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Fuck ass crystal angst

#not affiliated with usi #favremysabre #rainbow quest #rq orange steve #ep 50 ending dialogue with gl crystal and sabre #giving crystal self doubt and selective hearing. self doubt is a no brainer. why would he turn evil if he didn't belive he wasn't a good-#hero or even wanted to be the hero in the first place.#consistently hes called out on the fact that. he's reckless with his powers and doesn't know how to control them. him maim character theme-#seems to be that he has no control. or that he lacks the know how for control. and he insecure about that fact. he self isolated himself whe #n he couldn't control his powers at the orange village way back in the beginning. he overestimated himself when fighting dark steve and got #his ego hurt. and while given the fact that he clearly has this powerful air around him due to his (currently unknown) nature. when he falte #ers in what is expected of him like trying to create a shield to protect from darkness and is taken out in 3 seconds flat. it should be expe #cted that his going to have major doubts in his abilities to do anything. for selective hearing. its more of a way to heighten his emotional #reactions to thinks. he understands what sabre is saying but specific words mean very different things. also Sabre's a little. idk how to pu #t it. but i guess poor with how he worded this ending monologue. because when he says we. he means himself and crystal. but its just crystal #who can do anything against the darkness. Sabre is just there to yell at him to do it. oh not to mention right after Sabre make crystal take #them to the completely obliterated orange village where he had to witness his fellow orange steves possessed by the darkness and just as wal #king husks.#then lets compund that with some narcissistic traits because i think its important to recognize crystals not going to particularly care abou #t something if it is not about him in some way or effects him directly. he constantly has to be guilt tripped by Sabre to do selfless acts.#this guy is not too keen on doing something he really doesn't want to do or doesn't like. and yes. it will be for the most petteist reason.#this rambling is getting side tracked what was the point of this post... OH YEA crystal can be very self deprcating due to his selective hea #ring and selfdoubt. headcannoning this SHIT out of this twink to make him cohesive. do NOT❌️🙅‍♂️ let this fag become the hero. he will beco #me the pettiest motherfucker alive

Dark Mode => Light Mode

In the Flesh | Series 2, Episode 2

#the jem/charlotte thing one of my favorite plotlines in the show and this scene sets up what is revealed later so well #this is also one of the only times we ever see someone talk about the undead in an uncomplicatedly positive way #because it is a huge gift. you get back the person you lost. and theyre a bit different but theyre still the same deep down.#but most of the characters are so traumatized by losing their person and by the rising etc. that they cant really see that #and jem of all people (a former zombie hunter) gets to get her person back when she took that opportunity away from so many people #(the same for bill macy actually. but he obviously. uh. fucks that second chance up)#also i love this scene because it seems like kier knew that jem had a friend over and specifically came to her room to bother her #and then was suprised and mad whe she told him to fuck off lol. quintessential sibling experience.#also very interesting that kier accidentally implies that he is undead in front of a stranger. he doesnt even think about it.#in the flesh #itf #bbc in the flesh #jem walker #kieren walker #tw gun

megumi has a soft, kittenish heart: he’s hardened it by hand, but it still bleeds for you.

#𝜗𝜚 coucou coco #OH ARI I JUST . STARTED BAWLING REASINF UR DESCRIPTION FOR HIM #ILL PEE MY UFCKIGN PANFS #when he TT whe n he juste TT #I WAS CONVINCED I WOULD GET SLMEONE ELSE SOBBBB #YOUR WRITING MOVES ME INEXPLICABLY I WANT TO TRY TO UNLOCK EVRYONES JUST TO READ WHAT U HAVE TO SAY ABT THEM

More Hermit the courier!!! :] ( made a tag for them now lol #hermit vtm)

Hermit looooooves Dove, only bearable member of the Camarilla as far as they are concerned <3

Good god they want that cookie so much. They know that Julian is probably just using them, but Hermit folds like a chair every time he bats his eyelashes pretty enough at them so it's a lost cause at this point.

Julian truly has them wrapped around their little finger</3

The last here is actually from a short little fanfic i wrote for myself, inspired from when they killed someone on accident while eating!! :]

They had a pretty bad shock because while they are ok with killing and stuff, the fact that they did it on accident was pretty upsetting to deal with. Losing control like that and remembering that they truly are just a parasite now, was pretty awful :)

Having sm fun with the game me and my buddy be giggling and kicking our feet while choosing the worst possible choices because "it's in character :)" and is truly a blast

as upsetting as the physical violence and vitriol he displays towards timmer is i actually think that sore tearfully begging dogged to smile for him on her deathbed is the thing he did in this episode that made me the most sick to my stomach

