Feb 16, 2020
Me when things don’t work out
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Me when things don’t work out
Also me
Happiness in a world full of people who would rather see you fail, will never exist. People, who we thought loved us, has made us believe that we do not deserve it, because we are not worth it. Why must people like that be allowed to control what we think we deserve?
i want to die
What is the point of being alive?
Anybody here from SoCal that's gonna have a room for rent in a couple months? I'm a quiet old biddy with bad credit, little money, but enough of a cowardly black heart that's still considered endearing and good.
Yet despite my goodness and endearment, I'm getting kicked out for reasons not my own fault lol. I'm just in the wrong place at the wrong time...like all of my life in general haha
OTL
my mother left me again, and i can see no reason for anyone to stay
Rant time.
Ok, so, I’ve always had this idea that I want to be a chef right? Right. So I used to want to own my own business, emphasis on used. I did plenty of research and everything and it’s just not something I think I’ll enjoy for the rest of my life (being a business owner, not a chef. I still want to be a chef.).
But something else you have to understand is that I’m ALREADY a HUGE disappointment to my family for going after this career. I’m a ‘smart’ kid, you know one of those all AP classes, A honor roll, Beta club, with a few other after school activities, and a job kids. I’m THAT kid. But being a chef doesn’t require a lot of logic, just creativity and the ability to read a thermometer.
That’s why I’m a disappointment because the smart girl doesn’t want a smart job, but at least she wants to own her own business.... that’s kind of smart.... then she doesn’t want to. It was a huge mistake telling my family that I didnt want to own the business anymore, I just wanted to be a chef. They yelled, and screamed, and generally bullied me into saying that I’m going to own my own business.
This is Not Parenting done right. This is parents not supporting their child because they think that something other than what the kid wants is going to be better for them. So, all this is to say, hi. I’m disappointment. It sucks. Don’t try it.
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