"Call Me Allison Wonderland"
How far down the rabbit hole can I go?
Nothing matters, nothing to show
Falling for eternity
All alone, by myself, infinitely
Knocking at death's door
Take me away, I don't want this life anymore
No one knows
How do I put on such a good show?
Deeper and deeper down the spiral
I've reached the bottom, I'm in limbo
It's white and empty, where did I go?
This is just the beginning, don't lose hope
Suffocating, it's getting harder to breathe
This doesn't feel right
Craving pain to make me feel at ease
My darkness has consumed the light
Down the hole I continue to fall
Can I catch a break?
Something's got to give once and for all
There's only so much pain one can take
I don't know who I've become
Tick-tock, the time doesn't stop
Trying to make my way home
This time, I promise, I won't succumb
Tired of being at rock bottom
There's no where to go but the top
Headed into another dimension
It's time to wake up
Realization sets in
My soul has been awoken
Mind says I'm worthy
Heart says set yourself free
Eventually, I make my way out
Many years of falling and crying in doubt
Coming out alive, hopeful, and strong
Why did I have to fall for so long?
The suffering gives us strength
A feeling of victory no one can take
After years of humming the same old tune
I had to die to find my truth
~Katherine Staff☮rd
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