Whose hungrier? 🦇x🐺
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Whose hungrier? 🦇x🐺
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beneath the moon
── .✦ werewolf!caleb x reader
── .✦ synopsis: You’ve loved Caleb for as long as you can remember — your childhood best friend, your hopeless crush. He’s always been your golden boy, your protector, your heart’s first home. But when autumn comes and Caleb returns from the woods changed — strange, distant, haunted by something he won’t name — you’re left aching, desperate for answers. As the village whispers about monsters in the forest and the promise of true love confessed beneath the full moon, you realize there’s only one thing left to do: follow your heart, and hope that love can reach him — even when everything else feels lost to the night.
── .✦ content: reader is yearning hard, porn with plot basically, caleb is chained up and sweaty, lowkey in heat, love confessions <3
The window was cracked to the crisp October air, letting in the faintest scent of smoke and drying leaves. You knelt beside your cedar chest, hands buried in tangled flannel and quilts that still held traces of last winter’s fires. Outside, the wind rattled branches; inside, the house hummed with something softer: the clink of glass, the muted scrape of a knife against the cutting board, the low, familiar sound of Caleb humming to himself in the kitchen.
You paused, fabric pressed to your chest, listening. The scent of simmering apples drifted through the doorway, sweet and tangy, spiced with cinnamon and memory. It pulled you back — years slipping away in the span of a breath — to a sun-dappled orchard on the edge of the village, and Caleb’s hands hoisting you higher, higher, until you could reach the perfect red fruit. “You got it, pipsqueak!” he’d called up to you, voice all mischief and pride, steadying you even as you wriggled on his shoulders.
“Don’t call me that!” you’d huffed, cheeks burning hotter than the sunlight. But he only laughed, ruffling your hair so you nearly toppled, the two of you giggling so loud the orchard birds scattered. You could still remember the way his laughter felt — easy, unselfconscious, like he was certain you belonged together, just like this.
Back then, everything was simple. He’d find a dandelion or twist a scrap of paper into a crooked ring, kneeling grandly in the grass. “Will you marry me, Miss Bossy Pants?” And you, unable to stop grinning, would always say yes. You’d play house in the hayloft, steal extra apples, plan a future so bright and silly it made you dizzy.
Now, years later, you tucked a quilt beneath your chin and watched him through the open doorway. Caleb was taller now, broader through the shoulders, his hair grown longer and forever falling into his eyes as he worked. The golden afternoon light turned him into something almost unreal — handsome, strong, everything your childish heart had once claimed as yours.
You wondered if he remembered those games. If he ever thought of the paper rings, or the promise of a future together. If he still saw you as the little girl riding on his shoulders, or if he’d noticed how you watched him now — hungry for something that felt both impossible and inevitable.
He stood at the counter, spooning his apple jam into a jar, unaware of your gaze. There was a gentleness in the way he moved, careful, patient. He made it look easy, but you knew him better than that. Caleb was always working — hard for you, for himself, for a future you sometimes dared to hope would still include both of you.
Your heart ached with wanting. Sometimes you missed those old, simpler days. Sometimes you wished you could take his face in your hands and tell him all the things you’d kept silent since childhood: that you still loved him, maybe more now than ever, and all you wanted was to spend your days by his side, tangled in flannel and apple-sweet laughter, letting autumn slip slowly into winter with Caleb’s arms warm around you.
You hugged the old quilt to your chest, letting yourself look at him a moment longer, the longing thick and sweet as the scent of apples in the air.
You stacked the last of the flannels on your bed, patting them into a neat pile as footsteps creaked down the hall. Caleb’s head appeared in the doorway, tousled hair shining golden-brown in the afternoon light, a plate balanced in one big hand.
“I felt you starin’ at me, y’know,” he drawled, eyebrows arched with exaggerated suspicion. “Figured you must be hungry.”
You huffed, folding your arms. “I wasn’t staring! You’re just imagining things.”
He grinned wide, the kind of smile that always made your pulse skip. “Uh-huh. Sure,” Caleb sauntered over and offered you the plate — crackers spread thick with his apple jam, each one cut just how you liked it. He plopped down beside you, making the old mattress dip, then ruffled your hair with a callused palm. “Somethin’ on your mind, pips?”
You ducked away, cheeks warm. “Just…thinking, that’s all.” You smoothed the edge of the quilt and kept your eyes on your hands. “About when we were kids. Picking apples and stuff.”
He leaned in closer, voice dropping low and teasing. “Really? Then why’re you blushing?”
“Caleb, stop it,” You shoved his shoulder, but he just laughed, warm and rumbling, like you were still ten and he could tease you forever.
You tried to regain your composure, tucking a strand of hair behind your ear. “I was also thinking about when we used to play pretend. Y’know… getting married and all that.” You waved a hand, like it was nothing, like it didn’t still haunt your dreams some nights. “You probably don’t even remember.”
His laughter faded, replaced by something softer. “Course I remember,” he said, a little quiet now, a little rough around the edges. “I remember every time. You’d steal my hat, and I’d get down on one knee, and you’d make me promise we’d always share our snacks.”
A crooked grin tugged at his mouth. “Y’know, it’s too bad we didn’t have a real officiant back then. If we did, I’d have you all to myself, no takebacks.”
Your heart thudded. Heat flooded your face, and you scrambled for the plate, grabbing a cracker and shoving it into his mouth before he could say anything else. “You can’t just say things like that, idiot.”
He snorted, cheeks bulging, eyes crinkled in amusement. “Mmf—kay, okay, sorry, pips,” he mumbled around the snack, barely swallowing before reaching over to nudge you with his shoulder. “Didn’t mean to make you all shy on me.”
You tried to glare, but you couldn’t keep the smile off your lips. Sometimes you thought he must know — how easily he could set you spinning with a few words, a gentle touch. Other times, you wondered if he was just being himself, teasing you the way he always had, while your heart tied itself in knots over every little thing he said.
He finished his bite, and you found yourself staring at the way his mouth curved, the way his eyes lingered on yours just a little too long before he looked away, clearing his throat. The silence stretched, warm and uncertain, the old quilts and the golden afternoon light wrapping you both in something that felt a little like hope.
The moment lingers — his laughter still echoing in your chest — when Caleb glances at the window, catching sight of the sky already bruising toward dusk. His expression shifts, something melancholic flickering behind the gold of his eyes, and he rises from the bed, brushing crumbs from his hands.
You watch him, the room suddenly feeling bigger without him in it. “You’re leaving already?” you ask, trying to keep your voice light, though you hate how empty the house feels when he’s gone.
Caleb ducks his head, moving toward the kitchen. “Yeah, I’ve got some things to take care of at my place before it gets too cold tonight. Need to split some wood, check on the shed.” He busies himself tucking jars and knives away, straightening the kitchen with his usual quiet efficiency. “Don’t let that apple jam go to waste, alright?” He flashes you a quick grin over his shoulder. “And I brought some other snacks, too—put ’em in the top cupboard for you.”
Curious, you poke your head in after him, eyes going wide at the stack of treats tucked behind the flour. “Are you trying to prepare me for hibernation or something?”
He laughs — a warm, sun-drenched sound — and reaches out to pinch your cheek. “Maybe I just want to see how cute you look with your cheeks stuffed full of your favorite snacks.”
You wrinkle your nose, swatting his hand away and rolling your eyes, but you’re grinning despite yourself. “Alright, that’s it. Out. If you stay any longer, you’ll start rearranging my whole kitchen.”
He lets you herd him toward the door, still laughing, feigning reluctance. “Alright, alright, I’m going.” He shrugs into his coat and glances back at you, suddenly sincere. “I’ll be back tomorrow, okay? I’ll bring you some more firewood for the stove. Don’t want you freezing before winter’s even here.”
You reach for him without thinking, looping your arms around his waist and squeezing him tight. “Be safe, Caleb,” you murmur, your voice muffled against his chest. You breathe him in — the scent of apples and woodsmoke, soap and something warm, familiar. You wish you could bottle it up, keep it with you.
His arms wrap around you, broad and gentle, a hand smoothing down your hair. “Always am,” he says, soft enough that only you can hear. “I’ll be back before you know it, promise.”
You look up, catching the earnestness in his eyes, and for a second you almost say something more — almost ask him to stay, almost tell him everything that’s been brimming beneath your tongue. But the words catch in your throat.
Instead, you let him go. He gives your shoulder one last squeeze, smiles, and slips out into the chilly dusk. The door clicks shut behind him, and all at once the house feels quieter, the fading sun painting lonely shapes across the walls.
You hug yourself, pretending his warmth lingers, and try not to count the minutes until you’ll see him again.
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The next day, you spend more time at the window than you care to admit, watching as the late sun slides through thinning clouds, casting long shadows over the empty lane. Every time a wagon rattles by, your breath catches, your heart racing — only to sag again when it’s not Caleb’s easy gait or familiar shape rounding the corner. You tell yourself he’s probably just busy. Maybe he lost track of time, or maybe he didn’t get the firewood split in time and he’ll be by tomorrow, arms full and apologizing for making you wait.
That night, you find yourself folding and refolding the same stack of flannels, rearranging the kitchen he left so tidy, just to keep your hands busy. You leave the lamp burning longer than usual, its glow reaching out into the empty yard, as if it might guide him home.
The second day dawns colder. You busy yourself with chores — sweeping, dusting, scrubbing stubborn stains from the old pine table — each task done with more energy than strictly necessary. But every creak of the porch boards, every dog’s bark down the road, pulls you away from your work. You catch yourself peering out the window so often it’s almost embarrassing, each time telling yourself it’s only habit, only curiosity.
By afternoon, you brew tea, pouring two cups without thinking — only to stare at the second one cooling on the table, untouched. Maybe he’s found better company, you think, the old fear slithering into your chest. Maybe that’s why he’s never made a move — maybe you’re the only one who’s been waiting all this time. The idea hurts, sharp and sudden. You push it away with a shake of your head and try to keep busy, but nothing quite fills the silence he’s left behind.
On the third morning, the house feels emptier than ever. The snacks he left — biscuits going a little stale, jam thickening in its jar — sit untouched on the shelf, and you can’t help but feel their presence like a promise that’s starting to fray. You consider walking to his place just to check on him, your hand hovering on your coat for a long moment before you pull away. You don’t want to look desperate. You don’t want to find something you can’t unsee.
Instead, you gather your basket for the market, moving through your morning with restless, fidgeting hands — double-checking your shopping list, tying and retying your scarf, messing with your hair in the glass until it’s just right. Maybe the busy streets will help. Maybe the village will be enough distraction to settle your thoughts, at least for a while.
Still, as you close the door behind you, you linger on the threshold, glancing one last time down the road. The wind tugs at your scarf, and for a moment you let yourself hope — stubborn and aching — that today will be the day he returns, arms full of firewood and apology, smile just for you.
You square your shoulders and start down the path, heart thudding, carrying the hollow ache of missing him like an extra weight with every step.
The road to the market is lined with maples just starting to flame orange, their leaves skittering across the cobbles as you make your way into the village square. It’s busier than usual — a patchwork of shawls and weathered faces, the air full of autumn’s sharp, cider-crisp tang and the murmur of voices bartering over crates of beets and russet potatoes.
You move from stall to stall, weaving through the crowd with your basket on your arm. You pause to select apples from Mr. Doyle, his beard thick with flour from the morning’s baking, and slip a handful of carrots into your basket, brushing the last of the cold dew from their tops. The familiar rhythm of it soothes you a little, each exchange a small anchor, something to do with your hands while your mind wanders restlessly toward Caleb.
At the vegetable stand, Mrs. Hawthorne — the eldest of the village ladies, wrapped in a tartan shawl and smelling faintly of lavender — beckons you closer. Her eyes, pale and sharp as winter, look you over with a mixture of fondness and worry.
“You mind yourself after sunset, dear,” she says, leaning in as she hands you a bundle of late-season greens. “Best not go into the woods alone.”
You blink, caught off guard. “Why? I thought the wild animals backed off this time of year. Isn’t hunting season almost over?”
She presses her lips together, lowering her voice. “Not animals I’m warning you about. Rumors say there’s been…strange things in the woods lately. Creatures, some say. A pack, or maybe just one—no one’s seen it straight-on, but folk are spooked. Ewan Miller’s dog came back limping, and young Tom swears he saw something with yellow eyes last week.” She tucks the greens firmly into your basket. “Don’t let curiosity get you lost, sweetheart.”
You nod, offering her a grateful smile, though a chill pricks your skin despite your thick scarf. For a moment, a cold knot of worry tightens in your stomach. What if Caleb got himself mixed up in something out there? He’s always been drawn to the wild edges of things, stubborn as the trees themselves.
But you shake the thought away, making yourself breathe. Caleb’s stronger than anyone you know, and too practical to go chasing shadows. Besides, there are always stories like this when the nights grow long — tales to scare the children and keep teenagers from sneaking off under the moon.
You thank Mrs. Hawthorne and drift to the next stall, the restlessness in your chest growing. You’re halfway through selecting squash when a flurry of laughter catches your ear. Across the market, three girls wave you over, cheeks flushed red with gossip and excitement.
“Come on, don’t ignore us!” calls Elsie, bouncing on her toes, her braids swinging.
You smile despite yourself, joining them at the edge of the square. Elsie, Lila, and June — girls you grew up with, always thick as thieves, arms looped together now as they lean in conspiratorially.
“What’s got you all so excited?” you ask, setting your basket down.
Lila’s eyes sparkle. “We were just talking about Ada. She’s finally going to confess to Ben at the full moon festival! Isn’t that great?”
You raise your brows. “The full moon festival?”
“Yeah!” June grins. “She’s convinced it’s the only way. They say if you confess your feelings under the full moon, and it’s meant to be, you’ll be blessed with happiness forever.” She makes a dramatic swoon, and the other girls giggle.
You laugh, shaking your head. “You really believe that old story?”
“Why not?” Elsie teases. “My mom says my dad confessed to her under the full moon, and you know how happy they’ve always been. Doesn’t hurt to try, does it?”
You smile, the thought unexpectedly tender. “It sounds sweet. I hope Ada gets her wish.”
Lila leans in, nudging you with her elbow. “You should try it too, you know.”
You blink. “Try what?”
“Oh, come on,” June sighs, eyes wide with exaggerated innocence. “Confess to Caleb, of course.”
You almost drop your basket, rolling your eyes hard. “Oh, please. Why would I do that?”
They gasp in mock horror, Elsie throwing a hand over her heart. “Because, you goose, everyone knows you’re in love with him.”
Lila jumps in, voice full of wicked glee. “Maybe he just needs a little nudge, that’s all. He’s a bit dense, that one. Someone’s got to make the first move.”
You sputter, trying not to blush. “What makes you think I’m in love with him?”
Three pairs of eyes roll in unison. “Oh, please,” they chorus.
Elsie smirks. “You get that look every time someone mentions his name.”
“And don’t even try to deny it,” June adds, grinning. “He’s just as hopeless for you, I swear.”
You open your mouth to protest, but words fail. Instead, you busy yourself rearranging the vegetables in your basket, wishing your heartbeat would slow down.
You glance up, noticing the sky has turned a deep blue, shadows creeping across the square. “It’s getting dark sooner than I thought,” you say, your voice a little too light. “I should get home before I freeze.”
The girls wave, their laughter following you as you cross the square. “Tell Caleb we said hello!” Lila calls after you, and you can’t help but smile, cheeks burning as you hurry away.
As you pass the last of the market stalls, the weight of the day settles on your shoulders. The village feels different in the fading light — still lively, but with something humming beneath the surface, an unspoken energy that leaves you shivering. You clutch your basket tighter, telling yourself it’s only the cold.
The market square’s golden bustle fades behind you, replaced by the sharp, hollow quiet of dusk. You walk quickly, boots crunching over a carpet of brittle leaves, basket held close to your chest. The path home starts wide and lit by the fading glow of the day, fields stretching out on either side, but the further you go, the more the trees crowd in — oaks and maples standing close, their branches knitted overhead to block out the last rays of light.
You swallow, glancing back over your shoulder, the market’s laughter long gone now. Only your own footsteps keep you company — until, suddenly, they don’t.
There’s a crack — sharp, unmistakable — from somewhere in the trees. You freeze, breath caught, heart pounding in your throat. The woods are alive with all kinds of noises this time of year, you remind yourself. Foxes. Deer. Maybe just a branch falling under its own weight.
Still, your skin prickles as you walk on, the shadows stretching longer, deeper. The path narrows, roots knotting up from the earth to catch at your boots. You grip your basket tighter, quickening your pace. Another snap, this time closer — then the unmistakable crunch of something heavy moving in the undergrowth.
You whirl, eyes straining against the gathering gloom. But all you see are trees — black, silent, endless.
“Just a story,” you whisper to yourself, voice trembling. “Just some animal. That’s all it is.” But even as you say it, Mrs. Hawthorne’s warning echoes in your mind: Creatures in the woods. Strange things abroad after sunset.
A low sound joins the chorus of the wind — a deep, wet huff, almost like breathing. Not your own. Heavy. Wrong.
You stumble forward, nearly running now, the world closing in around you. Every shadow seems to stretch claws toward your feet, every gust of wind carries with it the sense of something watching, waiting, just out of sight. Your house is close — you can smell chimney smoke, see the faintest glimmer of light through your kitchen window.
And then, just as you round the final bend, something explodes from the trees.
A wolf, enormous and wild-eyed, its coat mottled with darkness, yellow eyes gleaming with feral intent. It snarls, lips curled back from teeth sharp as broken glass. It stalks closer, each step deliberate, and for a moment, you’re rooted in place, heart hammering so loud you’re sure it can hear.
