddling Laurence like a Texas pony in the hot tub! They went from cute to hot in approximately 1.5 bottles of vodka. I want more of this k, thanks dolls!
Apparently Gaylar were getting nasty out in the garden, kissing and whatnot. They should've asked the intoxicated Hamilton brothers if they could've borrowed a room and fucked, since they obviously went home and did it anyway.
From sex to fights, spin the bottle brought out the worst in people. Everyone get jealous of people kissing their boyfriends. What do you expect in a game of spin the bottle with 8/10's of the players in fucking relationships? Seriously, y'all are dumb shits.
Makai and Keenan were all up on each other until Makai kissed Daisy. Keenan got jealous and kissed Percy, who was obviously oblivious to Keenan's payback ways. Poor guy. He got over it soon, making out with the youngest Hart brother in the hallway, #score. Thisis why I don't like Makeenan, Keekai, whatever. they're so dysfunctional, Makai deserves someone better than him. Sorry not sorry.
More Ryan and Oliver shit. To be honest, I'm so sick of these two. I just want them to either be together and stay together, or break up and stay apart. Their Ross/Rachel fantasy is irritating. They deserve each other and belong together, end of. Make a fucking decision and stop being dramatic about it.
From one dramatic couple to another, fucking Lukeo fought again or something? As much as I love these two, I definitely think they're another dysfunctional pairing. They should chill out or something.
It was good to see the newbies socialising, especially Iris and Bobby, the social little butterflies. I want to see more of them. And Lydia. but then again, Lydia wants to see more of Bobby's mouth, if ja feel.
Okay, that's all I can be fucked to comment on. Hamilton brothers, I give your party an 8 out of ten. Wonderful job, just be careful who you invite next time.
I'm really struggling. This isn't my time. I don't even want to talk about it, that's how upset this all makes me. God seems so cruel for letting this happen again. I don't really have words to express this. & I always have words. It doesn't compute. I'm starting to lose who I am. I have lost my faith. This life isn't worth living. So I'm changing it. Soon. I refuse to be upset anymore. I'm tired of it. Everyone else is too. It's not worth it. I don't want a life without you but if this is the life that includes you, I don't want it.
Itās been a few weeks since my last personal post. My life has been crazy yet somehow monotonous. Iām killing myself working & taking classes. I donāt know how I will make it through the rest of the semester.
Iāve been falling back into old habits. This is the worst possible thing for me right now. Iām close to severing ties & walking away. I donāt need this added stress right now. Or ever really. Itās just a bold statement that Iām not quite ready to make. I spend most nights high because dealing with whatās really happening is too hard. Itās better than drinking i guess. Less harmful. More peaceful. The nightmares are almost non-existent now. Which is a plus.
But the living nightmare still exists.
Itās been an interesting few weeks. I havenāt slept in my own bed for a week & a half. I end up staying and cuddling. Which is nice. Or teasing. Which is better. It is a very cunty thing but its cute to see him squirm because of what Iām doing. I love that. I know he does too even though he wonāt admit it. Ahem. Ha. Wow. Okay. Itās probably the weed but butterflies are happening again. Which sucks in a way but at least the feeling is nice. Sorta.
This blog was written half one day, half another. One day sober, one day high. Itās only a little update. But thatās what happening these days.
2. Showing or arising from a lack of education or knowledge: an ignorant mistake.
3. Unaware or uninformed.
Ā (Courtesy of thefreedictionary.com)
Ā I have decided that my topic of the week will be ignorance, seeing as how I am faced with it on a daily basisā¦ professionally, personally, etc. And no, I am not talking about myself. If you ask me for my opinion or thoughts on a subject, I will give you an educated answer. If I know nothing of the subject either a) I will research it or b) say that I know nothing on the subject. But unfortunately not everyone will forward on the same courtesy. Why? If you say those four little words āI do not knowā, I will not ridicule you for it, nor will it make me think any less of you. If nothing more I will be grateful for being spared the time wasted listening to your uneducated opinion on a subject you know absolutely nothing about, and then the additional time I use to correct you. And yes, I love heated debates and conversations about pretty much everything and anything. But what use is it if the only useable information is coming from one side? And if I stand there, mouth agape, left speechless because of the ramblings coming from your mouth, I can tell you it is not a good sign. If I walk away, it is usually worse. It doesnāt mean I think you are dense, but on that particular subject ānot well informedā would be the words I chose to use. And as a side note, I am not just talking book smartā¦ but life smart is included. I understand that we all have the right to our own opinions, our perceptions and views. But if you use that as your defense, please have the ability to back it up.
Ā So in conclusion, all I am asking is this; think before you speak, know the subject before giving your opinion, be able to back it up, and lastly, if I walk away mid sentence do not be offendedā¦ Iām doing both you and myself a favour!
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*Note: This was not meant to offend anyone, nor was it directed at any one person. Itās just when you come across it several times a day, times that by seven times a week, four weeks a month (you get the picture), at the end of the day you have no choice but to form an opinion out of pure frustration. Just chalk it up to being Monday! :)
