#weight shit

[biac-091299]

Of course you'd fucking feel better when your clothes are affordable now

[biac-091299]

Anytime I read or hear somebody talk about weight in a specific way, I just feel so alone. Why can I not ever be enough as I am. I just want to be alive. I want to know what it is like to be alive and human and unburdened by stigma or being the "wrong type" of human. I feel doomed by my humanity to never be human within it. I feel doomed to be picked apart into work-in-progresses—never enough as I am, I'll always be a passion project—something people want to change to "fix".

[travelingmatt]

I've gained about 5 pounds in the last month since pole ended. Needless to say I hate myself and feel like a whale.

Especially since when I was super active it took about 2-3 months to lose that.

[hyphenatedmess]

i’ve got a friend who’s been in a cycle of dieting since i met her (like... 15 years ago.) she’s absolutely got disordered tendencies, but i wouldn’t say she has an eating disorder. she never sticks to diets for very long (she’ll do “cleanse” diets, but continue to drink and shit like that.) i know so much (so much)(way too much) about the science of weight and nutrition and shit so a large part of me wants to step in and be like “look, you’re making yourself miserable. here’s some real information that isn’t quick-fix/fad diet bullshit that could actually help with real and sustainable weight loss” but the other part of me just wants to get her a linda bacon book and hope that she reads it and that some of it sinks in. i don’t know. i don’t know what to do. i feel weird standing by and not saying anything, but it’s also such a touchy subject and something that i can’t really relate to. her shit is like 100% body image and that’s such a tiny part of my eating disorder that i don’t really understand it. my ~motivations~ for weight loss and terrible eating behaviors have always been completely different. i’m afraid that anything i say, she’ll just be like “you don’t get it” and brush me off.

i’ve spent so much time in treatment and in the recovery community and just around eating disorders so much that i have no perspective on normal people dieting 

get me out of diet culture i can’t stand it

[cuimhnigh-i-gconai]

I don’t think there’s been a single day this year so far that I’ve not been either ridiculously anxious or just .. really quite angry, for one reason or another. It got so bad in the last week that I’ve noticeably lost weight. But since Boyfriend went back to Germany on Tuesday, I’ve been actively trying to eat as healthy as I can, and tonight I made a fantastically tasty miso and broccoli bowl, so I’m .. trying

[malachislimefeldman]

I'm AWAKE and seriously thinking about jogging around the neighborhood Who wants to bet I dont

[abra-ka-dammit]

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i went to the doctor today for a follow up on my migraine meds (not working) and weighed in at a new record low

i just

aaaAAAAHHHHHH

that’s like 30 lbs down

how crazy is this

[inflagrante-delicatessen]

omfg I hate weight loss shows This woman lost 32 pounds in 3 months instead of 45 and then this guy brings her to his place for 3 months so that he and his wife can keep track and his wife makes her bear crawl to get into the house wtf