Then the wolf lunges, springing for you in a flash of teeth and sinew.
You cry out, squeezing your eyes shut, bracing for pain — for the weight of it, the hot snap of jaws—
—but the blow never lands. There’s a brutal crash, a snarl, and suddenly the air is full of the sound of animals fighting, the ground shaking beneath your feet.
You open your eyes to chaos. Another wolf — this one darker, bulkier, its coat streaked with dark brown — has collided with the yellow-eyed beast, pinning it to the ground. You watch, stunned, as it clamps powerful jaws around the attacker’s throat, holding it down with merciless strength. The yellow-eyed wolf thrashes, snapping, but the newcomer doesn’t relent, its eyes blazing.
In the moonlight, you catch a flash — a strange, almost luminous flicker in the second wolf’s eyes, a color you know as well as your own reflection. A swirl of orange and violet, fierce and familiar, like a flame in the dark.
Your breath stutters. For a split second, you could’ve sworn you saw something — something familiar in those wild eyes, a flash of color that tugged at memory. But then you’re running, feet barely touching the ground, lungs burning as you barrel toward your door with the kind of desperate speed only terror can summon.
You fumble with the latch, nearly dropping your basket, and slam the door shut behind you. The sound of snarling fades, swallowed up by the wind and the thudding of your heart in your ears.
You slide to the floor, back pressed to the wood, every limb trembling. You stare down at your hands, trying to steady your breath, replaying the memory over and over. It was just a wolf — two wolves, maybe, fighting in the shadows. But you can’t shake the image of those eyes, bright as embers, almost… almost human in their intensity.
You squeeze your eyes shut, pressing your palms over your face. You must be imagining things — so scared you started seeing what you wanted to see. Deep down, you’d been wishing for Caleb the entire way home, wishing for him to appear out of nowhere, to chase off anything that meant you harm. Maybe that was all it was: your mind playing tricks, painting him into your rescue even when he wasn’t there.
You force yourself to breathe, counting each inhale, trying to find your balance. Just a story, you tell yourself. Just a close call and too much village gossip winding you up.
Still, you can’t quite let go of the hope — the ache — that soon, maybe tomorrow, Caleb will come back, and none of this will matter. That he’ll be standing on your doorstep, grinning, and you’ll forget all about the monsters in the woods.
You hug your knees to your chest, shivering, whispering his name to the dark. Not because you really believe he was out there. Just because you wish, more than anything, that he was here with you now.
That night, sleep is a distant, fickle thing. You burrow beneath your thickest quilt, but it does little to warm the chill that’s settled into your bones. Every creak of the old house makes you flinch; every gust of wind scraping the window sends your heart into a fresh gallop. You stare at the ceiling, eyes wide and stinging, trying to banish the memory of yellow eyes and bared fangs from your mind. For what feels like hours, you lie there, shivering, pulse thudding like a drum in your ears.
Eventually, exhaustion catches up to you. Your breathing slows, your limbs grow heavy, and at last, mercifully, you drift off, carried into uneasy dreams by the soft hush of the wind.
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You wake to a sudden, insistent knocking at the front door — sharp and urgent, rattling you from half-formed nightmares. You bolt upright, heart racing, for a dizzy second not quite sure if you’re still dreaming.
The pounding comes again. You scramble from bed, stumbling as you rush to the door, cold floorboards biting at your bare feet. Your thoughts are a blur: another warning? Someone hurt? The memory of wolves and wild eyes flashes behind your eyelids.
You yank open the door — and there he is. Caleb. Alive, whole, eyes bleary and tired but shining as soon as he sees you. He barely gives you a second to breathe before he sweeps you up in his arms, pressing you close, crushing you against his chest in a hug that feels more like relief than greeting.
“God, I’m sorry—I’m so sorry, pips,” he says, voice thick and low. His arms are all strength and warmth, wrapping around you so tightly you almost can’t breathe, but you don’t care. You cling to him, the world outside shrinking until it’s just his heartbeat against your ear and the familiar scent of apples and woodsmoke sinking into your skin.
He keeps apologizing, his cheek pressed to your hair, words tumbling out in a hoarse rush. “I’m sorry, I should’ve come sooner. I didn’t mean to worry you. I’m here now, I’m so sorry—”
You press your hands to his chest, feeling the solid thud of his heart, and gently push him back just enough to see his face. His hair is a mess, windswept and wild, and dark circles shadow his eyes.
“Hey…” You study him, concern flickering through your relief. “It’s okay, Caleb. Really. Are you alright? You look…” You trail off, not wanting to sound too worried.
He gives you a lopsided, tired smile. “Yeah, I’m fine. Just…got caught up with things at my place, that’s all. More work than I expected. I should’ve come by sooner, I know. I just—” He squeezes your shoulders, gaze searching yours as if afraid you might slip away. “I missed you.”
You nod, heart twisting with a hundred things you want to say — how scared you were, how much you missed him, how it feels like you can finally breathe now that he’s here. But all you manage is a soft, trembling smile. “I missed you too, dummy. I’m just glad you’re alright,”
He brushes a stray bit of hair from your cheek with his thumb, voice softer now. “Let me make it up to you, yeah? I’ll cook you somethin’—your favorite, even. I owe you that much, at least.”
You exhale, your body finally starting to relax, letting yourself lean into him a little more. The world is brighter, safer, in his arms, and for the first time in days, you feel a fragile sense of peace settle over you. Caleb is home. That’s all that matters.
Caleb’s thumb lingers against your cheek for a breath longer, as if he’s reluctant to let go, then he pulls back with a little grin. “Alright, let me prove I remember how to take care of you.” He turns, rolling up his sleeves as he heads for the kitchen. The sound of him moving about — opening cupboards, filling the kettle, the soft clatter of pots and spoons — wraps around you like a blanket, soothing and steady.
You follow him, leaning in the doorway, watching the familiar set of his shoulders as he surveys your little kitchen. He spots your basket, still half-full of yesterday’s market haul, sitting forgotten on the table. He quirks an eyebrow, glancing over at you. “Did you go out yesterday?”
You nod, a little sheepish. “Yeah, I went to the market to get a few things. I guess I forgot to put everything away once I got home.” Your voice falters as you remember why, the memory of last night pressing at the edges of your mind, but you push it aside.
Caleb gives you a gentle, understanding smile. “Don’t worry about it. I’ll take care of it while I cook.” He’s already rolling up his sleeves, making quick work of sorting your vegetables and laying out ingredients with practiced hands.
You try to protest, stepping further into the kitchen. “You don’t have to, Caleb. I’m not a kid anymore—I can help, too.”
He just shakes his head, fond and stubborn, and ruffles your hair as you walk past. “C’mon, pipsqueak. I left you hanging. Let me take care of you and make it up to you, yeah?”
You huff, feigning annoyance but feeling your heart melt at his insistence. “Fine. But only because you make the best chicken soup in the village.”
He grins, eyes warm and soft as sunrise. “That’s right. Now go rest a bit more. I’ll call you when it’s ready.”
You open your mouth to argue, but another wave of exhaustion tugs at you. The comfort of knowing Caleb is here — his voice, his presence, the smell of chicken and herbs already beginning to fill the air — unravels the last knot of fear in your chest. You wander back to your bedroom, letting the sound of him in the kitchen drift after you like a lullaby.
You lie down, burrowing beneath the quilt. For the first time in days, your pulse slows, your limbs grow heavy with something that feels like peace. You listen to the low hum of Caleb humming to himself, the rhythmic chop of his knife, the gentle bubbling of broth on the stove. The world feels safe, held together by his quiet, steady care.
The drowsiness seeps in quickly, soft and weightless. The last thing you hear before you drift away is Caleb’s voice, low and sure, promising, “Almost ready, pipsqueak. Just rest.”
You sleep deeper than you have in days, the exhaustion of the past week finally giving way to the kind of rest that feels almost heavy, dreamless and dense.
When you finally stir, it’s to the gentle feeling of fingers threading through your hair — warm, callused, careful not to startle you.
“Hey, sleepyhead,” Caleb murmurs, his voice low and soft. “The food’s ready. C’mon, you need to eat.”
You blink awake to find him sitting beside you on the edge of the bed, a fond, tired smile pulling at his lips. For a moment, it’s like you’re a child again, safe and cared for, worry banished by his steady presence. He strokes your hair once more before standing, offering you his hand.
“Up we go. Wouldn’t want you wastin’ away after all my hard work.”
You take his hand, letting him pull you to your feet. The kitchen is warm and bright, the table already set. He pulls out your chair for you — gentle and old-fashioned in a way that always makes you feel a little flustered — then serves you a steaming bowl of soup, chicken and vegetables floating in golden broth, a slice of warm bread on the side.
You take a tentative first bite, savoring the familiar, savory taste. It’s everything you’ve been craving. Caleb watches you, eyes intent and bright, the smallest smirk threatening at the corner of his mouth.
“Well?” he prompts, as you reach for the bread. “Good, right?”
You pause, lips twitching. “Hmm. I don’t know…feels like it’s missing something.”
For a split second, worry flashes across his face — genuine, unguarded. “Missing something? What do you mean?”
You burst out laughing, unable to help yourself. “I’m just kidding! It’s perfect, Caleb. You should see your face right now,”
He laughs then, the sound rumbling out of him, but there’s something relieved in it. “Little troublemaker,” he mutters, nudging your arm. “Don’t think I won’t remember that next time you ask for extra honey in your tea.”
The two of you settle into a comfortable silence, the only sounds the clink of spoons and the wind rattling faintly against the windowpanes. You realize then how much you missed this — the warmth of shared meals, the way Caleb makes every space feel like home, the quiet certainty of his presence at your side.
But just as you start to relax, he breaks the silence. “Hey, pips,” he says, voice low, more serious than before. “If you need to go out, wait for me next time, okay? It’s dangerous this time of year…you shouldn’t be alone.”
You glance up, surprised by his tone. “Y’know, Mrs. Hawthorne said almost the same thing yesterday. Something about creatures in the woods.” You try to keep your voice light, but the memory sends a little shiver through you.
Caleb’s expression grows even more somber. “She’s not entirely wrong.”
“But you shouldn’t worry your little head about it, okay? I’ll keep you safe.” He tries for a reassuring smile, but it doesn’t quite reach his eyes.
You hesitate, chewing your bottom lip. “But…yesterday, when I came back from the market—” You swallow, feeling your pulse quicken at the memory. “There was a wolf. Or something. It jumped out of the trees. I think it was following me. It tried to attack me…yellow eyes, just like Mrs. Hawthorne said.”
Caleb goes very still. “Did it…did it hurt you?”
You shake your head, thinking of that blur of fur and teeth. “No. Another wolf appeared, fought it off. I ran for the door. I don’t know what would’ve happened if it hadn’t shown up.”
He exhales, shaking his head. “You got lucky,” he says, voice rough. “But you can’t count on that, not out here. Promise me, pips—stay inside. At least for now. It’s not safe for you.” There’s something haunted in his eyes, something that makes your heart ache and your skin crawl, all at once.
You hesitate, swallowing down your nerves, then let yourself ask softly, “Maybe you could…stay here with me? Just until things feel safer.”
He looks away, jaw working, something unreadable darkening his gaze. For a moment he’s silent, the muscles in his shoulders bunching tight. “I can’t do that,” he says at last, so quietly you almost miss it.
Your heart stings at his words, the old warmth giving way to a creeping chill. You search his face, trying to understand, but he won’t look at you. “Why not?”
He glances up, meeting your gaze for just a moment before looking away again. He’s silent for a moment, searching for words and not finding any. At last he just says, voice rough and low, “It’s just better if I don’t. Right now.”
You’re taken aback by the sharpness of his refusal, by the way he seems to shut you out without explanation. The ache in your chest grows, sharp and unsteady. You swallow, trying to keep your voice steady. “Do you…not like being around me anymore?” The question slips out softer than you mean, all your fear and longing pressed between the words. “Did I do something wrong?”
He looks at you then, startled, pain flickering across his face. “No, that’s not what I—” His voice cracks, rough and urgent, but he doesn’t finish the thought. He only looks away again, jaw clenched, as if any answer he could give would only make things worse.
You cut him off, forcing a smile that feels brittle on your lips. “It’s okay. I get it.” You focus on your soup, stirring it absently. “It’s just…I guess I got used to having you around.”
A heavy silence settles between you, thick with things unsaid. Caleb stares down at his bowl, knuckles white around his spoon, and you find yourself wishing for the easy comfort you had just minutes before.
You finish your soup in silence, appetite dulled by the heavy quiet that’s settled between you. As soon as you’re done, you gather your bowl and stand, carrying it to the sink. Caleb starts to follow, reaching for your dish, but you pull it away, your voice a little sharper than you intend.
“It’s fine. I can take care of myself,” you say, scrubbing the bowl harder than necessary, the clatter echoing in the small kitchen.
He hovers for a moment, the apology written all over his face. “I’m sorry, pips,” he says softly. “I would stay if I could. It’s just…a bad time right now. I don’t want to cause problems for you.”
You keep your eyes on the soapy water, jaw clenched. “Why would you staying here cause problems?”
He hesitates, rubbing a hand over the back of his neck. “It’s just…complicated right now, that’s all.” He tries for a lighter tone, the old cheery lilt in his voice, but it falls flat. “Don’t worry about it, pips. I’ll sort it out.”
But you can’t help worrying. You can’t help the ache settling in your chest, the cold suspicion curling tighter with every awkward pause, every smile that doesn’t quite reach his eyes. Maybe he really has found someone else, you think. Maybe he doesn’t want you around as much as you want him. Maybe you’ve just been fooling yourself all this time.
You rinse the bowl, hands trembling, telling yourself not to cry.
The rest of the afternoon unfolds in slow, uncomfortable minutes. You try to fall back into old routines — putting away the vegetables, tidying up the pantry, folding linens for the coming cold — but nothing feels right, everything feels off. Caleb keeps himself busy, chopping wood outside, stacking it by the door. He lingers in the yard longer than usual, eyes scanning the treeline as if he’s waiting for something — or avoiding something inside.
When you both end up in the same room again, it’s more by accident than intention. He’s sitting by the hearth, rubbing warmth into his hands, staring into the fire. You sit at the table, mending a tear in one of your old scarves, the silence stretching taut between you.
At one point, you reach for a spool of thread that’s rolled closer to him, your hand brushing his as you do. He flinches — just slightly, but enough that you feel it like a slap. He mutters a quick apology, pulling his hand back into his lap, eyes fixed on the floor.
You try to tell yourself it’s nothing. That it’s just your imagination, or that he’s tired, or cold. But the ache in your chest only grows.
The minutes stretch long and thin, filled only by the soft crackle of the fire and the steady motion of your hands as you stitch another worn patch on your scarf. Your thoughts tumble in circles, chasing every awkward silence, every glance that doesn't linger, every accidental touch that now feels forbidden.
You think of Ada and the girls in the market square, their laughter bright as windchimes. You remember how they teased, how they talked about the full moon festival and its promise: confess your feelings beneath the moon and, if it’s meant to be, happiness will find you.
It’s a silly story, but maybe there’s truth in it. Maybe you can’t wait forever. Maybe Caleb really is just… hopelessly dense. Or maybe he’s just waiting for a reason to walk away.
The thought tightens your grip on your thread, jealousy pricking at your heart, fierce and sudden — you can’t bear the idea of him with someone else, not when you’ve always belonged to each other, not when you’ve loved him your whole life.
You glance up, studying him — Caleb, lost in the firelight, features drawn in unfamiliar ways. He looks so much older now, and so much farther away, even when he’s only a few feet across the room.
The silence thickens. You gather your courage, refusing to let it choke you out. “Hey, Caleb… have you heard about the full moon festival?” you ask, your voice more brittle than you mean.
He glances up, caught off guard, something wary flickering in his eyes. “Yeah, I have.” He hesitates, gaze dropping to his hands. “Why?”
You try for a lightness you don’t feel. “Well, I thought it might be fun. We haven’t been together in a while, not really.” You tuck a loose strand of hair behind your ear, heart hammering in your chest. “Unless you…already have plans?”
He looks at you then, really looks — guilt and longing flickering over his face. He opens his mouth to say something, but the words seem to catch in his throat. He shakes his head, almost helpless. “No. No plans.”
But when you press, unable to help yourself, a trace of urgency slipping through, “Then come with me. Please. You owe me a dance, don’t you remember?” he doesn’t answer right away. You try to laugh, to make it playful, but the need in your voice is obvious even to you.
Caleb hesitates, glancing away, jaw working. “I don’t know, pips. It’ll be late by the time we’re home. Crowds, the woods after dark…anything could happen.” His words hang heavy, as if there’s more he’s not saying.
You pout a little, leaning closer, letting your stubbornness show. “Come on. You’ll be with me, I’m always safe with you.” Your voice softens into a plea, your eyes locking with his. “Please, Caleb?”
For a moment, he just stares at you, a silent war raging in his eyes, something fighting to pull away, something else desperate to hold on. He exhales, defeated, his smile tilting sad and soft.
He never could say no to you. He never has.
He sighs, finally letting a small, resigned smile tug at his lips — soft and sad all at once. “Alright, pips. I’ll take you. Haven’t seen you dance in ages.” His voice is gentle, but there’s a rough edge to it, like he’s already bracing himself for something he can’t bear.
Relief and triumph war in your chest — he’s yours, at least for the night. Maybe that’s all you need to remind him. “Good. It’ll be fun, promise.” you say softly.