#jaw actually physically dropped when i heard that.#and it’s also obviously fucking heartbreaking. he loved her so much and will probably be able to express that more now than he ever did whe #she was alive. and there’s just something there in that story he tells and how he talks about her all through the episode that’s like. mmm #how to put this into words. dehumanizing? maybe? not sure that’s right but what i’m getting at is that it’s a lot about what she means and #represents to him and how important that is. because it’s evidently very important i don’t think he’s exaggerating at all when he says that #her coming into his life saved it. but even still he describes her as a child breaking up this conflict and talks about how “whole”#she was in comparison to the other children and then lauds her as a perfect loyal soldier to the high mischief and timmer eve #though the last thing she ever did she did to defy him it’s just. a smile to mend the world is a heavy thing to place on someone no matter #how much you do believe in and love them. i also think that no matter what he says he does know that if it wasn’t for him she’d still be #alive and wants some kind of proof that she doesn’t hate him especially since their last exchange was her very coldly telling him not to do #something which he then did basically immediately afterwards. it’s fucked it’s so totally fucked. and then there’s everything involved with #that memory. god he *surrendered*. after witnessing so much horror of course he did. and how much of his raving and spitting and rage is #externalized and redirected anger at himself for being so weak in that one moment. for being alive now and not fighting to the last. not #that that being the case makes anything better for him or the people how have to be around him.#owhe #owhe spoilers #our wars have ended spoilers

I made this a while ago and forgot to post it (made is a strong word it’s unfinished)

I won’t leech off of absolutenutcase162 for all of my posts I SWEAR

ALSO I’ll tell you (yes YOU) ((since you WILL come back)) (((right? :3))) ((((eugh, sorry)))) more about my ocs when the time comes

#absolutenutcase162 #ibispaintx #oc #tw: violence #tw: blood #I guess????#he’s throwing a beer bottle at an obese middle aged man of course it’s violence what am I talking about #\entropy #< ooooo im gonna use that as a tag #so when I make more entropy posts people will think “oh man this guy is cool lemme see his oc posts whe #this isnt even that good :weeping lamenting mourning:

hello!! kinda a random question but in ep 46 of the bsd anime (chapter 65 of the manga) when Mori mentions he found Yosano working in a candy store, i always found that line out of place and its always bugged me slightly. I was wondering you think theres more to this as either reflecting on the themes of Yosano’s character in either the themes of her backstory or more broadly, or if you believe the candy store alludes to an aspect of the life of the author she’s based on?

I kinda consider it to be more of a representation of her innocence that she was stolen from but idk if there is more to it.

It's a reference to irl!Yosano Akiko's background. She was born in Sakai, which is south of Osaka, to a well-off merchant family. Her family was in the business of producing and selling yōkan, a Japanese confection made made of red bean paste, agar, and sugar. From the age of 11, she was made responsible for running the family business, and her family was strict about where she could go and with whom, keeping her isolated from others. She was the primary caretaker for her younger sister, and her father was distant with her while her mother was sometimes frightening to her.

After marrying and starting a life with her husband near Tokyo, she reflected that, "I realized for the first time how jaundiced, unfair, and dark my childhood had been."

So, bsd!Yosano's backstory is a reference. But even without knowing the irl author's biographical details: children should be playing and socializing with peers at that age, and nothing about an 11 year old working suggests a childhood characterized by innocence, which is reinforced by her retreating to an asylum rather than returning to her family after escaping Mori.

If bsd!Yosano's background relates to any themes in her life, then consider she was a young girl burdened with too much responsibility for her slight shoulders to carry: first, by her birth family, and then by Mori.

But, the Agency offered her autonomy and promised never to ask for what she wasn't willing to give. With them, she could have a different life. She could be born anew; she could emerge from where she'd cloistered herself away to become no one and nothing after enduring a childhood of bearing the weight of others' expectations, control, and predation, including, but not beginning with, Mori. Ranpo promised her someplace safe to reconstitute her sense of self, where, when ready, she could expand her crumpled wings and embrace a lightness she didn't think was hers to experience.

Almost like the butterfly hairpin that he returned to her, recognizing it to be hers without her ever needing to tell him.

(Yosano's a butterfly, is what I'm saying. Her hairpin and her skill and her arc are represented by butterflies; that's the symbolism to pay attention to.)

#bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd yosano #yosano akiko #child labor in a candy store is not innocent just because there's candy involved.#she's not getting to eat the candy. she is running the business of producing and selling the candy. but she SHOULD be eating the candy.#maybe that's what has been bugging you about it. she's a child in a candy store but she's there as labor. not as a child.#mori is not the root of all evil. he's a symptom of it. a byproduct. an indicator species of evil.#he didnt create the war. he didnt create yosano's adultification. he tried to stop the former by reinforcing the latter.#he didnt create yokohama's instability. he didnt create the violence in the city. he tries to stop the former by controlling the latter.#i dont the candy store represents innocence from which whe was stolen. i think it represents innocence already taken.#and a reason to leave with mori when he seems to be offering her a way out

I kinda consider it to be more of a representation of her innocence that she was stolen from but idk if there is more to it.

After marrying and starting a life with her husband near Tokyo, she reflected that, "I realized for the first time how jaundiced, unfair, and dark my childhood had been."

Almost like the butterfly hairpin that he returned to her, recognizing it to be hers without her ever needing to tell him.

(Yosano's a butterfly, is what I'm saying. Her hairpin and her skill and her arc are represented by butterflies; that's the symbolism to pay attention to.)

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