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The Love we look for will never survive in the hearts of others The Happiness we need will never be eternal if we search for it in others The Joy we yearn for will forever be missing if we are reliant on others These radiant feelings are riddled in the blood of our own, in the hearts and minds of our own Why do we search for the vibrant lifestyle we obsess over and expect the most when we give absolutely nothing to ourselves, to our God? A million things could be going right, one thing goes wrong and life's fuxked? We're so quick to blame our God for our troubles all because he's in charge? Why do we never consider free will and the choices we make, all on our own, could be the reasons for our shitty outcomes? What if all these triumphs are blessings in disguises? Do you say thank you for all that is right? Do you say thank you at all? Or do you constantly concentrate on other people's negatives, bad hair days and shit relationships? Why is the world so concerned with everything around us other than ourselves? In the aspect of putting everyone's wants and needs before our own This is far from selfish because isn't it more selfish for others to rob you of your kindness? As a result you feel second place to yourself? Why are there people who even make us feel as though we lack capability in the first place? Yeah yeah strengthening and all that jazz That's correct, but not everyone needs 'tough love' It never really works, it's an illusion It either silences you from speaking on how you feel or allows you to act that way in your day to day life I will never let the absent love of others harden my heart I will never be the percentage of those who turn cold because of life situations I trust my God Unlocking the power within is unlocking the love of our God The answers we seek resides within We so desperately want the love of others Because those others lack love for themselves Because of the delusion that's all we need In that case, You will always be giving and never receiving Eventually after all this giving, you will give and receive to and from the right people The harsh reality of this is, not all humans are capable.. not before their time anyhow If there time even arrives.. All you need in this realm is the love of yourself and God With those crucial factors, everything else our God gives us is a bonus. -relatively unknown.