He nods, and you both fall quiet, watching the fire. You let hope slip into the cracks fear left behind, clutching tight to the belief that if you’re brave enough — if you can just get him to see — nothing and no one will ever come between you.
The sun begins to drop beyond the trees, gold bleeding into violet, then inky blue. Caleb shifts in his spot, glancing at the window, then at you. The old easy rhythm is gone; now every movement is a little too deliberate, every pause a beat too long.
“I should get going now,” he says, pushing to his feet, forcing a smile that doesn’t quite erase the tired set of his jaw. “Got a few things to take care of before it gets too late. But I’ll come by during the days, alright? Try not to miss me too much.”
You roll your eyes, feigning annoyance. “Please, I’ll hardly notice you’re gone.”
But you’re already getting up, following him to the door, heart heavy with things unsaid. At the threshold, you reach out and pull him into a hug — a reflex, one you can’t help, needing the warmth, needing to remember that he’s still here.
He wraps his arms around you, and for a moment it feels almost normal. His embrace is tight, almost possessive, and you melt into him, breathing him in. But then, you feel him freeze — a strange tension shivering through his frame. He leans in, his face burying into your hair, breath hot and shaky against your neck.
You feel his lips graze the sensitive skin there, barely a brush, so light you wonder if you imagined it. He inhales — deep, deliberate, almost desperate. The gesture is so odd, so intimate, it makes your skin prickle, breath catching in your throat. Then you hear it: your name, whispered so quietly you almost think it’s a sigh, the longing in it making your knees weak.
“Caleb…” you murmur, not sure if you’re asking or begging.
He goes utterly still. For a heartbeat, it feels like the world stops. Then, all at once, he pulls back sharply, letting go so fast you nearly stumble.
“I’ll—I’ll see you soon,” he mutters, not quite meeting your eyes. “Take care, pips. Lock the door behind me, yeah? And remember, don’t go out tonight.”
Before you can answer, he’s already halfway down the path, moving with a strange urgency, hands stuffed deep in his coat pockets.
You stand in the doorway, the chill creeping in, watching him disappear into the deepening twilight. Something about today has left you adrift — his warmth and distance, all tangled up, the way he held you close and yet not quite close enough.
You shut the door, pressing your forehead against the wood, trying to make sense of the tangle in your chest. But all you can do is remind yourself that the festival is only a few days away. You’ll confess to Caleb, you tell yourself. You’ll finally be brave.
And maybe, just maybe, things will go back to how they used to be. Maybe he’ll finally see you the way you see him.
As darkness gathers outside and the house settles around you, you cling to that fragile hope, letting it carry you through the night, even as unease lingers, cold and sharp, at the edge of your heart.
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The next few days slip by in a strange, uneasy rhythm. Caleb keeps his promise, showing up at your door every morning, arms full of firewood or fresh bread from the village, always with a small, lopsided smile. For a little while, it feels almost normal: you laugh over breakfast, bicker about chores, share stories by the fire as if nothing has changed.
But then, as if a shadow passes between you, something shifts. Caleb’s gaze grows distant, his answers shorter. He finds an excuse to busy himself — fixing the window latch, sweeping the porch, even cleaning out the old henhouse, anything that keeps him out of reach. If your hand brushes his, he’ll pull away a heartbeat too soon. Sometimes you catch him watching you with a strange, guarded longing that vanishes the moment you meet his eyes.
You try not to let it eat at you, to brush off your own worries. Maybe he’s just tired, you reason. Maybe the coming winter is weighing on him, or the rumors in the village are getting under his skin. You fight not to spiral — reminding yourself of your decision, the courage you’re determined to keep. After all, you’ve come this far. You’ll confess your feelings to him, no matter how much your nerves twist and knot inside you.
A few days before the festival, you tell Caleb not to come by, assuring him you’ll be just fine on your own. He goes full overprotective — lecturing you about locking every door and window, not stepping outside even for a second, promising to check in by dusk. You roll your eyes, teasing him, but you can see the worry clouding his features, deeper and darker than it ought to be. You make your promise, and finally he lets you be.
You spend the quiet hours alone preparing for the festival, nerves fluttering like moths inside your chest. From the back of your closet, you pull out an old dress — ivory linen faded by years but still soft, still familiar. You spread it out on your bed and begin hemming, snipping away worn edges, reworking the skirt until it falls in light, fluttering waves. As your needle moves, you let your mind wander: to memories of Caleb swinging you through summer dances, of his laughter ringing out across the fields, of how you’ve always felt most at home in his arms.
For luck, and for courage, you dig out a small apple-shaped pin — dull silver, a little scratched with age, the one Caleb gave you when you were children. You fasten it to your bodice, smiling at the way it glints in the afternoon light. Carefully, you stitch his initials into the neckline, the letters small and neat against your skin.
You try on earrings, holding them up to your ears in the mirror, twisting your hair this way and that. Nothing feels quite perfect, but you keep trying — braiding, pinning, letting it tumble loose. You practice your smile, steadying yourself against the tremor in your hands.
All the while, your thoughts spin between fear and hope, heart pounding with everything you want to say and everything you’re afraid to hear. The confusion of the past days lingers — a heavy ache in your chest — but it’s overpowered, just barely, by the steady, stubborn love you feel for Caleb. He’s the one you’ve always chosen, even when you didn’t have words for it. He’s the one you’ll choose again tomorrow, no matter how uncertain everything feels.
As dusk begins to settle and the first stars blink awake outside your window, you lay the dress out, fingers trailing over the careful stitches, the apple pin, the embroidered initials. Tomorrow you’ll wear your heart on your sleeve. Tomorrow you’ll finally tell him the truth.
And tonight, you promise yourself, hope will win out over doubt — if only for one more night.
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You hardly sleep the night before, nerves twisting you up and spilling into dreams of moonlit dances and words you never quite manage to say. When dawn breaks, you’re up with it — pacing the length of your small room, unable to sit still. You slip on your newly hemmed dress, smoothing the soft linen again and again until the fabric lies just right. The little apple pin shines in the light; the tiny, secret embroidery of Caleb’s initials hidden at your neckline makes your skin feel feverish and brave.
You twist your hair up and then let it fall loose, unable to decide. You try on three sets of earrings before settling on the smallest, the ones that glint gold in the light — barely noticeable, but precious all the same. You turn in the mirror, studying yourself from every angle, fussing with the hem and the sleeves, wishing you could calm your racing heart. You want tonight to be perfect. You want him to see you, really see you, and maybe — just maybe — choose you back.
You’re reaching for your brush again when a sharp knock rattles the front door. You freeze, pulse leaping in your throat. For a wild second you think about hiding, but then you force yourself to breathe, smoothing your skirt one last time before hurrying to answer.
You pull open the door, and there he is.
Caleb stands framed by the fading afternoon, dusk making his hair look even darker and more unruly than usual. He’s dressed in his very best: a crisp white shirt, clean-cut jacket, boots polished so well they almost gleam. It’s a look you’ve only seen a handful of times — weddings, harvest feasts, those rare nights when the world feels spun with magic. He looks older somehow, taller, heartbreakingly handsome.
But what stops you cold isn’t just his clothes — it’s the way he’s looking at you. Caleb’s gaze travels over you, from your flushed cheeks to the apple pin at your throat, to the soft flutter of your hands at your sides. He’s breathless, you realize, as if he’s just run the whole way here. Or maybe it’s just you who’s suddenly struggling to breathe.
He opens his mouth, closes it, then finally says, voice low and awestruck, “You look beautiful, pips.”
Heat blooms across your cheeks, spreading down your neck, and you glance away, unable to hold his gaze for more than a heartbeat. “Thank you,” you murmur, then risk a look up at him, half smiling. “You…you look nice too. Really nice.”
He huffs a short laugh, the sound gentle and genuine. “You think so? Well, you’re the reason I try to look nice and pretty every day.” His tone is teasing, but his eyes are soft, lingering on you in a way that makes your knees feel weak.
“Shut up,” you say, rolling your eyes, but you can’t stop the smile that breaks through. He grins wider, shoulders relaxing just a little, as if your banter makes the air easier to breathe.
He offers his arm, still looking at you with that searching, almost shy intensity. “You ready to go?”
You don’t trust your voice, so you just nod and slip your hand into his. His palm is warm, callused, and so solid around yours you almost forget how to move. But you do — together, you step out into the cool evening, the festival lights already flickering in the distance. As the door shuts behind you, you feel his hand tense briefly around yours, and you follow his gaze as he glances at the eastern horizon, gauging the slow climb of the moon.
You walk hand in hand down the old village lane, your pulse fluttering like a bird trapped in your wrist. You wonder if he can feel it, if he can sense the tremble in your fingers, the hope and fear running wild beneath your skin. Every step closer to the music and lanterns, your words tangle more tightly inside you, but still — you hold on, determined not to let go.
Tonight, you promise yourself. Tonight, you’ll tell him everything.
The evening air is crisp, carrying the scent of bonfires and sweet, fermenting apples. The village green is transformed — a sea of flickering lanterns swaying from bare-limbed trees, their leaves mostly fallen, swirling in rust-colored drifts along the cobbles. Straw bales ring the dance square, and carved gourds glow with toothy grins and crescent eyes. Children dart through the shadows in wolf masks, their laughter high and wild.
You and Caleb walk slowly, weaving between couples and clusters of neighbors bundled in woolen coats. Every brush of his thumb over your knuckles sends warmth through your body, a steady reminder that he’s real and right here beside you. Above, the moon climbs fat and pale, ringed by drifting clouds, while the music of fiddles and pipes spills across the festival — bright and quick, then low and yearning.
You steal glances at Caleb when you think he’s not looking — at the strong line of his jaw, the way his eyes catch the firelight and turn to gold. Sometimes you meet his gaze unexpectedly and he just grins, like he knows every secret you’re trying to keep.
You catch sight of Elsie, Lila, and June huddled together by the cider booth, their cheeks pink, scarves pulled high. When they spot you, they nudge one another, all wide grins and shining eyes. You raise a hand in greeting, and Caleb follows your gaze, a wry smile on his lips.
“They seem awfully excited to see you,” he murmurs, voice close at your ear.
You nudge him, teasing. “Maybe they’re excited to see you. You look handsome tonight, you know.”
He arches a brow, a glint of mischief in his eyes. “Oh? Maybe I should go say hello, then.”
A surge of possessiveness surprises you — you grip his hand tighter, pulling him closer into the warm press of your side. “No,” you say, trying to sound light, but it comes out almost pleading.
Caleb laughs, the sound rolling through you, low and sweet. “You’re cute when you’re jealous.”
You flush, turning away to hide your smile. “I’m not jealous,” you mutter, but your hand stays in his, tight.
He lets you drag him through the stalls, lingering at the one where candlelight turns silver chains and polished stones into starlit treasures. The night is cool, your breath ghosting in the air, your skin prickling wherever Caleb’s arm brushes yours.
“Let’s get something,” you say, running your fingers over a tray of necklaces, bracelets, pins shaped like leaves and crescent moons. “As a keepsake, so we remember tonight.”
Caleb picks up a necklace with a moonstone pendant, turning it in his big hands. He steps behind you, his presence a steady, protective weight at your back. When he fastens the chain, his fingers graze your skin, lingering just a moment longer than necessary — a touch that feels like a secret. You feel his breath at the nape of your neck — a little unsteady, like he’s trying to ground himself in the moment.
“Stunning,” he says softly, the word a hush just for you.
Your heart stutters as your fingers close around a pin shaped like a wolf’s paw, silver and gleaming. You hold it up between you, cocking your head. “What do you think? It suits you.”
Caleb looks at it, then at you, brow raised. “A wolf’s paw? How does that suit me, exactly?”
You give him a mischievous grin. “Well, you look like a puppy most of the time…but deep down, I think you’re really a wolf.” You reach out and gently poke his chest, laughing softly.
For just a moment, his smile falters and something flashes through his eyes — a flicker of surprise, maybe even fear. But then he recovers, forcing a scoff and a crooked smile.
“Is that so?” he says, voice a little quieter, watching you as if searching for some deeper meaning behind your words.
You shrug, playfully defiant. “Mhm, if you had a tail right now, it’d be wagging. Admit it.”
That draws a real blush to his cheeks — rare and endearing. “You’re ridiculous,” he mutters, but there’s a huff of laughter under his words.
You step closer and pin the wolf’s paw to his lapel, your fingers lingering a moment on the warmth beneath the fabric. “Don’t lose it,” you tell him, looking up at him with mock sternness.
He runs his thumb over the pin, eyes softening as he meets your gaze. “I won’t. It came from my special girl, after all.” The words are quiet, almost shy, and you can’t help the way your cheeks burn at his affection, the world fading down to just the two of you for a breathless moment.
The festival swirls around you — lanterns flickering, laughter rising, music weaving through the cool October air. You feel the heat of him at your side, his hand never leaving yours, the two of you your own little island in the middle of the celebration.
You press a little closer, daring yourself to rest your head against his shoulder for just a moment, and he turns slightly, letting his arm slip around your waist. For a while, you let yourself forget every doubt and every strange silence between you, soaking in the night, the music, and the promise of what’s still to come.
You squeeze Caleb’s hand, tugging him away from the glow of the jewelry stall and the chattering crowd. “Didn’t you want to see me dance?” you tease, tilting your chin up at him with a boldness you hardly recognize in yourself. “Come on.”
He lets himself be pulled along, an easy smile curving his lips. “Alright, alright,” he says, the fondness in his voice making your heart flutter.
You weave through the clusters of villagers until you reach the circle where couples sway together in the open air, lanterns casting ribbons of golden light across the ground. The music is soft, a gentle waltz spun from fiddle and flute, the sound drifting up to mingle with the night breeze. You fit yourself into Caleb’s arms, his hand finding the small of your back, the other still wrapped warmly around your fingers.
For a while, there’s only the two of you — moving together, slow and close, your head tucked beneath his chin. Every brush of his thumb at your waist is steady and sure, and every breath you take is filled with the clean scent of autumn: woodsmoke, crushed leaves, the faintest trace of apples. The chill of the evening is kept at bay by his nearness, his body radiating an intoxicating heat that grounds you in the swirl of laughter and music.
You pull back slightly, just enough to look into his eyes. “At midnight,” you whisper, feeling suddenly shy, “there’s something I want to tell you.”
He smiles, but you catch the briefest flicker of nerves in his eyes, a glimmer of anticipation shadowed by something unsettled. “Why at midnight?”
You glance up at the sky, your cheeks flushing. “The moon has to reach its peak. That’s when the magic’s supposed to happen.” Your words are half teasing, half hopeful.
He huffs a soft laugh, but there’s an edge to it, his voice a shade too rough. “You can’t tell me now?”
You shake your head, heart thumping. “Nope. It’s a secret.”
He leans in, feigning suspicion, but you feel the tension wound tight in the arm circling your waist, his grip a little firmer than before. “What are you plotting now, pips?” he murmurs, his tone warm but breathless, like he’s trying to keep his own secrets locked away.
You only laugh, ducking your head, and let yourself lean into him. “You’ll see.”
The music swells, lanterns flickering overhead, and for a few precious minutes, you let yourself forget your nerves — your world shrinking to the strength of his arms, the steady beat of his heart against yours.
But even as you sway together, you notice the way his body stays taut, how his hand occasionally clenches at your waist, how every so often his gaze darts away, searching the shadows as if he’s counting down the moments. His skin feels hotter than usual, breath tickling your temple, a little too fast, a little too uneven. The music blurs, and all you can feel is the rise and fall of his chest, the tension simmering beneath every touch.
You glance up again, concern prickling along your spine. There’s sweat beading at his brow, a tightness in his jaw, the shallow drag of his breathing. Still, he keeps holding you, like you’re the only anchor he has left.
Caleb’s grip grows tense; his movements, once so effortless, start to lose their rhythm. He shifts his weight awkwardly, swallowing hard, and you can feel the heat coming off him — too much, even for his usual furnace-warmth.
“Hey…” You stop moving, concern cutting through the haze of happiness. “Caleb, are you alright?” you ask quietly, searching his face.
He tries for a smile, but it falters. “I’m fine,” he says, voice a bit rougher than usual. “Just a bit hot, that’s all.” He glances skyward, then back at you, something wild in his eyes.
You frown, glancing at the frosty air puffing from your lips, the swirl of your own breath in the chill. “But it’s freezing tonight…”
You reach for the buttons of his jacket, hands gentle but firm. “Turn around, let me help you out of this,” you say, sliding the heavy fabric from his shoulders. His shirt is already damp, clinging to his skin. You notice the way he flinches when your fingers graze his collar, like even that soft touch is too much.
“Just stay here, alright? I’ll go get you something to drink. Don’t move,” you instruct, pressing his hand before stepping away, casting one last worried look over your shoulder. He nods, but his eyes follow you, haunted, and you catch the way his hands clench and unclench at his sides.
You weave quickly through the throng, pulse pounding as you buy a mug of cider — hot and spiced, steam curling into the night. But when you return, cup in hand, the spot where you left him is empty. The festival whirls on, music and laughter swirling past you, but Caleb is nowhere to be seen.
A knot of worry tightens in your chest. You search the faces in the lantern light, scanning the shadows, but your heart tells you what you already know — something is wrong, and Caleb is gone.
You hurry to the edge of the crowd, searching for any sign of him. Lanterns bob and flicker, painting the blur of faces in warm, dancing light, but Caleb is nowhere to be found. Panic claws up your throat, and you dart over to the nearest villager — a man you recognize from the bakery, half a mug of cider in his hand.
“Did you see Caleb? He was just here—he’s tall, dark hair, blue jacket—”
The man nods, pointing off toward the edge of the festival grounds, where the light thins and the woods begin. “Saw him headin’ that way. Looked like he was in a hurry.”
