Hello i come here in a bit of a frenzy to confess my devotion to you. I recently started reading your fanfic “who holds the devil” and i really feel like i have an obligation to come here and praise you endlessly. I started reading it in the middle of a very sad week when i was feeling exactly as ga on feels in the beginning and i can’t even begin to tell you how much it has helped improve my mood and my mental state. I feel like after days of struggling i can finally breathe again. You truly are a wonder, the way you convey feelings and have the characters really process their thoughts. I am in awe of you.
Please don’t take this as my attempt to ask for updates, it is not. I am simply ever so grateful for what you’ve already shared and just want to honestly praise you and let you know how much your story means to me.
I hope you have an amazing day/week/year.
Thank you for writing, I appreciate you.
Hi there! Welcome to the party 💜
(Is it a party? Or just a slow descent into the abyss hell? Who knows?)
I'm so, so glad to hear that you're enjoying the fic and that it could help you through a rough time. As a writer, there are few things as rewarding as knowing that what I put out there has brought joy and relief to someone. To know that my writing is meaningful and important to people is such a gift. And Who Holds the Devil, in particular, seems to touch a lot of people.
Which I guess makes sense since it's so very focused on Ga On's thoughts, feelings, and issues. I try to convey them as best as I can and it's very intimate and detailed, so I guess it's easier for it to resonate with people?
Thank you so much for the praise and lovely compliments! I'm more than happy to share my writing, especially considering how much you all seem to like it. I write for myself, but I share it for other people, and getting messages like these makes it all worth it 💜
I honestly have no idea when I'll be able to post next (I know you didn't ask, but I'm updating everyone anyway 😆) since my life is kind of a chaotic blur right now. I can't remember the last time I had this much anxiety, nevermind how intense it is. Reading is one of the few things that helps keep it at bay and so I ended up reading 17 books in January. Not all of them long, granted, but, uh, that'll give you a hint as to my mental state right now. It is rough out here.
But I am hopeful for the future! Things will calm down eventually and, sooner or later, the anxiety will settle. And, once it does, it'll be easier to deal with all the shit life is throwing at me.
Again, thank you so much for the lovely message! I'm so grateful that you took the time out of your day to write it! It may sound corny, but it truly means a lot to me.
Thank you and take care 💜