Dec 15, 2017
Sorry about the recent lack of presence here, I have been busy and tired and just generally not on the mood for tumblr. That being said, I have actually completed a few things and will post them soon (during this weekend).
P.S. I’m also sorry for not taking part in JS appreciation week a while ago, but I didn’t have any suitable drafts close to be finished or energy for that anyway. And most of my art is already about Silver (and definetely more to come later anyway), so... ;)
#just a little note stuff#I just feel drained and idk... absent-minded with occasional uplifts#the darkness makes it feel like the time has stopped at 8 pm all the time#and since the end of the year is closing in#(last month of 2017)#it highlights all the failures of going forward and reaching the needed things#(in real life / personal life)#it makes me feel small and weak and stupid as in wasting another year of my life#my biggest regret is not being brave enough and not trying enough#and not caring enough or at all#when it mattered#*wallows in self-pity and hatred*#*recognizes all the OLD habits and wallows in THAT pile of shit*#*sigh* ...it will pass. It always does.#sorry about the depressing tags. I'm ok (no need to worry) - it's just that time of the year again#gotta just gather myself up again and remember the good things and not be blinded of dark imaginings#*sets the pile of shit on fire and whispers ''let there be light'' - and warmth*#and there is#(and there has been a lot of good things too)