“Thank you,” you blurt, barely pausing. You leave the cup of cider behind, forgotten, your hands tightening around Caleb’s jacket as you push through the throng, every muscle tight with worry.
You can’t believe he’d just leave. After all his warnings, after the way he hovered over you these last days, how could he be the one to vanish? Anger and fear twist together inside you. Of all people, Caleb should know better. Just a moment — just one careless moment — and he’s gone.
The festival’s music fades behind you, muffled by the trees. Leaves crunch under your feet, the air sharper here, shadows pressing close. The only light is the moon, cold and white, gleaming through a lattice of bare branches. You call his name, voice hoarse with worry, but only the wind answers — rustling, sighing, carrying strange echoes through the woods.
You clutch his jacket tighter to your chest, heart thundering. All the warnings you ever brushed off ring loud in your ears. You can still hear Caleb’s voice — Stay inside, it’s not safe. Don’t go out alone. But here you are, plunging after him, because the idea of something happening to Caleb is worse than any story or rumor.
The woods swallow you, every step drawing you deeper into the dark. Your mind spins with possibilities — had he gotten hurt, chased something off, changed his mind about the festival? Was he angry? Afraid? Or is there something else, something you can’t let yourself imagine?
You keep going, breath clouding in the cold air, every branch and shadow sharpening your fear. “Caleb!” you call again, but the silence feels heavier now, each sound a fresh jolt of dread.
You refuse to stop. You refuse to lose him to the night.
You press deeper into the woods, every sense straining, the sound of his name on your lips echoing hollow in the night. The darkness thickens, broken only by the pale glow of the moon overhead and your own ragged breath.
Then you hear it — a guttural snarl, low and wild, rippling through the branches ahead. You freeze, every hair standing on end, heart hammering against your ribs. The memory of yellow eyes flashes in your mind, the wolf that nearly tore you apart. For a heartbeat, fear roots you in place, but another sound — something like a struggle, metal clinking against wood — drives you forward. What if it’s Caleb? What if the wolf found him, too?
You force yourself to move, stumbling through the underbrush, each step louder than you intend. The noises grow clearer: a rasp of breath, the faintest whine, the unmistakable clang of chains. You call his name again — softer, almost a plea now. “Caleb…?”
You shove through a tangle of brambles and find yourself in a moonlit clearing, breath catching in your throat.
Caleb is there, chained to a broad old tree, wrists bound by heavy iron links. His shirt is half-unbuttoned, chest rising and falling in harsh, frantic gasps. Sweat trickles down his temples, glistening along his collarbones, catching the moonlight in a way that’s almost beautiful, almost obscene. For a moment, all you can do is stare — there’s something raw and untamed in the way he moves, something not entirely human.
He doesn’t see you at first, eyes squeezed shut, jaw clenched as he strains against the restraints. Then, as if he feels you watching, his head snaps up. His eyes meet yours — startling, wild, eerily bright in the darkness, burning with a purple-gold glow. Fangs catch the light when his lips part, and — oh god — his ears, fluffy and sharp, twitch atop his head, blending into the tousled mess of his brown hair.
Your voice comes out barely more than a breath. “Caleb…”
He shudders, the sound of your voice pulling him back from the edge. “Pips.” The name is a rasp, rough and aching, loaded with warning and longing both. “You shouldn’t be here.”
You can’t move, can’t breathe, torn between terror and awe — because yes, you should be running, but seeing him like this, wild and ruined and impossibly vulnerable, sends a strange rush through you, a twist of heat that leaves you dizzy. “I—I don’t understand—”
“Don’t,” he snaps, a note of panic in his voice, the chains groaning as he strains against them. “Don’t come closer.”
But you do. Helpless, reckless, caught between fear and fascination, you take another step, heart hammering, eyes never leaving his face. The moonlight spills over him, illuminating every desperate line, every shiver in his skin, every impossible, beautiful flaw.
You don’t stop. You can’t. Heart pounding, you fall to your knees in front of him, the cold earth biting through your skirt, but you barely notice. All your focus is on him — on the way his breath shudders from his chest, the iron tension thrumming through his body, the way his eyes lock on yours as if you’re the only thing tethering him to the world.
Gently, you reach up and cradle his face in your hands, your thumbs brushing along his burning cheeks. His skin is so hot it almost stings; you feel the fever of his pulse beneath your palms, the way he leans helplessly into your touch.
“Caleb,” you whisper, voice trembling, “how did this happen? Let me help you, please—just tell me what to do.”
He squeezes his eyes shut, jaw clenched, as if even your gentleness is a torment. His voice is ragged, pulled from deep inside, words barely contained. “The night I left—promised I’d come back, remember? I cut through the woods. Something was following me. I thought—” His breath hitches, and he opens his eyes again, the gold in them nearly molten. “I was bit, pips. By the same wolf. The one that attacked you.”
Your gasp breaks the quiet, hand flying to your mouth in shock. “Why didn’t you tell me? Why didn’t you come to me?”
He shakes his head, pain and guilt warring in his features. “Didn’t want to scare you. Didn’t want to hurt you. I tried—I tried to stay away. I thought if I just—” His hands flex into fists, chains rattling, his voice breaking. “You should run now, pips. Please. Don’t look back.”
But you press closer, defiant, your resolve hardening with every heartbeat. “No,” you say, your voice trembling but firm. “I’m not leaving you like this.”
He makes a broken sound, a growl of longing and despair. The chains creak as he leans forward, the movement pulling him taut, his breath coming faster now — thick with need, with something wild barely held at bay. He buries his face in your chest, nuzzling desperately, nose tracing the hollow above your heart, lips parting to taste your skin through the thin fabric. You feel his tongue, hot and rough, licking a path up to your collarbone, his breath coming in short, desperate pants.
Your hands tangle in his hair, and you realize — suddenly, sharply — that he’s hard, his length straining against the fabric of his pants, pressed urgently between you. The shock of it sends a rush of heat straight to your core, your own breath faltering. He groans, low and helpless, hips bucking as if his body is beyond his control.
“Pips,” he chokes out, voice rough as gravel, his lips grazing your skin, rising toward your ear. “It hurts—God, it hurts—please—”
You lean in, forehead pressed to his, your hands trailing down to rest on his thighs, then bolder, pressing your palm against him, feeling the heat and the rigid shape of him through his pants. His hips jerk at the touch, a shudder wracking his whole frame, a soft, desperate whimper spilling from his lips.
You whisper against his mouth, the words a promise, a vow. “Don’t worry, I’ll help you,”
He moans, shuddering, the chains clinking as he tries to pull you closer, lost between pain and pleasure, between beast and boy, everything he is bared raw in the moonlight and your touch.
The sounds he makes — the broken whimpers and the low, guttural groans — send heat surging through your veins, coiling tight in your belly. Each buck of his hips into your palm leaves you trembling, breathless, wanting. You can’t take it anymore. Need outweighs fear; longing eclipses reason.
You gather your skirt in shaking hands, lifting it high as you move to straddle him, your knees pressing into the dirt on either side of his hips. You settle in his lap, the solid, fever-hot length of him pressed flush against your core — only your thin panties and his pants between you, heat radiating, slickness already gathering where you grind against him.
Caleb chokes out your name, eyes blown wide and hungry. His head falls back against the tree, lips parted in a gasp. “God, pips—” His voice is ragged, desperate, almost wild. “Feels s’good—fuck—”
You catch his mouth with yours, silencing him with a kiss that’s all teeth and tongues and shuddering need. His lips are hot, bruising; his tongue slides over yours, deep, more frantic than you’ve ever known. You feel his canines — longer, sharper than any human’s — catch on your lower lip. There’s a sting, a quick pulse of pain as your skin breaks, and the metallic taste of blood blossoms between you.
He freezes, tongue darting to the wound, lapping the blood away with a shiver and a low, broken sound. “‘M sorry,” he murmurs, voice barely more than a growl, licking the taste from his lips, eyes burning with regret.
“It’s okay,” you whisper, brushing your thumb over his cheek, hips rolling down to grind against the length of him. “It’s okay, Caleb.”
He lets out a sound that’s half groan, half sob, straining against the chains. “Wanna touch you so bad,” he rasps, wrists flexing hard enough the iron bites into his skin, arms trembling with restraint. “Ngh—please—”
“You can,” you breathe, nose brushing his, lips ghosting over his mouth.
He shudders, looking at you as if he’s starved, as if he could never get enough. “What if I hurt you—w-what if I can’t stop?”
You cup his face, pressing your forehead to his, voice trembling but certain. “You won’t. It’s okay, I trust you.”
Something inside him snaps. With a guttural snarl, he jerks his arms, metal screaming as the iron shackles give way beneath his strength — links snapping, wrists free. Before you can gasp, his hands are on you, rough and desperate, gripping your waist, yanking you tight against him, holding you like he’s terrified you’ll disappear.
He leans in, voice raw and wrecked, trembling at your ear. “Are you sure about this?”
Your answer is a breath, a prayer, a moan. “Yes.”
His mouth is on yours again, fierce and hungry, hands roaming over your body, pressing you down onto him, making you feel every inch of his longing, every tremor of restraint as it begins to unravel beneath your touch.
Your hands fumble at the button of his jeans, desperate, your breath mingling with his as you finally manage to free him. His cock springs out, heavy and flushed, the head red and leaking, slapping against his taut abdomen. For a heartbeat, all you can do is stare — he’s thick, impossibly hard, and the hunger in his eyes makes your knees weak.
Caleb groans, voice guttural and sharp, and before you can process it, his hands tear at your dress. With a single, savage motion, he rips the fabric clean down the middle, baring your body to the cool night air and his ravenous gaze. The sound of splitting seams is almost drowned out by your gasp, but then he stills, fingers tightening around the collar — his thumb brushing the inside, feeling the tiny stitches.
He holds the ruined fabric up, his initials glinting in the moonlight, eyes wide and wild. “Did you—” His voice is raw, wonder and possession tangled up in every word. “Did you do this?”
You nod, breathless, chest rising and falling, a flush spreading over your skin. “For luck,” you whisper, unable to look away from him, your eyes shining under the silver moon.
He curses under his breath, a growl building in his chest. He brings the collar to his lips, teeth grazing the thread, before dropping his mouth to your chest — breath hot and ragged as he tongues your nipple, nipping and sucking until you gasp.
Then, suddenly, he growls, voice almost unrecognizable. “Turn around,” he commands, and you obey without hesitation, shifting in his lap so your back is pressed to his chest, the thick heat of his cock sliding against your slick folds through your ruined panties.
His arms come around you, possessive and trembling, hauling you close. He lowers both of you to the ground, keeping you pressed tight against him, your hips pinned to his as his breath scorches your ear. “If you keep looking at me like that, I won’t be able to hold back,” he growls, the words sending a full-body shiver through you.
His hand slides down, ripping your panties in one brutal motion, tearing the last obstacle away. You feel him rutting, frantic and wild, the thick head of him sliding through your slickness, coating him in you. The sensation is almost too much — hot, pulsing, the heat of his skin making you arch, a soft cry spilling from your lips.
“Last chance, baby,” he rasps, voice raw, control fraying with every grinding thrust against your folds. “Tell me you want it—need to hear you say it.”
“Yes, Caleb—please,” you beg, your hips rolling back, your voice a breathless plea. “I need you. Need you inside me, please—”
His arms clamp tight around you as he finally pushes in, thick and hard, stretching you wide. Both of you moan, the sound desperate, hungry, echoing out beneath the moon. He buries his face in your neck, teeth grazing your skin, his hips jerking forward until he’s sheathed fully inside, the sensation overwhelming and perfect and wild.
He moves, and you lose yourself in the heat and the feel of him — all restraint breaking, nothing between you now but need and moonlight and the promise that you’re his, that he’s yours, no matter what he’s become.
Caleb moves behind you, every inch of him trembling, his breath hot and desperate against your ear. He’s buried deep inside you, hips grinding, every thrust sending sparks racing up your spine, your body clenching around him — slick, pulsing, stretched so perfectly full it makes your eyes roll back. Every sound he makes — a guttural moan, a rough grunt, a shuddering whimper — fans the heat between your legs, makes you want him all the more.
“You have no idea what you do to me,” he groans, voice thick and wild, his lips pressed to your neck, teeth grazing sensitive skin. “You smell so sweet, pips—thought I’d lose my mind. Being so close to you…touching you—fuck—” His hands are everywhere, gripping your hips, sliding up your belly, palming your breast, possessive and shaking. The frantic drag of his cock against your inner walls has you seeing stars, every movement drawing another helpless moan from your lips.
You can barely breathe, every nerve alive, his rough sounds in your ear, your name spilling from his lips like prayer and plea. “Caleb,” you whimper, his name breaking in the back of your throat as pleasure coils tighter, heat surging up inside you, body desperate for release.
As your eyes crack open, dazed and swimming, you catch a glimpse of the moon above — full, brilliant, at its zenith, silver light washing over the clearing, bathing you both in its glow. The memory crashes over you, sharp and sudden — the reason you came, the confession burning in your chest.
You let go, the words breaking free with a shuddering moan. “I love you, Caleb—God, I love you—”
He twitches inside you, the reaction instant and visceral, a strangled whimper tumbling from his lips as his grip tightens, almost bruising, his whole body shaking. “Say it again,” he begs, voice cracked and raw, desperate.
You arch back into him, head tipped against his shoulder, breathless with need and truth. “I love you,” you gasp, and again, “I love you…wanna be with you—”
He growls, deep and guttural, the sound reverberating through his chest, pressed tight to your back — you feel it inside you, vibrating down to your bones. His hand comes down, fingers finding your throbbing clit, rubbing rough, tight circles, sending you spinning over the edge.
“I love you too,” he groans, voice wrecked and ragged in your ear, hips slamming up into you as pleasure crashes through you both. “More than you know, fuck—”
You cry out together, bodies shuddering, his release hot and overwhelming as he pulses deep inside you, your own climax ripping through you in waves — moaning his name, writhing against his grip, the world narrowing to moonlight, breath, sensation.
He holds you close, buried deep, arms trembling as they anchor you to him. His breath is wild against your skin — harsh, animal, almost desperate.
“Let me mark you, baby,” he moans into your ear, voice gone feral, words tumbling out between frantic thrusts, “Want them all to know you’re mine. Fuck—gonna fill you up, so deep—nobody’ll ever doubt who you belong to.” His hips stutter as he grinds up into you, his cock throbbing, heat flooding you in long, claiming pulses. “Say you’re mine, pips—say it, let me hear you.”
You arch, gasping, body still quivering around him, everything slick and aching and full. “I’m yours—yours, Caleb, always,”
He snarls, rutting into you as if he could bury himself even deeper, his teeth scraping at the crook of your neck, hot tongue laving over your skin as if he wants to bite down, leave you branded. “Fuck—gonna make sure you never forget. Gonna fill you up ‘til you’re dripping with me, until you can’t think about anyone but me—”
You moan, clinging to his arms, feeling his possessiveness echo inside you — raw, feral, worshipful, his need to claim and protect tangled up with love so fierce it leaves you breathless. He stays deep inside, rocking you through every last aftershock, the night echoing with your gasps and his ragged, hungry praise.
For a moment, everything else falls away — all fear, all restraint, all the monsters in the dark. There’s only you and him, tangled together, heart to heart, marked and claimed beneath the full moon.
The aftershocks leave you both breathless, bodies still tangled together, your head falling back against his shoulder as you try to catch your breath. Pleasure lingers in your veins, sweet and syrupy, every inch of you still tingling. Caleb holds you close, his big hands gentle as they skim your sides, touch reverent now.
Slowly, he sits up, gathering you in his arms and turning you so you’re facing each other again, knees pressed together in the grass. He buries his face in your neck, nuzzling close, his earlier ferocity softened into something tender and aching. When he pulls back, his eyes are wide and shining, puppy-soft and searching your face for reassurance.
“Hey,” he whispers, voice low and rough with emotion, “are you okay? Was I…too much?”
You smile, breath catching as you run your fingers through his hair, scratching lightly behind one of the fluffy ears now perched atop his head. He shudders, pressing into your touch, the tiniest rumble of a happy growl vibrating through his chest.
“No, Caleb,” you murmur, meaning every word. “It was perfect.” You can’t help but tease, tugging softly at one ear. “And you’re even cuter like this.”
He startles at your touch, a surprised laugh escaping him, cheeks flushed. “Hey,” he protests, squirming just a bit as you play with his ear, a smile tugging at his lips despite himself. “I’m not a toy, you know.”
You grin, fingers threading gently through his hair, loving the way his whole body seems to melt at your touch. “Could’ve fooled me,” you whisper, watching his eyes go warm and soft, full of you.
A little shiver runs through you as the night air finally settles over your bare skin. Caleb notices instantly, concern flickering across his face. He spots his jacket lying in the grass where you dropped it earlier, and in a single motion, he grabs it and wraps it around your shoulders, tucking you close against his chest.
“There,” he says, voice softer now, lips pressed to your temple, “all warm. Can’t have my girl catching a cold out here.”
You melt into his embrace, letting him hold you, savoring the safe, solid strength of him. He rests his forehead against yours, thumb tracing slow circles along your jaw.
“Let’s go home, pips,” he murmurs. “I’ll stay with you this time, promise. No more running, not ever again.” He kisses you softly, sweet and lingering, a vow pressed into your lips.
You nod, heart full, letting him help you to your feet. He scoops you up in his arms as if you weigh nothing, jacket wrapped tight around you both, and carries you through the quiet, moonlit woods, whispering soft, secret things into your hair — how much he loves you, how he’ll never let you go, how, finally, you’re his and he’s yours, right where you both belong.
