#when will this stop

[disqualifiedhuman]

when i stand up i can feel my soul go down to my feet

[salamander-19]

rant below, don't mind me

I've haven't done anything at all for these last few days. Heck, fucking months. Absolutely Nothing. I just feel so tired for no reason, I have so many things to do but none of them appeal to me . I don't even feel like laying in my bed. I'm scared I won't get anything done ever again. I owe so many thing to people, art trades and whatnot. there's so much I want to do, but I can't write I can't draw I can't even read I can't even watch something I can't even play a game, I can't even just .fucking, look at a fucking post. Everything feels so insurmountable. I'm on a work break right now and i'm just wasting away all my free time. feeling like there's nothing that will give me motivation again. What do I do now.

[whatyoustand4]

The End of The Eagle...

Do you all remember this little gem from the POTUS (then 45) first term?

Well, as many expected, while the current POTUS (47) was wreaking havoc with global trade, he signed *another* Executive Order, the "ZERO-BASED REGULATORY BUDGETING TO UNLEASH AMERICAN ENERGY" order which "sunsets" most environmental protections of the United States Code created since the start of the 20th century. You can read it here:

Zero-Based Regulatory Budgeting to Unleash American Energy

By the authority vested in me as President by the Constitution and the laws of the United States of America, it is hereby ordered: Section 1

This forces various government agencies to come up with plans by Sept 25, 2025 of "sunsetting" (that is, ending) various regulations that are part of the US Code. Among the insanity is this little gem:

In Sec 3, for the Fish & Wildlife Service (FWS) they are to sunset -

(i) the Bald and Golden Eagle Protection Act;

Yes, you got that right.

He's getting revenge on that eagle.

[trexinacorset]

If I never have to see another vigil post for a community member shot by a government endorsed officer.. it will be too soon.

[leniania]

There hasn't been a single day since I met him that I haven't thought about him. not one.

[the-bees-are-beeing]

Wearing my pink germany shirt. I'm manifesting.

[lightasthesun]

I'm going to blow a fucking fuse. 3 years ago I got my chiari diagnosis after having had symptoms my entire life and running from doctor to doctor and just being a very ill child in general. 21 years of running around with an undiagnosed CONGENITAL illness despite having had multiple MRIs and other stuff done over the years. And no it's not because Chiari is so rare and they didn't know what it was, as it turned out later, because it was visible on my mri IT'S BECAUSE THE FUCKING RADIOLOGIST OR NEUROLOGIST DIDN'T DREAM TO MENTION IT and decided to discharge me with depression instead. Because that's an easy diagnosis to give someone with headaches in combination with symptoms you don't understand. And if that's not already enough!! when the talks about my first surgery started, once I found a specialist for chiari here, a bunch of new mris were done and we sat down and talked about my head and my entire spine for hours on end and my neurologist at the time said 'oh and you have mild scoliosis but it's fine everyone has scoliosis' and I believed her because I didn't know any better and I expected her to do her fucking job!!!!! Well turns out it's not mild and it's not normal and perhaps if you're a SPECIALIST FOR A CHRONIC ILLNESS YOU SHOULD TELL THAT PATIENT ABOUT ANY FUCKING COMORBIDITIES YOU FUCKING CUNT