#weepingwounds

[sweetlyundertaker]

✟ ⚰︎ 𝕯𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖑𝖞 𝖇𝖊𝖑𝖔𝖛𝖊𝖉… 𝖔𝖗 𝖉𝖊𝖆𝖉 𝖆𝖑𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖉𝖞? ⚰︎ ✟

“Ahh… laughter is the finest requiem, don’t you think?”

⛧ name: Noire

⛧ age: 17

⛧ pronouns: she/her

☩ 𝕴 𝖉𝖊𝖆𝖑 𝖎𝖓…

— Jujutsu Kaisen (curses & chaos)

— Black Butler (of course… how quaint)

— Godzilla Singular Point (monsters beyond comprehension)

— Minecraft (even graves need builders)

— Kuroko no Basket (a different kind of game… still deadly)

— horror (the truest form of entertainment)

>Jojos bizarre adventures

☩ 𝕬𝖇𝖔𝖚𝖙 𝖒𝖊…

— collector of strange tales & stranger secrets

— laughs at everything ⚰︎

— enjoys the macabre, the absurd, and the beautifully odd

— probably lurking where shadows gather

☩ 𝕭𝖊𝖜𝖆𝖗𝖊…

“Should you bore me… I may just have to bury you.”

⛧ dni: basic dni, racists, pervs, pwdos, MAGA, homophobes etc (i block freely)

⛧ byf: add me if you wish, I'll answer when available~

✟ ⚰︎ 𝕰𝖓𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝖆𝖙 𝖞𝖔𝖚𝖗 𝖔𝖜𝖓 𝖗𝖎𝖘𝖐… ⚰︎ ✟

Tags:

#reapertalks: normal

#weepingwounds: vents

#sharpscythe: interacting, asks, others

#layingdownmyhead: random

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[sweetlyundertaker]

I find it weird when people have feelings for me. Like me? Me of all people? Why? I'm literally a loser and a weirdo. I don't get what people see in me to be honest.

[sweetlyundertaker]

Don't want to sound whiny buttttttttt.....

I get oh so jealous when I see ppl irl with close friends/ someone close to them. Even online, when I see it, it makes me feel even more lonely. Like damn, is something wrong with me or do ppl just suck? Like I have friends, but I know none of them that well...

All my actual friends don't go to my college, or I outgrew them :(((

Such a loser am I right? Just wish someone out there actually liked me enough to be friends with me.... In need of online friends :((((

[sweetlyundertaker]

Actually cried because I couldn't interpret the tone behind his message and thought he was mocking meeeeeee OHMYGODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

SEDATE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

I'm so pathetic for him, and it's not ok

[sweetlyundertaker]

My emotions are all over the place...the other day I almsot cried in class because I didn't get a question right. Then I got visiblt irritated at home because of everything in general.

Life is so not sugoi chat

[sweetlyundertaker]

I feel like I'm such a burden... Like no interaction in real life feels good. They all feel forced...like I'm in front of a panel of judges...

I feel so gross... I just want someone to actually be my friend, yknow? Like MY friend...

I'm tired of feeling like this.. Its so draining

Anyone?

[sweetlyundertaker]

At the end of the day, do i really need a guy who's too tired for me? Before this epiphany, he was the one I'd send voice memos to when spiralling. And suddenly, I no longer hold his interest? How quaint.

I know what that means: detachment time!!!!!!!!!

[sweetlyundertaker]

I wish he paid more attention to me..... Fuck. Why am I so needy? I just want to experience romance. But perhaps I'm too chopped and socially awkward to do so

*sigh* What I'd do to be loved the way I crave...