Maybe the village stories were true after all, you think as you rest your head against his arm, heart echoing with every promise you made beneath the moon. All it took was one brave confession — and now, with Caleb’s arms around you, you know you’ll share that happiness for all the nights to come.
And as the two of you disappear into the shadows, you know — no matter what changes, no matter what darkness waits beyond the trees — you’ll face it together.
a/n: this felt a little rushed to me i wont lie, i hope u guys like😭 i might revisit this concept one day bc i was feeling romantic when i wrote this but the demon in me wants some freak nasty werewolf caleb smut too
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mated for life
werewolf!caleb x fem!reader
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summary: tonight is a blood moon, the night when werewolves mate for life. back in your tiny town on break from college, you don't suspect anything to happen. but when the moon's mysterious glow draws you deep into the forest, you're in for a sharp-clawed treat.
contains: nsfw, smut, monsterfucking, knotting, unprotected sex (don't be like them!), p in v, oral (f!receiving), lowk primal kink, lowk dubcon (not really), about 8 pages of plot before porn (promise it's worth it), blood and biting, lowk yandere caleb, implied rutting, your bestie is a masc lesbian (and a werewolf), your dad died, caleb is also a mechanic, omegaverse-werewolf au fusion, sex on camera, 9.2k words
The buttery scent of pancakes wafts through the small house, luring you downstairs to the kitchen. Waltzing in, your mom is at the stove, flipping breakfast.
“Morning, Mom,” you say from behind her.
Turning around, she smiles at you warmly and responds, “Good morning, darling.” You set your tote bag down on the island bench.
“Need any help?” You offer.
She shakes her head and insists, “All good, baby. Take a seat. Breakfast will be ready soon.” Obedient, you pull out one of the bench’s stools, the legs scraping against the tiled floor. The sound makes you wince and sends chills spiralling throughout your system.
Sitting down, you prop your phone against the fruit bowl, turn on the camera, and start fixing your hair. But it refuses to be tamed. Ponytail, pigtails, half-up half-down, and you still look like you did when you were six. Grumbling, you decide on a low tail. Rat, it is today.
“Did you have a good sleep, love bug?” Your mother asks while plating the pancakes.
“Yeah, it was alright,” you say lazily while locking your phone and slipping it in your back pocket; the final syllable gets caught in a yawn. With a melodic chuckle, she sets down the steaming pancakes in front of you. They’re all funny-shaped, golden-brown and slathered in butter, making your cholesterol levels screech in terror. You’ve been so good lately, but a little treat won’t hurt, right?
The maple syrup clinks against the marble bench, alongside freshly cut strawberries and cookies and cream ice cream.
“Mom!” You exclaim as she dumps a spoonful of the cold creamy goodness on your plate.
“What?” She laughs. “You love ice cream and pancakes.”
“Mom,” you sigh. “You know, having this much sugar in the morning isn’t good for you. What if I crash out by midday?”
Filling the seat beside you and scooping out some ice cream for herself, she counters, “Consider it as your motivation for today.”
You grumble, “Fine,” while grabbing a handful of strawberry slices and dumping them on your pancakes; you’re confident they’ll make up for your lack of dietary discipline.
Your Mom has a mega sweet tooth. Always has and always will. She used to make you a breakfast like this almost every weekend when you were a kid. But as the years passed, life got busy, and so did she. The last time she went all out for you like this must have been a year ago, just before Dad died.
Ah, the ol’ man. You miss him. Not a day goes by that you don’t think of him, with his eccentric ways and big heart. You were always a daddy’s girl growing up. Every night, he would tell you a bedtime story. But instead of a fictional tale about glamorous princesses and heroic knights, he would tell you myths about werewolves.
But aren’t werewolves fictional? Your Dad sure didn’t think so. They were his life’s work. That’s why he moved here anyway, to your tiny town surrounded by dense woodland. He believed that they lurked amongst the townspeople and investigated several werewolf sightings and suspected activities during his career.
When he died, he left all of his precious journals and unfinished articles to you. He taught you everything you know about a supernatural entity you’re uncertain even exists. Mother says that Dad got too close to the source and was silenced, but you don’t believe that. It’s all some hokey-pokey bullshit to justify the death of a good man.
Mourning his loss brought you and Mom together, but it also tore you apart. And with the significance of tonight, the hairs on the back of your neck are standing up.
Her fork clinks against her plate as she says earnestly, “I want you to be careful when you go into town, alright? And especially when you come back tonight.”
“Mom, it’s just a blood moon,” you huff.
“Exactly. After your Dad died—”
“I know, I know. You can’t lose me. I can’t lose you either, okay?” You sigh, glancing over at her grim face. She stares at you, assessing the weight of your words before returning to her half-eaten pancakes. You do the same, gobbling them up, otherwise you’ll be late for your hangout.
Today, you’re seeing your best friend, Gwen, to get some footage for your film project due at the end of the summer holidays. You’re a year into your degree and have decided to take media production as a free elective this semester. And oh boy, what a mistake that was.
Don’t get me wrong, film-making, podcasting, and photography are cool. But you would rather have a thesis paper due then spend your time off filming shit and compiling it into a short piece.
Your theme is: the sublimity of the mundane. Not an enthralling choice, but you were not about to pick The cyclical nature of existence or The futility of infatuation. That second one, though, you could talk about. A little too much for your liking.
Licking your lips, you stand up and carry your plate to the sink. After quickly washing your hands and fixing your outfit, you grab your bag and run to the door.
“Bye, Mom!” You call as you lock the front door before hopping into your car and reversing out of the driveway.
You and Gwen meet at the heart of the town: the moon statue. The copper and bronze have long since oxidised, turning the monument a deep green. It’s a sight to behold, a wolf howling at the full moon. Pulling out your compact camera, you hit record and tape an eye-level shot of the statue. It’s mundane enough, right? Something beautiful that’s long since lost its shine. And yet, it possesses this magnetic quality.
Lowering your camera, your eyes are glued to the craters of the moon and the wolf’s curves. Unprompted, it calls to you, whispering incoherently in your ears. But you understand.
Do not turn away.
You can hear the wolf howling, its cry to the celestial body above. The pattering of paws on the soil, chasing unity as darkness consumes the land once more.
Mindlessly, you twirl the wolf pendant on your necklace between your fingers. It was given to you by your father on your 18th birthday— the age he said, when werewolves could discover their life-long mates and create everlasting bonds with them. You’d be lying if you said you’ve never thought about the guys your age in town who might be looking for their mate. And fantasised about someone specifically discovering that you’re theirs.
Your thoughts are interrupted by a poke to your shoulder. You gaze up and grin immediately.
“Gwen!” You throw yourself into her muscular arms, basking in her warmth. She giggles in your ear and hugs you tightly before drawing back.
Squeezing your upper arms, she grins, “Missed me, huh?” You shove her playfully, both of you laughing as you start walking along the main shopping strip.
“How’s college been?” She asks. You roll your eyes, making her laugh.
“Busy. But good. It’s just this assignment, you know? I’m actually cooked,” you admit.
She chuckles, “You’ll be fine, Y/n. Smartest girl I know.” You place your finger on your lips, shushing her as you narrowly avoid an elderly couple walking hand-in-hand.
“And you?” You prompt her. Gwen shrugs.
“Oh, come on! How’s your apprenticeship? How’s the shop?”
She huffs, “Same as always. Mr Ropen's car broke down last week—”
“Again?!” You ask in shock. She nods, smirking. You two veer into the local organic café.
Stepping inside, the AC blows cool air over you, providing sweet relief from the hot summer air. You whip out your camera and start recording the food display window and the staff at work.
Gwen stands behind you, sighing, “I told him to give up on it, but he’s a stubborn ol’ codger, ya know?”
You giggle, “I know.” The movement shakes the video a little, so you stop recording and slot your camera back in your pocket. You two waltz up to the counter and peruse the menu, only to order the exact same thing as always.
“A double espresso caramel frappé for me and an iced mocha for the lady,” Gwen winks at the worker on the till.
“Gwen,” you bemoan as she taps her card all cocky. The staff member doesn’t even bat an eyelash as your bestie wraps her arm around your shoulders and leads you over to the little table in the corner by the window; the one you two sit at whenever you come here.
She insists that you sit down while she attends to the drinks, walking away before you have time to protest. Sighing, you scoot closer to the little round table and gaze out the window.
The sun glints off car roofs and the jewellery of passersby. You see familiar faces, like your eighth-grade English teacher, and Gwen’s ex-girlfriend (one of them anyway), as well as unfamiliar faces. It’s been almost a year since you’ve been back here. The last time you returned, it was for your father’s funeral and to support your mother afterwards.
The cloudless sky hunts down your gloominess, vanquishing it as Gwen returns with your mocha in hand.
“Thanks, babe,” you say teasingly.
She grins across from you, “You're welcome, princess.” Taking a sip from your paper straw, you’re met with sugary bliss. You moan in pleasure, giving her twinkling eyes and paying compliments to the chef.
You two chat about life for a while: getting older, inflation, your latest obsessions. Your particularly animated speech about your latest TV show is interrupted by Gwen’s blaring ringtone.
“Sorry,” she apologises as she answers the call. On the other end, you make out that deep rumble you’ve been trying not to think about.
“Fuck off, Caleb. It’s my day off. I told you not to bother me,” your friend snaps.
The awkwardness sets in as you start looking around, attempting to give her some privacy but also yearning to hear Caleb’s voice. Pulling out your camera, you start filming your empty cups and pan to a view of the café.
All the while, Gwen spits out, “You’re not my alph— boss. You’re not my boss, Caleb, so get fucked.” Clearing your throat, you press the stop button and place your camera on the table. You prop it up and hope that the lens is focused on you before hitting record again.
“No! I don’t care if you told the client it would be done by tomorrow. I’m not coming in!” She abruptly stands up, and your eyes go wide seeing Gwen’s rapidly heaving chest. Her chair clanks on the floor, drawing the patrons’ curious eyes as she gives you a look before heading outside.
Several minutes pass before your best friend returns, and she seems positively peeved.
Plonking down in her chair (which you picked up while she was gone), she runs her hand down her face as she grumbles, “Sorry, babe. Caleb’s got a stick up his ass today. I gotta head to the shop ‘n finish up on an ignition coil change. D’you wanna come?”
“Will he be there?” You ask, nervous for her answer.
She groans, “’Course he will, fuckin’ prick.” Chuckling forcedly, you agree to accompany her to the shop.
It’s a quick walk back to your cars, and you tail her through the few streets of your small town. As Xia Automotive comes into view, you’re positive your soul has ascended. You should be thrilled to finally see him, the man you’ve had a crush on since you were 12 years old. Instead, dread pools in your tummy.
Entering the driveway, you park in the back corner. Cutting the engine, you throw your keys on the dash as you mentally prepare for what’s about to happen.
Allow me to clarify, nothing’s happened between you and Caleb.
And that’s the problem.
You’ve been in love with him for years now, but it’s always been one-sided (or so you think). Every time he’s ever acknowledged your presence (eleven times; every single one is recorded in your diary), it was in this older brother manner. And fair enough, he is a few years your senior. But you’re not a little girl anymore. You’re a young woman and you have womanly needs.
Leaving town for college wasn’t only about pursuing a career, but also about getting some breathing room from your parents and Caleb. Moving away gave you the chance to re-evaluate your feelings for him and release them. However, that wasn’t as effective as you were hoping it to be.
You’ve never met a man who rivals Caleb. To you, they merely lurk in his shadow. And it’s not just you. Much of the town’s young ladies loooooooovvve Caleb. He’s so charismatic and friendly. He has this way of making you feel like you’re the only one whenever you’re with him; it’s intoxicating. And obviously, he’s the most handsome hunk around.
There’s just one more problem: Caleb’s strictly celibate. You might be thinking, a man like that? There’s no way. But as far as you know, he’s never… been around, if you know what I mean. No dating, no girlfriends, no hook-ups, nothing. Not for a lack of admirers, but because he claims that he’s simply waiting for the right person.
Bullshit.
“Remember, Y/n. He’s gay,” you say to yourself with your eyes closed, hyping yourself up.
“He’s definitely gay. 110% gay, but in the closet. And he thinks you’re a weirdo.” You add that last part for a confidence boost. Opening your eyes, you gaze at yourself in the rearview mirror with renewed vigour.
“He’s gay,” you murmur with the finality of an affirmation.
Stepping out of your car, you walk over to the shop’s front and duck inside the garage. There are a couple of cars on hoists, while others are missing bumpers or car doors. Avoiding the myriad of tools and tyres, you find Gwen.
She’s in the cramped office, going off her nut at—
“You fuckin’ asshole!” She yells while slamming the door open. Storming over to you, she pulls you into her side and squishes your cheeks together. It’s too late to run now. Out walks Caleb. A furrow in his brow, sweat dripping down his soot-covered arms, black tank and straight cut jeans that cling to his meaty thighs.
You can’t stop your eyes from trailing over his delicious form as your bestie shouts, “Look who I was hanging out with! You interrupted our romantic date!”
Caleb scoffs, “Please, Gwen. Like you’re her type.” He folds his arms across his chest, muscles flexing as he grits his teeth (you almost drool). Those sleep-deprived eyes rest on you, drinking you in as much as you did him. You feel hot beneath his gaze, the blood rising to your cheeks despite your efforts to will it away. The last thing you want is to look like a red-faced loser in front of your crush!
Gwen almost growls, “I could be.”
“Gwen!” You squeak.
Her callused fingers press harder into your cheeks as she snickers, “Don’t forget, Caleb. We’re best friends. There’s nothing we don’t know about each other.” Leaning down, she nudges your temple with her nose, grinning widely. The sight makes the vein in Caleb’s jaw pop. He’s clenching his teeth so hard that you think for a moment you can hear them grating against each other.
“Gwen,” you whine. The sound is needy, erotic, almost. It makes Caleb’s eyes widen. Only he should be making you elicit those kinds of sounds—
“You proved your point, okay! You’re super hot!” Chuckling throatily, your best friend releases you. You stumble forward, but catch yourself quickly. The way Caleb steps closer reflexively doesn’t go unnoticed.
Gwen ruffles your hair as she beams, “Why don’t you tell Caleb about how we used to shower together?”
“Gwen!!” You shriek, certain that your face is so red you could tell people you just ran a marathon.
Caleb’s voice booms over the buzzing of drills and clattering of ratchets as he commands, “Go to your station, Gwendolyn.” Ouch.
“Tch. Whatever,” she grumbles, trudging off to a beat-up blue car nearby.
For a long moment, you avoid Caleb’s piercing gaze. He’s gay, he thinks you’re a weirdo, he’s gay, he thinks you’re a weirdo, you repeat in your mind.
You flinch as he says sternly, “Is that true?” Gazing up at him, you blink dumbly.
“What? Oh, uh, well, yeah. I mean, like, we um showered together when we were kids, yeah,” you reply sheepishly. If Caleb didn’t think you were a weirdo before this, he must think you’re one now.
He presses on with, “Just when you were kids?”
You laugh awkwardly, “Well, duh, like, we’re not… involved if that’s what you’re thinking.” Caleb nods, analysing your words while scrutinising your behaviour. How you shift uncomfortably on your feet and gnaw at your lower lip. That drives him up the wall, especially with the blood moon tonight. Finally, he huffs, his shoulders slumping and features relaxing as he draws closer to you.
He seems to be back to his usual self as he remarks, “I didn’t know you were back in town.”
“Yeah,” you mumble, rubbing your neck as you glance down at your feet.
“Miss me?” He jokes. But it’s not really a joke, neither to you nor to him.
“Of course I missed you,” you respond with a little too much sincerity. You hope it goes over his head (and unfortunately for you, it doesn’t).
Fidgeting with your wolf pendant, you say nervously, “I should, uh, let you get back to work. You seem really busy.” Caleb shakes his head, shifting even closer to you. There’s barely a hair’s breadth between your bodies now, making your heart race.
“You've been okay?” He asks, concerned. His hand raises, long fingers just touching a loose strand of your hair.
“You look a bit tired,” he states. Pulling back, you don’t miss the hurt flickering in his violet eyes.
You brush it off with, “I could say the same about you.” The crease in his brow returns as his hand drops to his side.
“What’s with the attitude?” He counters, an undercurrent of annoyance in his tone. You shake your head and avert your eyes to the office behind him. Pin board with paperwork, cluttered desk— Caleb moves to the side, blocking your view of the private room and filling it with himself instead.
You bluff, “There’s no attitude. I just don’t wanna bother you. Like, we’re not even friends, you know?”
“Can you even hear yourself right now?” He retorts, jaw tight.
Meeting his harsh gaze, you mumble, “What?”
“We’re not even friends? Is that what you think?” He reaches out and grabs your upper arm, squeezing the fat and muscle firmly in his rough palms.
“Caleb—”
“Forget it.” He lets go of you as quickly as he took hold of you and moves back, putting much-needed distance between you two.
He sighs, pissed off with himself, “I’m sorry, pips. Just had a hard day. Why don’t I order you some takeout? It’s already one.”
“Oh, no, that’s okay,” you try to convince him, waving your hands in a dismissive gesture. But it doesn’t get through as he whips out his phone and starts dialling your favourite noodle place (there’s only one in town). He orders your favourite, unprompted and recited from memory (one conversation you had when you were in ninth grade and were asking him to show you how to use chopsticks properly). Flashing you a captivating grin, he leaves you to your own devices as he resumes fitting a new car door.
You dart over to Gwen and scold her for making you two look like a couple in front of Caleb. But she doesn’t apologise. Instead, she rambles about how much of dick he is until your food arrives. The delivery driver drops it off by the front counter, and you pick it up from the receptionist.
Heading back over to your best friend, she grumbles, “How come you get to eat and I don’t?”
You giggle, “’Cause you’re working.”
“Mouthy shit.” That makes you laugh harder.
The rest of the afternoon goes by smoothly. After enjoying your takeout, you bid Gwen adieu and even stop briefly to say goodbye to Caleb and his Dad, who’s the head mechanic and owner of the shop. Next, you drive around town, stopping at all of the spots you think are worthy of being filmed for your project. You even snag a still of the sunset over the trees from a nearby lookout point.
By the time you return home, it’s dark out and you’re absolutely exhausted. Taking off your outside clothes, you flop down on your bed before groaning about showering.
The night is balmy, heat sticking to your freshly cleaned and moisturised skin as you pull on your sleep shorts and a tank top. You feel uncomfortable, suffocated, even as your ceiling fan cooks you like a chicken in a fan-forced oven.
As the sky gets even darker, the humidity shows no signs of letting up. It’s around 8pm when you decide to record an update for your short film. You turn your drawers inside out and search your day clothes anxiously for your camera. Sighing, you grab your car keys and make your way downstairs, reasoning that you must have left it in your car earlier. You slip on your slides before heading out.
Unlocking your car, it doesn’t take long to find your lost possession (it was in the glovebox). Straightening up, you lock your vehicle and start walking back to the house when you see it.
High in the sky, shimmering like a ruby… or a pearl dipped in blood. The moon, a total lunar eclipse. It takes your breath away. Magical. Your hands move on their own, pressing record and holding the camera up to capture the natural wonder gazing down upon you. It calls to you, something buried, primal.
Come closer, child.
You obey mindlessly, like an angel to God’s commands. Your feet carry you into the woods beside your house, through the shadowy shrubbery with no map. Your heart pounds in your chest, the rushing of blood deafeningly loud in your ears as you avoid trees and duck beneath branches.
Holding your camera steady, you film your journey into the wilderness. You seem to know the way; some ancient knowledge awakens and guides you to the moon. Time seems to stop as the woodland chatter surrounds you, the crickets’ croaking and occasional hoots not instilling the fear inside you that they should be.
Soon, you reach a small clearing. It’s not even a clearing, more like a small circle of unoccupied grass in the midst of thriving vegetation. You stand there, camera facing skyward as you zoom in on the celestial body above. The stars decorate the black sky, but their light is inferior to the central glowing beauty.
The animals’ buzz quietens, near silence rippling throughout your surroundings before you hear it. Twigs snapping and the violent rustling of shrubs. You have no time to react before it’s upon you.
Fur, brown fur, you make out in the dim moonlight. But such a discovery is marred by your screams as it slams into you, sending you to the ground as sharp teeth sink into your neck.
Blood, your blood, coating its muzzle as it rears back. In a frenzy, the creature bites you again and again. Its teeth carve its mark into your neck and collarbones before trailing down one arm. The woodland hum picks back up, loud but not loud enough to mask your cries of pain.
Rich, purple eyes lock on yours as it chomps on your bicep. Your very life force forms a ring around its gums and trickles down those sharp canines as it lets up.
“A-ah,” you groan, tears rolling down your cheek as it stares at you, long pink tongue lapping at your spilled blood.
It growls, like it’s defending its territory. Your sorrow obscures your vision, but make no mistake. It’s clear what creature has attacked you.
A werewolf.
Dipping its head, the wolf licks up your arm and décolletage, not letting one drop of blood go to waste. Pain throbs throughout your entire being, yet the repetitive lapping of your wounds is soothing, almost like it’s cleaning them. How considerate.
The creature paws at your tank top, sharp claws tearing it to shreds. You scream as the hot air hits your exposed skin, some of your most prized possessions on show. Your arms shoot up to your chest and cover your breasts, but the wolf doesn’t like that. It growls at you, teeth bared and red drool dripping from the corners of its mouth.
You shake your head frantically, but it doesn’t care. The werewolf nuzzles your crossed arms, eventually pushing them aside before licking your breasts. It laps at your nipples, switching from one tit to the other indecisively. You push at its broad shoulders, only to find a solid wall of muscle and soft fuzz.
“Please!” You cry out as it nips on the fat of your breast, drawing blood. Grabbing its head, you attempt to push it off, but to no avail. Those wild eyes gaze up at you, observing your every reaction.
Shifting to your other breast, it bites again, but more gently. Your breath catches in your throat, only a red mark left behind while crimson trickles down your other nipple. You wriggle beneath the werewolf’s large body, trying to escape. Noticing your efforts, the beast drops its weight onto you, keeping your legs and hips in place.
Its searing mouth closes around your small bud, and you scream, waiting for it to bite your nipple off. But instead, the werewolf rolls its tongue around it. And for a second, it almost feels… good.
In your anaemic daze, you’ve convinced yourself that this is pleasurable. Pathetic. But, as the creature sucks on your sensitive peak, a moan is torn from your throat. The sound echoes throughout the night, so breathy and desperate, you’re unsure if it was yours.
Right now, the ecstasy coursing through your veins feels pretty real.
Those razor-sharp claws scrape down the smooth skin of your tummy. The wolf is careful not to scratch you, the sensations instead adding to your growing panting and muffled whines. No longer are you pushing it off. Now, you’re pulling it closer, scratching beneath its pointed ears.
The creature pulls off your tit and shakes its head from side to side, like a dog does when it sneezes. The gesture makes you giggle a little.
All of the fear you’d been feeling is swiftly melting into liquid heat, swishing about your limbs and draining to your cunt. Again, you scratch its ears, making the werewolf purr. It’s a low, rumbling sound emanating from its chest. The hum puts you at ease while you stare into its galaxy eyes. Your body eases into the grass, and your breathing stabilises as a silly idea comes to mind.
The werewolf’s eyes are just like Caleb’s. Deep and dazzling. You’re curious what would happen if you called it his name. Would the creature know what you’re saying? How would it respond, if it responded at all? Does the creature already have a name?
It leans forward, its furry chest against your soft, bloodied one as it nuzzles your cheek. The werewolf’s purr resonates with your heart, the vibrations reverberating throughout your body. It licks your cheek, and you cup its muzzle as you laugh. Turning your head, it licks your lips.
“Did you just kiss me?” You ask it, not really expecting a response. But the wolf makes a noise, which you assume to mean ‘yes’ as it laps at your lips again.
You stroke its head, your fingers running through its mane. The wolf’s purr grows louder as it begins licking your neck again. You wince, fingertips pressing into its shoulder blades as its hot tongue makes contact with its bite marks.
Back down your body, the werewolf laps and carefully nibbles. Each time its teeth make contact with your delicate flesh, you cry out in pleasure, not pain. As the creature reaches your hips and rips off your shorts, you’ve never felt more self-conscious. Your thighs squish together, teddy bear panties not safe from the wolf’s hunger.
It grabs your knees and separates them, the power of its grasp demanding compliance. The werewolf lifts one of your legs and brings your calf to its snout. You’re expecting another cautious lap of its tongue, but instead, it bites down hard into your muscle. You scream, body recoiling, but its grip is vice-like, keeping you right there to satiate itself.
“Please stop! It hurts!” You wail, a new batch of tears welling in your eyes. It pulls off your flesh and licks the wound before travelling down to your inner thigh. There, it etches its teeth into your soft flesh again, but briefly this time. You sob as the wolf looks up at you. For a second, you think you see a crease in its brow, dissatisfaction on its face at your agony. It prods at your fat with its wet nose affectionately before reaching your most sensitive spot.
Moments pass as you stare at each other. Your heart thumps in your throat, and you wipe your eyes, but more tears come. You’re sure it didn’t mean any harm; it’s just marking what belongs to it. But still, the pain is insufferable.
The werewolf maintains eye contact as it leans down, damp nose on your cute cotton panties. It takes a whiff, pupils dilating slightly from your intoxicating scent. Shamelessly, the creature sniffs up and down your clothed cunt, nose tip pressing into the growing wet patch at your entrance.
You can’t help it! If you could, then you would, but once again, your anguish is transforming into burning desire.
The wolf licks up your panties, tasting your arousal through the flimsy fabric. Its tongue is so wet and spit spills from its mouth, ecstatic to be intimate with you; your underwear turns translucent. The werewolf is content to lap at your covered pussy for a short while… until it yearns for more.
You shudder as its claw cuts through the fabric. Pulling your ruined panties off, you gasp, your cunt bare to the creature. Your slick glistens beneath the blood moon, pussy so perfect in the glowing light. The werewolf gazes at you hungrily, eyes asking for consent. You nod, and that’s all it needs to dive in.
Your back arches as you scream, your hands flying down to grab at its long fur. The pleasure is unreal. Completely blinding, you can barely keep your eyes open as the wolf’s nose bumps your clit before it licks and sucks the little nub.
If someone told you three hours ago that you would be trusting your most private parts to a werewolf, you would have made fun of them for how insane they are. But now that you are, you wouldn’t have made any other choice. Do you belong in a mental asylum? Probably. But, do you belong here? Right now? Beneath this hungry beast devouring your cunt like it's the finest meal the creature has had in days? Absolutely.
Its tongue slips into your hole, and you swear you’re delusional. There is no way you’re not dreaming. But as your head lolls to the side, you catch a glimpse of your compact camera. That’s right! You must have dropped it when the werewolf body slammed into you.
Forcing your eyes to stay open for more than two seconds is no easy feat, but you manage to do so long enough to realise that the lens is facing you and the rather lewd undertakings you’re engaging in. Now, that’s two things you weren’t expecting to add to and cross off your bucket list. 1) Have sex with a werewolf and 2) record yourself having sex (with a werewolf). Your damn camera better be recording all of this or—
“F-fuck!” You moan, your hips bucking into the creature’s ravenous mouth. It doesn’t fatigue, too caught up in the bliss of consuming your slippery cunt.
The wolf keeps licking and sucking and fucking your hole with its tongue and repeating the entire cycle over and over until you’re screaming, “’M gonna cum! ‘M cumming!” And cum you do.
Never before have you experienced such an intense orgasm. The pleasure spasms throughout your body, making you shake on the werewolf’s tongue as you finish all over its face. It growls and groans into your fluttering pussy, licking up your juices like they’re the sweetest nectar. The wolf doesn’t stop until you’re begging it to from overstimulation.
“Please! Please, please, it’s too much,” you whimper, trying to scoot away from the beast. But it holds you steadily in place, not allowing you to move an inch away from its hungry tongue.
You cry out while pulling on its ears, “Please! Please! You’re hurting me.” The werewolf seems to sober up. It draws back, muzzle soaked in your slick and glancing up at you. You shiver as its tongue, the tongue that was just inside of you, darts across its snout to clean itself up.
The creature climbs back up your body, taking a moment to suck on your tits before nuzzling your jaw tenderly. You pat its head and scratch its ears lightly as a reward.
“That felt really good,” you pant, your noses bumping together. Its chest heaves, sticky-warm exhales fanning across your face. That heavenly tongue licks your lips, effectively distracting you from its paw pumping its canine cock. The other grabs at your thighs and hooks one leg over its hip. Your spine curves as a guttural moan is torn from your throat at the sensation of his tip running up your slit.
Wrapping one arm around its shoulders, you gaze down, your forehead bopping its snout. You can make out its girthy cock in the shadows, and promptly realise that the werewolf is not an ‘it’ but a ‘him’. He circles your swollen clit with his angular tip, making you whimper at the sensitivity. It’s painful, but addictive at the same time.
Lying back, you cup the creature’s face with your free hand and murmur, “I want this. I want you. Please.” You cry out as his head pushes inside your tight hole. He growls, the sound carnal as he slides further in. You can feel every vein and ridge rubbing against your gummy walls. The way his cock slims and then curves out takes you by surprise. Your moans are uncontrollable as you reach the fattest part, and then it tapers toward the base.
The werewolf nuzzles your temple with his nose, just like your friend did to you earlier today. Her affection was innocent, but his was claiming. It's a gentle gesture, but with how his cock keeps sliding in, it feels like he’s conquering your body and soul.
Bottoming out is a blessing, because if he was any longer, you would have been severely fucked. But oops, you’re still going to be. And you realise as much when he starts rutting into you. No buildup to the main event, he’s fucking you at a brutal pace with considerably brutal force. His hips force every breath out of your lungs. He pummels you into the grass, fucking you so hard you could dig yourselves into a hole.
Those twilight eyes stare at you, and the werewolf groans, “Sorry.” It’s barely comprehensible, the syllables slurred and rough, like it got stuck in his throat on the way out. But you understand just fine.
The squelching of your sex rings throughout the night, joining the choir of chirps and buzzing from all around you. Natural, that’s what this feels like.
Between your incoherent whines and moans, you register that not only are you fucking a werewolf, you’re fucking a werewolf during a blood moon. Meaning, you’re not only fucking, but you’re mating, for life. However, the werewolf is no stranger. He’s familiar and as warm as you always hoped he would be.
You gasp, “Caleb!” after a particularly rough thrust. Those violets widen, and he stops, his jaw slackening as he stares at you like a mad woman. Moaning, you wiggle your hips, desperate and proud of it for his cock. He shakes his head and licks your lips; a loving kiss.
You mewl, “Caleb, it’s okay. I… I want you to keep going.” He gazes at you for another moment, his cock throbbing inside your snug cunt. You moan, feeling his pre dripping into you.
“Please,” you whine. He drops his head and rests it in the bitten crook of your neck before resuming his back-breaking thrusts. Your legs tighten around his hips, ankle digging into the dimples above his ass to keep most of his length inside.
He grunts against your skin, claws digging into the ground beside your head and tearing up the shrubs. You’re sweating, his body insulating yours and making your skin all sticky. Your fingers tug at his soft brown fur, anchoring yourself to this plane of existence as your release nears. His pelvis knocks your clit, making you jolt in pleasure.
“Please, Caleb! Right there, baby,” you whimper, your body starting to shake from exertion and blood loss. He lifts up, one hand snaking down between your bodies to circle your needy bud. Even if Caleb can’t fuck you gently right now, he remains careful when rubbing your clit, ensuring his claws don’t snag on your delicate folds. It only takes a few more tight circles until you’re falling over the edge into sweet oblivion.
Screams and cries of pleasure pour forth from your pink lips, unrecognisable as yours but distinctively erotic. And as soon as you’re cumming, Caleb’s cumming, too.
His knot swells rapidly, locking your bodies together as he spills bucket loads of white hot release into you. It fills your womb, making it impossible for you not to get pregnant (or at least he hopes so). Growls rip out of his chest, interjecting a residual purr.
The moon bears witness to the consummation of your mate bond, sealing it in blood and cum (what a mix). The hot air sears your damp skin. You’re burning up beneath Caleb as he collapses on top of you, muscular arms tight around your smaller frame. His heart beats as rapidly as yours, together, in sync. It keeps you tethered through the ecstasy-induced delirium.
Your injuries are catching up to you. It’s clear like the obsidian sky above as Caleb feels your hold on him weakening. Driven by his own insatiable hunger, he wants to go again and again until sunrise. But you’re losing consciousness. And he can’t talk right now. So he chooses the next best option and licks your cheek.
You giggle quietly, the sound airy and concerning. He draws back, paws on either side of your face as he gazes at you worriedly. You’ve got this blissed out smile on your lips as you encircle his wrist with your fingers. His cock twitches inside of you, making you moan softly.
“I love you,” you sigh, your eyes closing from exhaustion. Oh, how he wishes he could return your words! But he can’t, not on a night like this, when his animal instincts are at an all-time high.
The last thing you hear is a hushed whimper from your werewolf. It pulls on your heartstrings, sparking a yearning within to kiss his pain better. Feeling heavy, you drift off into a dreamless slumber.
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Warmth. Your hand is warm. No, your hand is hot; it’s **the rest of your body that is warm. The ground beneath you is soft, moulding to your curves, like a mattress. Birds chirp in the distance, and a pillow cushions your head. Your pillow, you can tell by the silk case.
Groaning, you roll onto your back; whatever was keeping your hand blazingly hot is absent now. There’s a dull ache spreading throughout your body, throbbing like you got hit by a truck. Or worse.
Memories of last night fill your mind. Fragments of the blood moon and the werewolf attacking you surface and morph into desperate, forbidden sex. It-it couldn’t be real. You’re in complete denial, despite the pain you’re in. Because there’s just no way you fucked a werewolf. AND there is certainly no way you fucked a werewolf who you thought was Caleb.
Fluttering your eyes open, you sincerely hope that all of that was a dream. But as you try to sit up, reality crashes down upon you.
“No, don’t move.” You groan in confusion as you’re gently pushed back down on the bed by your shoulders, a swathe of brown hair clouding your vision.
“Caleb,” you croak out. He cringes at how hoarse you sound. Pulling back slightly, you two stare at each other. His tired eyes swim with anguish and concern, while you’re certain yours are filled with confusion.
Sitting on the edge of the bed, he murmurs, “How’re you feeling, pips?”
“Sore,” you admit. He nods, guilt weighing on his conscience. Leaning over, he grabs a cup of water from your nightstand and helps prop you up enough to drink it. The crystal liquid is cool; it soothes your parched vocal cords and replenishes some of your strength. He sets the cup down as you lie back and glance around your room. It looks exactly how it did when you left last night.
You ask confused, “What happened last night? Why’re you here?” Panic flickers across Caleb’s handsome face, but it’s long gone before you can mention it.
He clears his throat before answering with a question of his own, “How much do you remember?”
You laugh dryly, averting your eyes to the fluffy blankets covering your body, “Too much.”
Caleb commands you, “Tell me.” Your brow creases as you try to sit upright again, but he holds you down once more.
“Can’t you tell me like this?” His tone isn’t as harsh this time. You sigh, giving up on your futile attempt at autonomy. With one hand, you lift the cosy blanket just enough to see the bandages peeking out of your haphazardly thrown-on night gown. Last night really did happen then, huh?
“I, uh, got lost,” you say, avoiding his gaze.
Caleb scoffs, “You got lost?”
You grumble, “What’s it to you? And you didn’t even answer my initial question. Why are you here?” Side-eyeing him, you catch how he rolls his eyes and his shoulders tense up.
He sighs, “Are you always this stubborn?”
“Caleb,” you groan. You two have never fought before. There’s never been a cause to, unless you count the disagreement you had at the shop yesterday. But even this didn’t feel like a fight, more like you two dodging around something you both remember. But there’s no way he knows what you were up to. Or should I say who? That couldn’t have been him, could it?
The werewolf had responded fondly to the name, but… But what?
Recalling your mantra (he thinks you’re a weirdo), you gather up the confidence to ask, “Was that really you last night?” You two gaze at each other for a long moment, assessing whether to come out and say it or continue beating around the bush.
He gulps, “So you remember then? What happened between us?” You nod, rendered speechless as you process the very real fact that 1) Caleb is a werewolf and 2) you’re mated to him for life.
Before he can say anything else, you chime in, “But I don’t understand. Why did you bite me? Why did you… do that with me?” He shakes his head, elbows on his knees, as he looks away to compose himself. His father is going to skin him alive once he finds out what Caleb did with you last night. But it’s worth it, because now, Caleb’s golden girl belongs to him.
“You’re my mate, always have been,” he finally shrugs, still averting his eyes to the ‘bewitching’ carpet. A quiet descends upon the room as you wait for him to continue, but Caleb is hellbent on doing literally anything else.
You ask, “How long have you known?”
He chuckles, but there’s no real joy behind it, “I’ve always had a feeling, but I didn’t know until you turned 18.” Meeting your eyes again, he explains, “Both mates have to be 18 before the bond is recognised. It protects both parties in situations like ours.”
“Oh,” you mumble. But then—
“Why didn’t you say anything?” You frown.
“Say anything?!” Caleb echoes. “What was I supposed to say? ‘Hey honey, by the way, I’m a werewolf and we’re destined for each other’?”
“That’s not what I mean,” you mutter while shaking your head. “You could have gotten closer to me. Texted me or something to make it more reasonable.”
“Reasonable?! What? Is our bond not reasonable to you?” He counters angrily. He’s never acted like this with you before.
Your voice is small as you say, “It’s so sudden. I didn’t expect you to reciprocate my feelings, is all. You could have clued me in earlier, is what I’m trying to say.” Seeing the way you shrink into your blankets, his heart pangs. All of his frustration dissipates as he turns to face you, one hand reaching out to rest over your heart beneath the covers.
“I’m sorry, baby. I didn’t mean to scare you. I just… It’s just hard for me to control my emotions right now, okay?” He stares at you with puppy eyes, seconds away from getting down on his knees to beg for your forgiveness.
He continues in the same sorrowful tone, “But that’s not an excuse, I know. You’re right, I should have been more direct with you when I found out.”
“Why didn’t you? I mean, surely, you must know how I feel about you?” You pout. Caleb shifts closer, his hand on your chest now holding your cheek.
He explains, “I didn’t want to intrude on your life. You had so much going on at the time, with your Dad passing away and heading off to college.”
You accuse him, “So you let me suffer alone?”
“No! That’s not— Pipsqueak, I would never. You had Gwen. Throw me into the mix and it would have been too much.” Caleb’s breathing shallows, his heart thumping heavily in his chest.
He reassures you, “But I was always around, honey. Almost every night when you were still here, I was watching over you.” That seems to have the opposite effect of calming.
“You were watching me?!” You exclaim.
Caleb groans, hyper-aware of the hole he’s digging himself into, “No! Well, yes, but it was for your own safety.” More like for soothing his anxiety, but close enough, right? You stare at him, unsure of how to proceed with this new information.
“That’s how your father got into trouble,” he says earnestly.
“What? What does any of this have to do with my Dad?” You ask, pitch rising as your nerves do.
Shit! Caleb’s always been so good at concealing things, but now that you’re here, he’s incredibly awful at it.
He rubs the back of his neck with his free hand as he starts explaining, “He knew I was watching you. I knew he knew. And when I didn’t show on the blood moon, he came looking for me—” He stops abruptly, contemplating whether to continue telling this story.
You wrap your fingers around his wrist, just like you did last night, while gazing at him with serious eyes.
You say sombrely, “Please. If you know what happened to him, then please tell me.”
Your mate sighs, “Pips—”
“Please, Caleb! Please,” you insist.
His Adam’s apple bobs before he leans back and continues, “We were partway through a ritual when he stumbled upon us. I tried to reason with the elders, but they wouldn’t listen. The rumours surrounding our town are bad enough. If anyone found out about what we are, you can imagine the kind of damage it could do.”
“And, so you killed him,” you conclude, a lump forming in your throat.
Caleb’s eyes widen as he exclaims, “No! I mean, I didn’t kill him, no.”
“But, the elders. They decided his fate,” you choke out, tears bubbling along your waterline.
His shoulders slump as he murmurs, “Your dad was unshakeable once he got a lead, you know that, pips. If the elders didn’t do something, our secret would have been out by dawn. I don’t support their decision, but it’s justifiable.” You can’t hold back your cries any longer. They spew forth, ugly and burning hot.
“Honey,” your mate coos. He shifts forward, lying down beside you and embracing you tightly. You want to push him away, be angry at him for something, anything! But all you crave is his strong arms and broad chest as you mourn. It hurts, moving around, but you don’t care. It’s nothing compared to the pain your father must have felt in his final moments. To be killed by what he loved the most: werewolves.
And you’re mated to one of all things.
You sob, “A-are you goin-going to kil-kill me, too?”
Caleb shakes his head and mumbles in your matted hair, “’Course not, pips. You’re my mate.”
“How-how is t-that any dif-different?” You cry, but you already know the answer. Your Dad taught you just how sacred a werewolf’s mate is to them.
“You know just how different it is,” he remarks quietly. Drawing back, Caleb cups the back of your head and turns you to face him.
Staring into your bleary eyes, he says tenderly, “We’re going to be together forever. And as much as I’d like to keep secrets from you, I won’t be able to anymore.” Leaning forward, he kisses your forehead. The sensation of his lips on your skin calms you like no deep breathing ever has. It’s almost instant, the slowing of your cries into sniffles. You bury your face in his chest, basking in his woodsy-car grease scent, and was that a hint of—
“Apples?” You mumble, tears dripping onto your lips. Your mate gazes down at you, concerned.
“What was that, pips?”
“Apples,” you repeat. “You smell like apples.” A lazy grin spreads across his lips, and he tugs you even closer. You melt into his heat and security, confident that it was him holding your hand while you were sleeping.
After a few minutes, you’re feeling much better. The pain surrounding your father’s death is still very much there; it was an unfortunate situation no one wins in. But you feel capable of dealing with it.
Shifting in his arms, you tilt your head back and ask, “Where’s Mom?”
“I told her I’d take care of you, so she went to work,” he responds. Inching closer, he brushes his nose against yours. But it’s not all wet like last time. It's notably dry, and the gesture is soothing.
“Pips,” he almost whispers.
“Mhmm,” you hum, closing your eyes and just enjoying the feeling of being so intimate with someone you’ve had heart eyes for, for a long time.
“I’m sorry that I didn’t give you a choice last night. So I’m going to give you one now,” he says sincerely. You open your eyes and stare back at him, taking note of the anxiety pooling in his sunset eyes.
“Do you accept me as your mate?” The question hangs in the air for a few seconds. You don’t even need to think about your answer, but you wait momentarily to build suspense.
Giggling at the slight furrow in his brow, you nod, “I’ll always accept you, Caleb. Werewolf and all.” He almost tears up at your sweet words. That’s all he’s ever wanted to hear.
Unable to contain himself, your mate captures your unsuspecting lips in his. You squeal into his mouth as your eyes rival the size of saucers. It only takes a moment before you’re melting into his kiss, your hands tangling in his dishevelled locks while his bunch up the thin fabric covering your body. Lust poisons your veins, tempting you to take something so innocent further.
Angling your head, Caleb’s tongue slips between your parted lips and tastes every corner of your mouth. You return the favour, sucking on his tongue which makes him moan. Smirking, you break apart to catch your breath. Lips still brushing, spit connecting them in needy ropes, your exhale becomes his inhale and vice versa.
“Caleb,” you whine. In his embrace, your physical pain from last night is practically gone. Your thighs press together, the space between them craving to be filled with him.
He chuckles, “Up for round two already, honey?” You nod, oblivious to the logical side of you screaming about how you should be resting and taking it easy right now. It’s as if Caleb hears your raging thoughts because he just shakes his head and pulls you into his chest again.
“Maybe later, baby. When you’re all better,” he murmurs.
You grumble, “Seriously?” Your hand snakes down his body, so close to what you need most, when he grabs your wrist and tugs it up to his lips.
Leaving a searing kiss there, he mumbles into the flesh, “Don’t tempt me, pips. You need to rest.”
“Fine,” you groan, shifting to get comfortable in his grasp.
There’s a certain domesticity to this all, lying in the arms of your lover in the morning, traipsing along the edge of one more minute and it’s time to get up. It’s almost cinematic. Your camera!
Jolting up, you gaze over Caleb’s right-angled shoulders at your bedside table. And there it sits, your compact camera winking at you mischievously.
“You brought it with you?!” You exclaim, pointing to it. Your mate grumbles as he rolls over.
“That? Yeah, of course I did. You didn’t want me to leave our sex tape in the woods, did you?” He grins. You shove him cheekily, laughing as he gives you a pointed look.
You clarify, “So then, it was actually recording?” He nods, one hand trailing up your non-bandaged arm.
“Did you watch the footage?” You ask, your face reddening at the thought. Again, Caleb nods.
“I had a look after I bandaged you up.” His finger strokes your flushed cheeks, his cocky smile infuriating and embarrassing you at the same time. Huffing, you lie back down, but this time, you curl into his side while he shifts onto his back. With one beefy arm around your shoulders, your mate holds you tight. Your ear is pressed to his chest, listening to his heartbeat.
His voice is serious when he murmurs, “I didn’t get to tell you last night, but I love you. I love you with everything I have, pips. You’re irreplaceable to me.” Sighing into him, you tighten your grip on his black tank.
Quietly, you return his sentiment with, “I love you, too, Caleb.”
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彡◦༄◦°˚Summary˚°◦.¸¸彡
Taking a last-minute vacation with your friends was the best decision you ever made. Being up in the mountains with the fresh air, beautiful lakeside view, calm nature, and absolutely no signal. You haven't noticed it yet and someone was starting to get worried. He would've been patient and waited for you to answer but his rut has started early, and he only had one thought on his mind.
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+18, mdni, werewolf boyf. caleb, phone s*x/s*xting, outdoor/hot tub s*x, exhibitionism, p in v, biting/marking, panty sniffing, nicknames (princess, baby, pipsqueak), a little stalking behavior, unprotected s*x, dirty talk, praise (good boy caleb hehehe), scratching, creampies, almost caught, etc. Credit to @/cursed-carmine for mdni divider and @/diviniyae for banner dividers.
彡◦༄◦°˚Author's Note˚°◦.¸¸彡
First fic of the year!!!!! This is my first time writing for Caleb man oh man was I was going through it. Lowkey this was supposed to be done back in October but couldn't write for this man for nothing😭. That's okay because it's done now and I hope you all enjoy it. Hopefully I'll have another fic done after this one. Until then see y'all in the next one. Love y'all.
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It’s such a shame that you couldn’t spend time with Caleb. Of course, he still is colonel of the Farspace Fleet so you should know by now if duty calls, he has to heed to it. It’s cold as you and Caleb were standing on the platform at the train station. It was quiet. Barely anyone was around besides the other workers and other trains passing through. You stood behind Caleb while he was checking his things. You weren’t in the best mood as you were only wearing his hoodie, leggings and fluffy boots with your tucked beneath your arms to stay warm.
“Don’t worry I’ll be back before you know it. You know how to get in touch with me.” You pouted your lips without responding to him. “Pipsqueak? Did you hear me?” Not a word left your mouth as you turned your back towards him. All he could do was shake his head and laugh quietly. He wrapped his arms around your waist. His head was up against yours as he rubbed his cheek against yours. Even with his warmth covering your body you kept still.
“I know I promised to stay with you for two weeks and I’m sorry. I will make it up to you.” He pulled the hood back just enough to get close to your ear. “In more ways than one.” You hissed softly when he pecked your ear. His warmth disappeared which made you wonder why he pulled away. When you turned around there he was standing on the train and just before the door closed, he winked at you.
That was a few weeks ago and you would talk to Caleb every now and then. More or so less than usual. The fleet was taking up so much of his time and when he set aside time to talk to you he ended up doing something else. You were used to this as it was once in a blue moon to have him to yourself for longer than a week. It was boring to say the least, but it is what it is.
Now it’s another day with you at home flipping through channels trying to find something to watch. Nothing was catching your attention and Caleb had yet to call you. Just when you were going to give up and take a nap you got a text from your best friend.
BFF: Hey quick question, are you doing anything right now?
You: About to take a nap. Why?
BFF: Booooo that’s boring. How do you like the idea of going to the mountains?
You: You’re kidding?
BFF: Pack your bags and I’ll meet you in an hour.
If this wasn’t a sign you don’t know what this is. As soon as you looked at the time on your phone you quickly went to pack everything into bags. Before you could drag your bags to the door you heard a knock at your door. Opening the door your friend was standing there blooming with excitement.
“C’mon we’re burning daylight let’s get your bags and roll out.” You smiled as you handed her two small bags, and you grabbed your suitcase. “This is going to be so much fun.” You hear the excitement in their voice as they start to make their way to the elevator while you jump with joy on the inside. You wish Caleb would get in contact with you, but you know when they get busy there is nothing that can be done. Nonetheless you locked the door to your apartment and walked towards the elevator.
It was an hour and a half drive once the both of you left your apartment. It was a calm ride there until you and your friend took turns playing music. The vibe was jumping and the both of you were singing to keep each other awake. Before long, y’all were driving up a hill towards the house the both of you will be staying in. This was your friends vacation home filled with many rooms, bathrooms, a pool and a jacuzzi.
All of that was nice but that didn’t compare to the view of the lake behind the house. The last time you been here you remembered how the water sparkled and the ripples from the fish would splash against the surface. The sky’s reflection looked so beautiful especially at night. Once your friend parked at the door they let a laugh. “Time to unpack and unwind my friend. Last one to the door has to get the bags.” Both of you struggled to get your seat belts off before opening your doors to run towards the front door.
You two were childish at heart sometimes but that’s why you love hanging out with them. Alas you barely made it to the door just missing one step at the top of the stairs. When you got up to turn around you got this feeling. It wasn’t bad but you brushed it off once you heard your friend. “Good luck bringing the bags inside! You’re going to need it!” You shook your head but once you opened the trunk you couldn’t believe it. All you could do was shake your head as you began to tug the first of many bags out.
Hours later back in Linkon a special person was on his way to your place. The whole time he had to work he felt terrible for not giving you attention but for some reason things weren’t going well. So that in itself was frustrating for him. Once he stepped out of the cab, he started to walk inside just thinking about how you would jump into his arms once you saw him. Amongst other things too once he gets settled in.
Once he got close to your door, he used his spare key to get inside. He hasn’t said anything yet since you might be taking a nap on the couch. When he looked inside, he didn’t see you. ‘Maybe she is sleeping in her room’ he thought to himself. Once he closed the door behind him, he started to make his way to your bedroom. As he got closer, he began to feel a familiar heat slowly creeping into his body. He ignored it as he opened the door expecting to see you either sleeping or on your phone. He was met with neither. Your bed was made, and it looked to be untouched.
“That’s strange.” He pulled out his phone as he stood in the middle of the room. He listened to the phone several times, but it went straight to voicemail. A heavy sigh was made before his body started burning up again. Setting his bag on the floor he went straight to the kitchen to grab a bottle of water from the fridge. Leaving his phone on the counter he chugged it down with cold water droplets sliding from the sides of his mouth.
The heat didn’t subside at all even while drinking another bottle. Turning on the faucet, he splashed his face several times, but it didn’t work. As a last resort he made his way towards the bathroom to strip out of his clothes. Turning the handle for the cold water to rain down his body. He sighed as he felt relief but that was short lived. A weird yet familiar feeling was coursing through his body and when he heard himself growling he already knew.
Turning off the water, he grabbed a towel from the shelf to dry himself off. Rubbing the towel against his face and once he pulled it down his reflection in the mirror gave him more confirmation. The color in his eyes splitting between his natural color and an eerie yellow. Besides that, he noticed his canines starting to get longer as he opened his mouth.
“Damn I thought I had more time.” Before he could wrap the towel around his waist he smelt something. Usually, his other senses don’t enhance this quickly but for some reason they are. Taking a deep breath, he knew what or rather who the scent belonged to. Walking out of the bathroom he called out to you. “Pipsqueak? Is that you?” No response. Smelling the air again the scent was coming from your room. He chuckled to himself thinking you’re hiding from him. Maybe to try and scare him or something.
When he walked in once again he was greeted by no one. Walking back out to the kitchen he grabbed his phone and saw you didn’t call back. He called you again as he walked back to your room. He called again and again and again. Voicemail every single time. He growled tossing his phone onto your bed but then it bounced off and hit the floor. Bending down to pick it up your scent hit him again.
He sniffed your blankets, and it smelled like your favorite laundry detergent. His hoodie that you wore the last he saw you was neatly folded on the bed with no traces of your scent. He bends down closer to the floor, and it got stronger. Once on his knees he pulled up the edge of the comforter to find nothing, but it has to be something. Taking a peek further under the bed his eyes went wide. Reaching his hand, he grabbed a piece of clothing and pulled it towards him.
Letting the comforter fall from his hand he eyed the piece of clothing in his hand. A pair of panties that look like they have been worn recently.
“Do it.” The inner voice growled. Caleb shook his head, but the same phase kept repeating inside his mind. He clutched the piece of cloth in his hands but then the voice said something else. “It’s not like this is your first time.” As much as he wanted to be in denial he couldn’t. Looking at your panties, he bought it closer to his nose and took a deep breath. His cock from underneath the towel started to harden. The more he breathes in your scent the more his cock twitch with glee.
Taking his free hand, he stroked himself and kept your panties close to his face. The towel fell onto the floor letting the cool air within the room be felt by the rest of his lower body. His purring soon turned into growls as he strokes faster to your scent and to the thought of you. Then he switched his hand and stroked himself with your panties. Before long he felt his balls tightening and his cock throbbing in his hand. Multiple thick spurts of his cum oozed though the material and as it dropped onto the towel below as he called out your name.
His breathing was heavy, and he didn’t feel an ounce of satisfaction. Dropping your panties onto the ground he could feel his body changing even more. Getting up he quickly pulled the hoodie off the bed and a pair of sweats from his bag. He didn’t waste any more time before he grabbed his phone and his key to find you.
Back at the vacation house time passed by so quickly as you and your friend were having a mini party. Just the two of you playing games, doing each other’s nails, eating snacks and drinking wine. The fun was soon coming to an end as your friend started to snore in the middle of the movie you two were watching. Taking this chance, you decided to go out to the jacuzzi since the pool was tarped over.
As you walked towards your room to change you looked at your phone to see if Caleb called. Nothing. When you looked at the top right corner you realized that you have no signal. You sighed to yourself hoping that he hasn’t try to call you and think you’re ignoring him. Hopefully when you get outside you’ll have better signal. After changing into your two-piece bathing suit, you looked over at your friend on the couch who didn’t move an inch while you were gone. Opening the sliding doors, you were met with the beautiful scene of the lake and the beautiful night sky.
Surprisingly it wasn’t cold, but it wasn’t warm either. That doesn’t matter because once you’re in the warm bubbly pool you’ll be nice and toasty. While you walked across the stoned path you caught a glimpse of the full moon peeking behind the clouds. It was beautiful and very vibrant as it shined down on you. Once you climbed the stairs on the gazebo towards the hot tub you got that weird feeling all over again. This time though it’s as if something was watching you. You shook it off as you flip the switch that was on the beam near you. The lights above you turned on and the hot tub got to bubbling away. The lights in the tub began to slowly change different colors which was a surprise to you.
Feeling the water between your fingers the water was already at the right temperature to get in. Oh yeah it was good and ready. Once your body got accustomed to the water it felt like heaven. You deserved this after giving the hot tub a good cleaning a few hours ago. Looking at the lake, it was gleamy and sparkling with the full moon reflecting on it.
Sitting in the hot tub you were just getting comfortable when you heard your phone vibrate. After all this time it had to be now to get signal. Drying your hands off on your towel you grabbed your phone to see a missed call from Caleb. Then your phone started to go off with a bunch of notifications and more missed phone calls. You were afraid that this was going to happen. Before you could call him a message from him came through. At first glance it said it was video that was sent only minutes ago.
Before you clicked on the video the sound of howling came out of nowhere. You know wolves do travel around here but they don’t sound so close. Usually, you could see them across the lake minding their own business and that was it.
Once you clicked on it the screen was black, but you could hear heavy breathing and the sound of leaves crunching. You didn’t think too much of it as you continued to watch the video. It was still dark and you could barely make out what is going on. You were on the edge as you wondered what was going on.
This was starting to get weird fast. The video cut off right there and now you were getting worried. Now you have to call Caleb because you need to know what is going on. Hitting the call button near his name the phone began to ring. Another bellowing howl sounded in the distance. You stood up in the tub getting ready to go back inside before the phone stopped ringing.
“Caleb?” It seems he picked up the phone, but you didn’t hear anything. “Caleb where are you?” There was no response. “Aww damn don’t tell me the signal went out.” You were about to hang up but then you heard deep breathing. “Caleb there is no time for jokes. What are you doing?”
“Baaaby? Are you there?” His breathing was heavy and steady sending a slight zing up your spine.
“Caleb I’m right here what’s has gotten into you?” Nothing was said for a few seconds before you heard him giggling. “This isn’t funny.”
“Aww c’mon don’t be like that. I’m… just… fine~.” The tone of his voice sounded different from before, but you didn’t register it as a problem. Relief settled over you as you sunk back into the jacuzzi.
“Well, that’s good but what was that video for?”
“Oh, don’t worry about that besides you should listen to the other one I sent ya.” You heard his deep slow laughter that started to make you throb. Before you could say something to him the phone signal went out and the phone call was dropped.
“Ugh why is the phone service so—” You didn’t get to finish your sentence before your phone went off with a notification. Seeing it was from Caleb it was another video like he said. Once you clicked on it there was silence for the first few seconds but then you heard him. Low soft groans paired with your name being softly spoken. You weren’t prepared for what was about to happen next as you saw the camera flip.
The video was dark but there was enough light so you could see. Your eyes bulge for a few seconds as you saw him stroking himself while he was outside. This was very different for him to do this, but this wasn’t a time to be logical. Each time his hand would pull back to reveal his throbbing tip your name would fall from his lips. The longer you watched him the more you became unaware of your surroundings. Your thighs began to rub together beneath the heated water which didn’t make it any better.
“Fuuuck baby~, you don’t know how much I need you right now.” Caleb let out a grunt that turned into a growl as he started to change pace. “Wish you were here on your knees staring up at me with those beautiful eyes with your tongue sticking out so I can slap my dick against it. Sssh-fuck~ I bet you’ll love that.” With your middle and ring fingers you put more pressure on your clit and started to rub small circles. Small moans left your mouth as you continue to watch and listen. His laughter was deep making your phone vibrate a little causing you to move them a little faster.
“You know what will be even better?” Before he continued his voice hitched as he if he was about to cum, but he was holding himself back. “Mmmm having you arch your back and spreading your pretty ass just for me. Oooh~ what a sight it will be. To watch both of your holes squeeze with desperation. Begging to be filled by my cock. Hehe, it’s a shame I only have one, but I’ll be sure to give the other one much needed attention.” His words were hitting deep as your felt them both throb.
Your soft whimpers left your lips when you teasingly pushed against your hole. You wouldn’t risk taking your bottoms off if your friend were to open the sliding doors. The risk was only getting worth the taking as you listened to him groan and moan. Along with the slick sounds of him stroking his cock faster you heard him growl again. With all your concentration on his voice you were unknown to a presence lurking nearby. Watching you try to get yourself off made his cock even harder. Unexpectedly the video ended, which made you look at your phone. Frustratedly, you refresh the messages to see if he sent another video, but your signal was out again.
You sighed heavily as you started to close your legs and look over at the sliding doors. The lights were off meaning they must’ve went to bed. The rooms are on the other side of the house so they wouldn’t have heard anything. As you were getting ready to hop out the wind blew slightly sending goosebumps all over your skin. You didn’t want to go back in, so you just slid back into the warm water to warm up.
As you closed your eyes you began to drift into your imagination replaying Caleb’s words. So deep in thought you didn’t hear the footsteps walking up towards. Breathe heavy, eyes sharp, and a lust that was starving for the person in front of them. “Babyyy~”. You thought it was your inner thoughts speaking to you, so you ignored it. Caleb crept up the stairs not making a sound as he hovered over you.
When you opened your eyes to stare at the hooded figure you wanted to scream but a hand was already on your mouth to muffle the noise. When you felt the heat from his lips close on your ear you froze. “Shhhh~ no need for that. Well, not right this second that is.” Your body began to relax as you knew who the voice belonged to. “Will you scream if I move my hand?” You shook your head and once you did he slowly moved his hand away. “Good girl.” A warm tongue ghosts over your earlobe followed by a playful nip.
He moved back so he could have room to get out of his clothes. Watching him pull his hoodie over his head and tossing it on the ground then you watched his fingers grab the top of his sweats. Your eyes didn’t resist looking at his defined v-line as he teasingly pulled down his sweats. Your eyes went elsewhere once they reached below his waist. When you looked up at him his duo-colored eyes locked in with yours. As if he was reading your mind trying to figure you out. The only thing is he already knew. Your pupils were dilated and your slow shallow breathing was just a few things he noticed physically. Then the subtle movement of your thighs rubbing together was more confirmation.
“How did you find me out here? I thought you were still in Sky Haven.” Your voice was quiet and soft as your eyes never left his eyes.
“Left early to surprise you and I noticed you weren’t home, so I came looking for you.”
His mind was already on something else when he got close to you to slide into the jacuzzi. Moving closer to you he leaned in to give you pecks on your neck. The last kiss lasted a little longer as he sucked on your neck causing you to moan. He shifted closer pushing himself between your legs. “C-caleb that doesn’t explain how you f-found me.” He growled as he pulled away. He wasn’t angry but his senses were overloading. He moved back but then he flipped you over to have your backside facing him. Within seconds he was already on you. With his chest on your back and his lower half rubbing against your ass.
“You may have forgotten a certain pair of panties under your bed. So, I put them to good use.” You had a feeling you forgot something when you did your laundry, but your mind was off of it once you felt his lips close to your ear. He rubbed his cock up against you as he hooked his fingers at the band of your bottoms. “Your scent was so intoxicating that I just needed to find you.” He was swift with his movements despite the material sticking to your skin.
You were now skin to skin with his pelvis and his cock squeezing its way between your thighs. Even with how horny he was taking his time. The water was making the both of you wet but your wetness was different. Slick, stick, warm and it holds your scent that he would devour in a heartbeat. Your moans started soft as he slowly rubbed himself against your lips with is tip bumping your clit.
You felt his head on your shoulder as he was doing everything he could to not go feral and you listened to the slight moans coming from him. In the midst of things your felt his furry little ear caressing your cheek. He was taking more of his wolf form as you could now feel his clawed nails gently pushing into your skin. You always admired them but there is one thing you know about his ears. They were sensitive…very sensitive.
With his concentration on you he wasn’t aware of your hand sneaking up to his head. Not until he felt the pads of your fingertips gently massaging his right ear. He growled softly as he continued to tease your dripping lips. “You do know what happens when you play with my ear like that pipsqueak.” His voice was deep and airy as he stopped to tease your entrance with just the tip.
“I do but I can’t resist because you are being a such a good boy.” He snarled as he heard the praise you gave him.
“Me? A good boy? Oh, pipsqueak this is far from being a good boy.” He chuckled as he just barely pushed inside only having the literal tip inside of you. You moaned quietly as you continued to play with his ear.
“Mmmm but you are. Usually, you would be begging and knotting me senselessly by now but look at you. You’re taking your time and savoring the moment like a good boy.” Calling him a good boy was doing a number on him because this was the first time you ever said this. He chuckled but then you felt him sliding inside you painfully slow. Every inch, every vein, and the stretching of his girth you could feel it all. The deeper he pushed the more you felt your body weakening.
With heated breath close to your ear and clawed nails holding your hips he continued on. The stretching was beginning to make your eyes roll to the back of your skull. Then he would stop to then slowly pull himself out. Once again making you feel everything. You don’t know how long it went on but as good as it felt you wanted more.
“Caleb… ff-faster. Please go faster.” You knew he heard you when his ear twitched between your fingers, but he didn’t do what you said. Whimpers fell from your lips as you felt it deep in core that you wanted to cum, but you couldn’t get there. “Caleb why aren’t you listening?” At this point you were getting frustrated but not entirely as he was grazing your g-spot.
“Why? I thought you liked this.” Another whine came from your lips as your body was starting to shake.
That was all he needed to hear. All before in his ruts he would be the one begging to fuck you but to hear you beg for a change lit a fire in his soul. All came to a halt, and you could feel your climax withering away but your climax came rushing back as Caleb forced himself as deep as he could. You gasped grabbing onto him as you came. He didn’t move an inch as your walls squeeze around him. With closed lips your moaned loudly holding onto him.
“Forget about that and let me cum please. Be my good boy and let me cum.”
Before you could relax, he started to thrust drastically catching you off guard. He had been rough before but after waiting so long to climax everything felt more erotic. The water splashed around you each time his pelvis would meet your ass. Every few seconds you would stare at the sliding doors hoping your friend didn’t wake up but your mind was slipping away with each pump he was giving you.
“Tt-that’s iii-it let me have it baby. Give it to me again.” You were losing yourself trying to hold onto the edge of the tub and your arm hooked behind Caleb’s neck. Your moans started to get louder forgetting about your friend who could wake up at any moment. You didn’t care especially when Caleb reaching into your top and started to pinch your nipple.
“Caleb mhmm Caleb not so ff-fast. Don’t wanna wake up—” He didn’t listen as he lifted your leg and started to fuck you harder. The water in the tub splashed over the edge even more as he talked into your ear.
“Let them hear. It’s a must that I know I’m making my good girl feel good. Now tell me who’s your good boy?” Him thrusting at this angle was getting more difficult to speak a sound mind but you did your best.
“Yo-you are” you said.
“Mmmm fuck louder for me baby. Say it louder.” His thrusts were starting to lose rhythm the harder he thrusted, but it all felt so good.
“You are. You’re a good boy.”
“Sssh-shit louder I said louder.” Even with him speaking clearly you could still hear his little whimper and moans in between his words.
“You are Caleb! You are a good boy! My good boy! My one and only good boy!” You have never heard so many animalistic sounds come from him before, but it turned you on. He kissed your shoulder just before letting his canines sink into your skin. You gasped loudly and you couldn’t hold back. His growling vibrating against your shoulder grew only and when he reached between your legs to spread your lips and rub your sensitive clit. That was the last push you needed as he kept thrusting and you could feel yourself cumming again.
Your walls gripped him tightly as he felt everything rush through him and then you felt it. All his cumming flooding and rushing to paint your walls and then he let out the loudest howl that you could feel in your chest. From his howl it caused a ripple effect of more howls to happen behind you like a choir. Once he stopped, he held you tight within his arms. Using your hand, you rubbed his ear and scalp. “Good boy~” you moaned tenderly.
“Good girl~” he muttered back.
His cock was still throbbing inside of you as your second high was wearing off. His arms stayed tightly locked around you as he continued to spill and fill your insides. You felt him smuggle his face into the space between your shoulder blade and your neck to kiss and lick the bite mark he left. A few moans and whimpers left his lips before he moved his hand away from your clit to gently grab your face to look at him.
“Don’t think this is over princess. I still have another hole to fill.” He pulled you close to smash his lips against yours. Just ask he was about to pull out a light turned on within the house in the living room. Caleb wasn’t paying attention, but when you opened your eyes for a split second you caught it from your peripheral vision. You quickly pulled away from him to hop out. Despite the circumstances of you barely having any sort of feeling in your legs you fumbled trying to wrap the towel around your lower half.
“W-wait here” you said as you walked down the stairs as quickly and carefully as you could. Before you could reach the door, your friend was sliding the door open while rubbing their eyes.
“Are you alright? I heard howling close by, and I didn’t see you in your room.” While trying to get your thoughts together you could feel his cum starting to ooze out. You hope it doesn’t drip past your thigh and if, so you hope they don’t notice.
“Oh y-yeah, I’m fine. Just go back to bed I’ll be in there soon.” In their very tired state, they didn’t question you and turned around to walk towards their room. A huge relief came over you but then you realized something. Even if they were tired, they would still be able to see up at the gazebo from the sliding door. As you were about to turn around you saw Caleb sprung out of the jacuzzi covered in water. Now his hair and furry ears were dripping wet along with the rest of him. You watched as he climbed out of the hot tub and grabbed his clothes and your bathing suit bottoms. Puddles of water trailed him as he made his way towards you. “When did you go under water?”
“As soon as you got out. Trying to hop over the ledge would’ve alerted them with all the splashing.” He tucked everything underneath his arms once he stopped in front of you. A smile crossed your face as you started to laugh but it stopped when he pulled you close to his chest. You could feel his cock getting hard again as he growled into your ear.
“You better hurry inside baby.”
“Why are they coming back?” You were starting to get nervous as your room was a little farther down the hall.
“No but if I continue to see my cum running down your leg, I’ll want to take matters into my own hands to fill you up again right here. Not caring if they see us. Is that something you want?” You didn’t have a chance to answer when he leaned in to kiss you, but then he grabbed your thigh to lift it up. Within seconds his cum streamed down your inner thighs which caused you pull away. With a small grin on your face, you didn’t twice as you turned around to power walk inside with your horny wolf boyfriend following close by.
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This man is not beating the puppyboy allegations at all. We're getting a werewolf Caleb to go with Vampire Sylus eventually, I swear to god ahaha
CALEB KNOWS EXACTLY WHAT TIME IT IS
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